Dreaming of You

He stood in front of me, staring at me. It felt as though he was staring directly into my soul. He smiled, and his eyes lit up as he embraced me, tears fell from my eyes as I embraced him back. This was perfect, this was my harmony. If heaven could be described by a single moment, it would be this moment right here.

I was hugging Alex Gaskarth. Alexander William Gaskarth and I loved every single second of it.

"Serenity it has been so long I just-" he got caught up in his words and I just hugged him even tighter.
"I know I missed you so much" I said reassuring him of my feelings.
we stood there for a while, just holding each other when he finally broke the silence and let me go.
"that was getting emotional as fuck" he said, chuckling awkwardly.
"Have I ever told you how charming you are?" I asked playfully, running my hands though my own hair lazily.
"shut up" He murmured. I gave him my best sly smile. There was so much I wanted to say, so much I wanted to do. I opened my mouth to start my slew of questions when I heard at a mind-numbing level 'Wendy run away with I know I sound crazy don't you see what you do to me'. I opened my eyes and groaned. Why did I have to wake up?

I sat up in my bed and looked around my small bedroom, before clicking the 'I’m awake' button on my alarm. My desk lamp was still on from reading the night before, my dresser had my clothes for the day laid out already, my hamper was over flowing, and my bookshelf was even more cluttered than my thoughts…just like it was every day. I stretched and moaned a bit as I stood up from my bed, my bracelet sliding down my arm as I did. I always had my lucky bracelet with me, no matter where or when but somehow this dumb little bracelet I bought from Esty made me feel lucky, it was my own version of a rabbit’s foot.

I thought about my dream as I did my daily routine. I thought about the way Alex felt so real to me. The way his body felt so warm against mine and the way he felt so...lovely. I wished I was not so awkward. In reality, Alex would not give me the time of day. He deserves a skinny blonde that can drink him under the table, someone with talent and passion for all the same things he does, not a girl whose idea of fun is playing video games, making dumb jokes and dressing like a boy half the time.

Once I was ready for my day I smiled even brighter than I thought was possible. Tomorrow was the All Time Low concert and I had tickets. I walked to my car, slid in, hit my elbow on the window as I closed my door, screamed “Frack”, and put on one of their songs. I did not know what to expect for my first concert, but I was ready for whatever adventure was ahead.

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