Dreaming of You

The house was clean, and I sat expectantly on the couch. Alexander William Gaskarth will be at my house celebrating the after-tour excitement. The whole magic of the thing was incredible. I looked down at my bracelet and smiled, kissing it lightly as I mouthed the words "thank you" As Kylie chatted away next to me about the methods of safe sex and how to be careful. I rolled my eyes.
"Kylie I'm not going to have sex with him, really it’s not my thing" I smiled at her.
"Just remember he is a famous Rockstar, you're just a new conquest to him" she said laughing loudly. I groaned.
"No Kylie, you don't understand Alex and I. Yeah he is a Rockstar and all but what we have is different you know?" I said in a questioning tone. I knew Kylie couldn’t possibly understand what I was talking about.
"Sure Serenity, think that way all you want. Just don't blame me when he tries to advance on you" Kylie said in a singsong voice as she stood up and walked quickly to the window, looking out it.
"just trust me, him and I will not be doing anything of the sorts" I said, raising my voice at the end. Kylie ignored me and continued to stare out the window.
"Dude, that Jack guy pisses me off" she said in a distant tone, I watched her stare out the window and search the landscape of my yard.
"Why? he is such a sweetheart" I began to kick my feet and twittle my thumbs, why can't Alex be here already?
"He has this rep for sleeping with broads and naturally I wanted to test his experience. I walked up to him and was straight forward with my intentions but he just kind of blew me off. ME. He blew this off and I can't figure out why" She sounded angry. Kylie clenched her fists quickly then let them settle back to open palms.
"Maybe he doesn’t want to just sleep with you. Maybe he wants to just be friends" I tried to be as casual as I could about it, Kylie hated being rejected.
"Serenity he told me that he'd buy me a pizza or something. ya know fuck him. he's missing out." She said, stepping away from the window and plopping back down almost on my lap.
"you know if you did that then it would kind of solve the problem" I giggled, and she smiled. huge I could almost see the look of unconditional love in her eyes.
"I hate you" she breathed, putting her head on my lap and giggling. I laughed too. I loved Kylie in a way that can't be beat. she was so sweet and down to earth once you got past her hard, obnoxious outer shell.
Kylie and I looked at each other for a moment before she made a dumb face at me and I pushed her off me. she was laughing and so was I when I heard a knock at the door and my heart stopped, Alex. I ran to the door, opened it and there he was.
Alex stood in my door, looking the same as he did at the concert but a lot sweatier. He threw his arms around me and I hugged him. Suddenly a string of rambunctious boys started to pile into my home.
One of them shoving Alex and I, causing him to fall onto me. Pinning me up against the wall next to the door. He pulled out of the hug just enough, so he can look me in the eyes. The air between us got so thick you could cut it with a knife as we looked into each other’s eyes. He smiled which caused me to smile.
"YOU ALL FORGOT THE BOOZE IN THE CAR SO YOU'RE NOT GETTING ANY!" Jack screamed as he walked past us with many bags. Alex and I laughed. That moment was so intense we just had to laugh at Jack managing to unintentionally interrupt it. Alex had stopped laughing as I continued to chuckle. His eyes met mine again and I about lost myself in those bright pools of Hazel. He began to close his eyes and lean in, I closed my eyes. I felt him draw near and my body felt weird. My knees weighed twenty pounds, but my stomach was weightless. My chest was dense but my heart beat so fast, I could almost bet he could hear my heartbeat. I felt his lips stop just before mine and he said my name lowly. I opened my eyes to see him looking at me, I blushed a bit.
"Yeah" I whispered. Why can't he just close the gap?
"Are you going to disappear if I get any closer?" He breathed. A sarcastic smile grew across his face.
"I'm not going to disappear, ever again" I said proudly.
"Good" He whispered. I closed the gap between us by thrusting my head forward and meeting his lips. BAM, it was like I was happy, scared, invited, and excited all at the same time.
Alex completely pressed himself up against me and with my back against the wall I couldn't do much in the stopping it way, if I even wanted it to stop. He deeped the kiss and I realized that all this romance stuff came kind of naturally when I jammed my tongue inside his mouth instead of letting him do it to me. He ran his hands through my hair before pulling away. I opened my eyes and saw an overjoyed Alex staring back at me. I instantly turned red.
"Sorry" I said, beginning to walk away, good job Serenity. He grabbed me, pushed me back up on the wall and pressed himself back to where he was. I made a little thud noise as his chest met mine.
"Don't be" he said, kissing me one last time before running to the guys who were already making themselves comfortable in my kitchen. I stayed pressed up against the wall. I'm not sure I could even move with my legs feeling like jelly and my feet feeling like weights.
"Hey Serenity! Join us! “Kylie half-yelled. As she grabbed glasses from the cupboard.
"Yeah girl drink with us!" Zack said, pulling some weirdly shaped bottle out of a paper bag.
"Oh, I'm good. Thanks anyway" I said shyly, I didn't want things to get out of hand if everyone was drunk. Plus, with what just happened with Alex and I, I didn't want to see what would happen if I was intoxicated.
"Please babe" Alex said, pressing his lips together. even with the distance I could see the pleading look in his eyes. I guess a few couldn’t hurt. Nobody can get drunk off of a few.
"Okay, just a few" I said, making my way over to them with a heavy heart. Just a few won't hurt...just a few

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