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Alex's POV

"Mum I don't want to go to school." I said as mum walked into my room.
"Well you don't have a lot of choice in the matter as me and you father both have work and since you have showed us you are unable to be by yourself, you have to suffer by going to school." Mum said and I groaned loudly.
"But I fucking hate that place though." I said and mum just looked at me.
"Well tough shit young man, now get up you have half an hour before you go to school and that's including breakfast as well so up you get." Mum said and she walked out the door and I just lead in bed until the last minute where I didn't have time for breakfast.

"Why aren't you eating Lex?" Eddie asked as awe walked to school.
"Because I don't want to have breakfast. I never used to eat it you know." I said as I smoked a cigarette.
"I know but I don't want you to go back to how you was Alex, I mean I've just got my brother back and I'm already losing you Alex." Eddie said and I looked at him.
"You re not losing me Eddie." I said and Eddie stopped and looked at me.
"That's bullshit Alex. Because you have already gone back to the drugs. You said that you would never go back to that stuff again and look at you, you are fucking wasting your live away again over the fucking drugs. Why can't you just give the drugs up." Eddie ranted and I sighed as I looked down.
"You have no idea what it is like Eddie, you don't have the voices inside of your head telling you how fucking worthless you are and that everyone would be better off without me in their lives. The drugs was my way of escaping what the voices said. So don't give me a fucking lecture on this okay because it is more compilated than what you think it is." I said and Eddie shook his head.
"How the fuck am I meant to believe that Alex. We moved here because of the fucking shit you got into when we was in England and its fucking happening again. Why cant you just fucking leave that shit alone knowing what happened in England."' Eddie said.
"It is a fucking addiction Eddie get that into your fucking head. It doesn't matter if I was recovered for 1 week or even 10 years relapse fucking happens its all part of recovery but you don't fucking understand that because you don't have the same problems as me." I said loudly and Eddie just rolled his eyes at me.
"Yeah fucking right, you can try a lot harder if you just fucking tried." Eddie said and I watched him walk off towards the school and I just turned around and skipped school.
I was sat at the park when I saw Eddie walk over and sit next to me.
"If you want a argument about dugs then you can fuck off because I'm not in the mood."' I said and Eddie smiled slightly.
"I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for earlier, it was bang out of order and I know that sometimes you can't help it because of the voices and all that." Eddie said and I smiled slightly at him.
"But you know that mum, dad and me are always here for you though. I don't want to watch you walk around like a zombie not knowing what you are doing or who you are doing to get yourself money for the drugs." Eddie said and I looked down as there was a lot of stuff that I have done but don't even remember doing.
"I know but its just hard to say that I have relapsed after being sober for so long." I said quietly and I felt myself being pulled into Eddie's side.
"You don't have to be ashamed of it Lex, we are family and family sticks together." Eddie said quietly which made me smile.
"What you doing here and not at school. Thought you liked Jack and hoping to get into his pants." Eddie said and I chuckled slightly.
"He can do way much better than my drugged up ass." I said and Eddie just shrugged his shoulders.
"Anyway, enough about me and now about you, you need to find yourself a girl and not some odd one like the last one. But a really nice understanding girl." I said and Eddie looked down.
"Nobody wants to be with a freak like me."' Eddie said and I chuckled.
"'How do you even know if you don't bother going out there and look. There is a girl out there for you."' I said and Eddie smiled slightly.
"'I hope so Lex." Eddie said quietly.

We went home because either of us wanted to be at school and when we got home mum was home as well which made us look at each other.
We walked through the door and mum walked out of her office.
"And why are you two home?"' Mum asked seriously.
"Because we don't like school." I said and mum just rolled her eyes at us.
"Well tough shit about not liking school, you both just need to accept the fact that you are both going to that school whether you like it or not." Mum said as her phone went off and she went to answer it.
"'Well that wasn't that bad." Eddie said which made me chuckle.
"Nope it wasn't, fancy a game on the Xbox?" I asked and Eddie nodded and we went into the sitting and played this game for most of the day which mum hated but didn't complain.

We had dinner and I was bored so I decided to go for a walk, which I was surprised I was allowed to do so on my own.
I was sat by a graveyard thinking when I saw Jack walk in the graveyard with some flowers and he didn't notice me so I decided to follow him and I stopped when I saw he had stopped at this grave.
I gave him a couple of minutes of privacy when I walked over and stood next to him.
"I'm sorry about your parents." I said quietly and Jack sniffed slightly.
"'Did you follow me here?" Jack whispered and I shook my head.
"'I was sat on the bench by the entrance when I saw you and I thought you could do with some company." I said and looked at Jack who was focused on his grave.
"You shouldn't be here."' Jack said.
"'It's a free country, think you find that I can actually be here."' I said and Jack looked at me with a hard expression on his face.
"'Just fuck off okay." Jack said seriously and I looked down.
"Okay, I was trying to be a fucking friend but if you don't want that then you can go fuck yourself." I said seriously and walked off.

I found myself sat by a river when someone walked over and sat next to me.
"I'm sorry about earlier." The person said and I looked and saw Jack.
"Just fuck off okay, I was actually trying to be nice for once in my life and you told me to fuck off so I will do the same to you." I said and Jack rolled his eyes at me.
"'Now that's just childish." Jack said as he sat back.
"'What can I say I"m a childish person." I said and Jack chuckled.
"'No you are smart and you know how to manipulate people to get what you want." Jack said and I just rolled my eyes.
"'Your parents, what happened?"' I asked and Jack sighed loudly.
"'They was killed in a car accident when I was younger but I am not talking about it now."' Jack said as he looked down and I smiled slightly.
"That's okay you don't have to tell me what happened." I said and Jack looked at me and smiled which I returned.
"It's getting late so I better go home otherwise my mum will freak out and think I'm dead in a ditch somewhere." I said and Jack chuckled slightly.
"'I'll walked you home if you like."' Jack and I smiled a him.
"'Yeah I would like that and then you can tell my mother that I am sober and haven't taken anything that shouldn't of taken."' I said and Jack chuckled as he stood up and looked at me and smiled which I shyly returned.
"'Come on trouble lets get you home."' Jack said and I stood up and walked over to him.
"'Who you calling trouble?"' I asked and Jack chuckled as he looked at me.
"'You because you are trouble."' Jack said and I just scoffed.
"'Please you barely know me enough to know if I'm trouble or not." I said and Jack raised his eyebrows at me
"'Don't give me that look." I said as I walked of and I could hear Jack following me which made me smile.
"'Lets get you home before you get me into trouble."' Jack said and we walked to mine just having a laugh and enjoying each others company.

Notes

don't really like this chapter but everything is just going tits up at the moment and just needed to escapes..

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I love this I can’t wait to see more and more!!

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7/24/18