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Jack’s POV

I walked to school with my headphones on and listening to Greenday as loudly as I could while smoking a quick cigarette before like every morning when I go to school.
I met my best friend Rupert or Roo as everyone calls him by the school gates.
“Hey Jacky, ready for another day of hell?” Roo said as I lent against the wall to see if there was any decent people that go to this school that I could at try and get in their pants.
“Oh he looks cute.” Roo said as I looked around and saw the boy from yesterday walking into the school gates.
“Which one, the shorter one or the taller one?” I asked as I blew smoke out my nose.
“Well both to be honest although the short one looks a bit young.” Roo said and I chuckled as I kept my eye on the taller one.
“Highly doubt that he’s gay, I mean you can’t be that good looking and be gay.” I said and Roo chuckled.
“Christ your gay radar is way off mate, that outfit clearly screams gay.” Roo said and I just rolled my eyes.
“You go for the older one and I go for the younger one?” Roo asked and I looked at him.
“No, I’ll go for the older one, but he looks protective over the younger one for some reason so that one is off limits okay.” I said and Roo nodded and left it as that.
The bell rang and we both groaned loudly.
“See you on the other side.” I said as I walked off to home room.

I walked into home room and if by chance the cute boy from earlier was in my class.
I rested my head against the table and waited for my name to be called.
“Alexander.” The teacher said and it wasn’t a name I’ve heard here before so I lifted my head up from the table.
“For the last time ass hat it’s Alex.” This voice with a strange accent said.
“Well it says Alexander here so that’s what I’ll be calling you.” The teacher said.
“I don’t give a toss what the bloody computer say. It’ll be like me calling you by your first name but since that’s classed as being disrespectful I don’t see that one doing down very well so you’ll call me Alex from now on.” The boy said sounding like he knows what he’s talking about and the teacher remained silent.
“Now that’s what I thought.” The boy said smugly and the teacher went on with what he was doing.
“You’ll be put into pairs for this task. Let’s see Jack you’ll be with Alexander.” The teacher said and I looked over to the boy who looked really pissed off.
The teacher went on putting people into pairs.
“Right go find your partners then.” The teacher said and I looked over to the boy who looked like he wasn’t going to move so I got up and walked over to him.

“Hey, I’m Jack.” I said as I took the seat next to him and he looked at me.
“Alex.” He said and I smiled slightly at him.
“So what’s the stupid thing we got to do then.” Alex said as he sat forward and looked at this piece of work.
“You’ve got to be shitting me.” Alex said as he sat back and I looked and saw we have to do a poster about drugs and how it affects your mental health and I looked at Alex.
“Looks like you’ve been put with the expert of this.” Alex said and I frowned at him.
“Make a list of drugs you know and I’ll add onto it if I have to.” Alex said and I began to write a list of the drugs and I handed back to Alex and he chuckled and began to write down a load of stuff.
“So where you from then. You have a strange accent and I swear you weren’t here last week.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“Well I am from England and today is my first day at this shithole .” Alex said as he looked at me.
“Awesome, so why you here and not in England then?” I asked and Alex put his pen down as he crossed his legs.
“Well lets just say I got into a lot of trouble over there.” Alex said and I frowned at him.
“I’m not sharing my story with someone I hardly know, so Shell we just get back to this and not talk about me or why I’m here.” Alex said and he went back to doing the list and then he stopped and looked at me.
“Any good at art?” Alex asked.
“Nope, I’m barely passing my classes anyway.” I said and Alex just nodded and pushed his list over to me.
“You write and I say the drug and we can talk about the mental health thing.” Alex said and I nodded.
By the time Alex had finished his list of drugs there was almost a whole page full and I just looked at him shocked.
“Do I dare ask why you know all this?” I asked and Alex looked at me.
“I’ve done this shit when I was at school in England.” Alex said bluntly.
“Fair enough on that.” I said and looked at what Alex had done and it was really good.
“What lesson do you have next?” I asked.
“English.” Alex said as he sat back having a break from what he was doing.
“Have you done anything with the book called Of Mice and Men?” I asked and Alex chuckled to himself.
“Fucking bashed the book and the film, plot twist Lenny dies.” Alex said and I looked at him in horror.
“No! Not the retard, I actually really like him.” I said and Alex looked at me hard.
“Don’t call him a retard. Never call anyone with problems a retard, not around me anyway because if you do I will fucking punch your lights out.” Alex said seriously.
“I’m sorry.” I said and Alex frowned at me seriously and he looked at his phone and sighed.
“Cover for me.” Alex said as he got up and walked towards the door.
“Alexander where are you going?” The teacher asked.
“Going for a shit if you really want to know my bowl movements.” Alex said sarcastically as he walked out the door and slammed it shut and I couldn’t help but chuckle at what he said.
I finished what Alex was doing and once lesson was finished I went to my lessons.
I didn’t see Alex until after school when it looked like he was waiting for someone and I told him that someone was being beaten up and he ran inside.

“I’m fucking tell you, he knows literally all the drugs and side effects and how it fucks your mental health up.” I said too Roo since I lived with him and his family after my family being killed in a car accident 7 years ago.
“He could be a druggie, I mean he did ask us for weed the other day and he wanted some of the hard stuff as well so that clearly screams out druggie and the fact he wore long sleeves on a boiling hot day as well.” Roo said and I nodded agreeing with him for once.
“So did you find out who the kid was who was being beaten up when we left?” Roo asked and I shook my head and remember what Alex did.
“Hey do I have a mark on my neck.” I asked as I lifted my head up for Roo too look at.
“A little one, why?” Roo said with a serious look on his face.
“It’s nothing but Alex pinned me up against the wall when he found out the kid was being beaten up.” I said and Roo frowned.
“Hey there’s a little Alex isn’t there, the boy who was walking with him this morning he was a little shorter than Alex.” Roo said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I don’t know.” I said and thought about it a little.
“Oh shit, I think the kid that was being beaten up was Alex’s little brother.” I said and Roo looked at me.
“Well all I can say is that I feel sorry for the poor bastard at the end of Alex’s fists.” Roo chuckled and I just rolled my eyes and got on with some homework.

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I got to school and Alex was there waiting by the school gates.
“Hey you.” Alex said as he walked over to me and I just frowned at him.
“Hey Alex.” I said being a bit weary of him after yesterday.
“So, you said you had weed on you, do you happen to have it on you right now.” Alex said and I nodded.
“Always got weed.” I said and looked through my bag and pulled out a bag and gave it to Alex.
“How much?” Alex asked.
“On the house.” I said and Alex smiled at me.
“Thanks.” Alex said and he turned round and walked off and i just frowned and watched him walk off.
I decided I was going to follow him as I couldn’t be dealing with school at the moment and I just wanted to get high.

I followed Alex to the bottom of the sports field and I walked over and sat next to him and he had his sleeves rolled up and fuck me he had a lot of scars on his arms.
“Shit, you’ve been through the wars.” I said before I could think and I looked at his elbow and it was all scared like old needle scars.
“Fuck off and leave me alone.” Alex said seriously and it had a warning tone to it but I was up for pushing him.
“You don’t really want to be alone now do you?” I asked and Alex looked at me and he looked really pissed off.
“Yes I want to be a fucking alone so fuck off and leave me alone.” Alex growled.
“Your hand looks sore.” I said and Alex looked at his hand.
“It’s nothing.” Alex said quietly as he rolled his joint.
“How’s your brother?” I asked and Alex looked at me.
“Scared to come back.” Alex said quietly as he looked down.
“He can always get them back.” I said and Alex shook his head.
“He isn’t that sort of person. He’s too kind and caring for this world.” Alex said quietly and I frowned and thought about it a little from what he said yesterday when I said the word retard.
“Your brother has something wrong with him?” I asked and Alex stood up and walked off smoking his joint.
I just sat there and smoked my joint and went to class.

The day was uneventful and I was walking home on my own since Roo managed to get himself in a after school detention.
I was walking back when I saw Alex with someone and I noticed it was mine and Roos dealer giving Alex a packet of white powder which I knew was cocaine.
My dealer looked up and spotted me and Alex quickly handed him the money and he walked off quickly in my direction and I caught hold of his arm as he walked past.
“What the fuck are you doing dealing drugs on school grounds? You trying to fuck everyone over.” I spat and Alex snatched his arm out of mine.
“Fuck off, nobody noticed so don’t worry your weed is still safe.” Alex said and he went to walk off and I caught hold of his arm again.
“You really going to throw your life away on that.” I said and Alex scoffed.
“Please, I’ve already fucked my life up so I might as well keep on going. Now get the fuck off me and leave me the fuck alone.” Alex said and I let go of his arm and I watched him walk off.
I went home and what Alex said was going round in my head.
I decided I was going to look around in Alex’s social media as I had nothing better to do and Alex seemed like a person who is interesting to know.

After stalking Alex’s social media for an hour I was startled by Roo jumping on my bed and watching what I was doing.
“Seriously Jack? Facebook stalking that’s fucking stupid even for you.” Roo said and I chuckled.
“I just wanted to see what he was like before he came here.” I said and Roo looked at the pictures.
“He’s a party animal, and fuck me he lost loads of weight like a year ago.” Roo said and I looked at the picture of Alex looking really skinny.
“Josh has a party on Friday doesn’t he?” I asked and Roo looked at me.
“Yeah he does, but do you think it’s a good idea.” Roo said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“Don’t know, never know until you ask.” I said and Roo nodded and the front door open and shut.
“Boys you home!” Mum shouted up the stairs.
“Yeah.” 3 sets of voice said since Roo had an older brother as well.
“Cool, your father is going to be late back so takeaway good for you 3?” Mum shouted up the stair and again 3 voice said yes.
Mum came upstairs and lent against the door frame.
“Get your ass downstairs Now Rupert. You to Flynn.” Mum said seriously and I knew that those two was going to get into trouble.
I got off my bed and pulled my shoes and mum looked at me.
“You don’t have to go sweetie.” Mum said and I smiled as I walked very and kissed her cheek.
“It’s fine, I just want to go for a walk.” I said and mum smiled as I went downstairs and walked out the door and went for a walk.

I have no idea where I was since this was the part of town I normally wouldn’t come to since it’s where people with loads of money lives.
I walked round the corner and I saw someone sat on the porch with another person and it looked like they was having a argument.
“You know what, this is my life and if I choose to fuck it all up with drugs and alcohol and starve myself then I will do it. You can’t fucking stop me.” A voice which sounded familiar said loudly.
“What about your brother? He worships the fucking ground you walk on.” A woman said loudly.
“He’s better off without me, I’m a fucking fuck up and I don’t want him to follow in my footsteps.” The voice said.
“Never say that any of us are better off without you because it’s not true. Yes you are a fuck up but that’s you and I wouldn’t have you any other way, yes you give me and your father heart failure but that’s you and we accept that.” The woman said.
“You just need to find someone who can cope with your temper and gop.” The woman said and the voice chuckled.
“Don’t think anyone would be interested with the baggage that I have.” The voice said and the woman pulled him into her side.
“There’s someone out there.” The woman said and I just walked off and went back home.

When I got home Flynn was in the kitchen looking for some food.
“You missed dinner.” Flynn said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I wasn’t hungry.” I said as I got myself a drink.
“How can you not be hungry, your always hungry.” Flynn said as he looked at me.
“I’m just not hungry, there are days where I’m not hungry.” I said and I walked out the room and went to my room and I shut the door behind me.
I sat on my bed and got my laptop out and looked at the photos of my family before they was killed and I felt my heart break a lot and I felt a tear roll down my cheek.
I heard my door open and I sniffed loudly as I looked round and saw Roo.
“You okay?” Roo asked softly and I nodded as he walked over and sat on the bed and looked at the picture.
“Shit Jack, I forgot I’m so sorry.” Roo said quietly and I smiled slightly.
“It’s fine.” I whispered and Roo pulled me to his side and he kissed the top of my head.
“No it’s not, tomorrow we’ll visit them okay.” Roo whispered and I nodded.
“Want me to stay with you tonight or do you want some space?” Roo asked.
“Stay please.” I whispered and Roo chuckled softly.
“Let me get into some comfy clothes then and you can choose a film to watch.” Roo said and I nodded as Roo got off the bed and walked out the room.
I found my favorite film and put it on and I crawled into bed just as Roo came back into the room and he climbed into bed next to me.
Roo wasn’t gay but he was really protective over me and he hated me being upset so he would normally climb into bed with me so I could have cuddles and he’s never really complained about it.
It wasn’t far into the film when I fell asleep and I knew Roo wouldn’t leave me during the night so I just cuddled more into his side.

Notes

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Comments

I love this I can’t wait to see more and more!!

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7/24/18