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Jack’s POV

“So you excited about Alex coming home?” Flynn asked as he lead on my bed as I sorted myself out.
“What sort of question is that, course I’m excited about him coming home.” I said as I looked at Flynn.
“When you bringing Alex here to meet everyone?” Flynn asked and I rolled my eyes at him as I walked over to the bed and sat on it.
“Alex is coming out of rehab today, he needs to get back to normality before I bring him here or you lot to meet him.” I said and Flynn sat up and looked at me.
“We’re not that bad are we?” Flynn asked and I chuckled.
“No, I just don’t want to rush Alex after getting out of rehab. Anyway you haven’t brought what’s his name round to meet us so why you complaining to me about Alex.” I said and Flynn groaned.
“He lives like an hour away from here whereas Alex just lives round the corner.” Flynn said and I raised my eyebrow at him.
“So, you can drive. You could drive up there pick him up and he can spend the weekend down here with us. I mean we’re not that scary now.” I said as I pulled a hoodie on and walked over to my pile of shoes and put a pair on.
“Fine, you bring Alex round and I’ll bring my man round.” Flynn said and I rolled my eyes at him.
“Did I fail to mention my boyfriend has just gotten out of rehab and probably wants nothing to do with people and just settle back at home.” I said and Flynn chuckled.
“Well when he’s ready just let me know and we’ll introduce the boyfriends to everyone.” Flynn said and I just shook my head as I walked out my room and made my way over to Alex’s.

I knocked on the door and someone answered the door where I saw Mac who smiled at me as he stood aside and let me in.
“Izzy has gone to get Alex, they should be back any minute.” Mac said as I followed him to the kitchen where Eddie was busy sorting something.
“That’s fine, was hoping to catch up and see how you two are getting on. Haven’t seen much of you guys since Alex has been in rehab.” I said as I sat next to Eddie who looked at me and smiled.
“It’s been tough, but we managed like we always do.” Mac said as he put a coffee in front of me.
“Thanks.” I said quietly.
“Missed not seeing him around the place.” I said and Mac smiled at me.
“Yeah we have too, the house has been too quiet without his crazy ass, hasn’t it Ed.” Mac said and Eddie nodded.
“Hopefully this will be the last time.” I said and Mac smiled as he looked at me.
“I hope so.” Mac said quietly as the front door opened.
“Alex!” Eddie said happily as he ran out the kitchen and into the hallway and I looked at Mac who looked happy but at the same time heartbroken.
“Hey, I’m going to do everything I can do to make sure this the last time Alex goes to rehab.” I said and Mac smiled as I walked over and pulled him into a hug which Mac returned.
“I’ll look after him, I swear on my parents grave I’ll look after him.” I said quietly to Mac and he pulled back and smiled at me.
“I know you will.” Mac said quietly and someone cleared their throat which made me turn around to see a much more healthier Alex.
“You’re not meant to be stealing my boyfriend dad.” Alex said as I moved out the way and Alex walked over to his dad where Mac pulled him into a hug which Alex returned and I left the pair of them alone and I went to the sitting room where Eddie was choosing a film for us all to watch.

I was stood outside having a cigarette when I felt a pair of arms wrap around me which made me jump as I turned round and saw Alex which made me smile.
“Am I allowed one?” Alex asked in a flirty away and I pulled my packet of cigarettes out and offered Alex one which he took and started to smoke his cigarette.
I just looked at Alex and I pulled him close to me as I kissed him which Alex returned as he wrapped his arms round my neck.
“I’ve fucking missed you so much.” I said quietly as I kissed the side of his head and Alex pulled back slightly.
“I’ve missed you too.” Alex whispered as he kissed me again.
“So I believe you said I would be in for a good time tonight.” Alex said and I smirked at him as I pulled him towards me by his hips which made Alex giggle.
“I believe I did, but it won’t be that good since there’s a house full of people.” I said and Alex smirked slightly.
“Well that’s where we are in luck, because mum and dad are taking Eddie out and when they asked if we wanted to tag along I said I just wanted to spend some time with you so we will have the house to ourselves until about 10pm.” Alex said as I smiled and kissed him which Alex returned and we started to make out when the door opened which made us pull away and look to see Izzy standing by the door watching us.
“Look if you want to do that then you two can just have to wait another half an hour and then you can rip each other’s clothes off.” Izzy said and Alex chuckled as he moved and lent against me as I rested my hand on his hip.
“Damn you worked that out quickly.” Alex said and Izzy smiled.
“Don’t spend too long out here, you’ll both catch a cold.” Izzy said as she went inside.
“Well you mother knows what we’re going to be doing then.” I said and Alex chuckled as he turned round and kissed me and he turned round and walked inside and I couldn’t help but smile to myself as I flicked my cigarette away and went inside.

Me and Alex was both panting heavily when someone knocked on the door which made me look at Alex who was getting himself comfy to settle down for the night.
The door opened and Izzy poked her head round the door.
“You boys okay?” Izzy asked softly.
“Yeah we’re good.” I said quietly as I looked at Alex who had fallen asleep.
“Okay, well if you need anything then mine and Macs room is just down the hall and you know where everything else is.” Izzy said and I smiled as she shut the door.
I sighed loudly as I turned the tv on to find something to watch.
Alex moved so his head was now resting on my chest and I started to mess with his hair and I couldn’t help but smile.
“I’ve missed this.” Alex said sleepily which made me smile as I moved so I could get comfy which made Alex moan quietly at the fact I was moving.
“I’ve missed this as well.” I said quietly as I kissed his forehead.
Alex sighed as he got himself comfy again and I felt his breathes even out.
I watched a bit more of what I was watching until I fell asleep.

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“You looking forward to coming back to school?” I asked as Alex got himself something to eat.
“Not really, not looking forward to the Where have you been for the last 4 months questions and catching up with school work well fuck me that is something I’m not looking forward too.” Alex said and I couldn’t help but chuckle as I walked over to him and hugged him from behind.
“It’ll be fine, I think you’ll be spending most of the time with Mr Skyes to get yourself settled back in.” I said and Alex sighed.
“Just don’t want all the pressure and end up back at square one again.” Alex said quietly and I kissed his cheek.
“That won’t happen okay because I’m going to be right beside you making sure nothing bad happens.” I said and Alex turned round and smiled at me.
“Get dressed we leave in 10 minutes.” I said as I playfully slapped Alex ass which made Alex smirk at me as he walked off upstairs.

We walked to school hand in hand and we got to the group of people me and Alex normally hang around with when I got the smell of a joint which made me look at Alex and he had a uncomfortable look on his face.
“I can’t be around people like this Jack.” Alex said quietly and I nodded at him.
“Hey Alex glad to see you back.” Cara said happily as she walked over and pulled Alex into a hug which he awkwardly returned.
“Hey Cara.” Alex said and she smiled at him and then looked at me.
“I’ll be at the office if you want me.” Alex said as he let go of my hand.
“Want me to come with you?” I asked and Alex smiled as he kissed me.
“I’m sure I know where the office is. I’ll see you later and I’ll text you.” Alex said and I smiled as I gently pulled Alex towards me and pulled him into a hug which made Alex giggle as he returned my hug and looked up at me where I kissed him again and let him go and I watched him walk off.
“Boy you’ve proper fallen for him.” Cara said.
“Yeah I have, but that’s not the only reason why I’m watching him.” I said my eyes not leaving Alex until he was out of my sight.
“Where has he been? I mean we haven’t seen him for months.” Cara said and I looked at her.
“That’s not for me to talk about as its private for Alex.” I said as I walked off and went looking for Roo.
When I found Roo I pulled him to one side and Roo frowned at me.
“If you see Alex and I’m not with him can you check on him for me please.” I said and Roo nodded.
“Sure but I don’t think Alex is the sort of person who wants anyone to make a fuss.” Roo said and I sighed.
“He doesn’t want a fuss but I want to make sure he is okay.” I said and Roo smiled at me as he nodded.
“I’ll keep an eye on him but if he has a go at me for it I’m dragging you down with me.” Roo said and I chuckled as I smiled.
“That’s fine with me.” I said as the school bell went and I headed towards tutor.

It was lunch when I next saw Alex and he smiled when he saw me as he walked over and I pulled him into a hug which Alex returned and he pulled back and kissed me which I returned.
“How’s your morning been?” I asked as we sat with a group of people, Alex being sat on my lap as we shared the lunch which I brought which was strange seeing Alex eat as he would never eat at school.
“It’s been alright, been with Mr Skyes office for most of the morning talking to him about you know what and that.” Alex said as he looked at me and I smiled.
“How about you?” Alex asked and I smile as he put a chip into his mouth.
“Pretty boring to be honest, just can’t wait for this day to be over.” I said and Alex chuckled quietly.
“Join the club on that one, I’m going to have a cigarette you joining me?” Alex said as he got off my lap and looked at me.
“Yeah I’ll come and join you.” I said as I got my tray and out in in the bin and met Alex by the door with my bag and we went to the field and had a cigarette.

The rest of the day past quickly and soon it was time to go home.
I was stood by the school gates when two people stood in front of me and I looked up and saw Alex with Roo.
“I fucking told you he would work me out.” Roo said and I frowned at him.
“I understand you are worried about me but I don’t need a fucking babysitter watching my every move if I’m not by your side.” Alex said quietly.
“I’m just worried okay, what if you find something and it makes you relapse.” I said and Alex rolled his eyes.
“It’s going to take more than my first day back at school for me to relapse. So I suggest that you talk to Roo here and get him to stop following me around.” Alex said as he turned round and walked off and I sighed loudly as I watched him.
“I told you he would bust me.” Roo said and I looked at him.
“Yeah I know but it was worth a try okay.” I said and Roo put his hand on my arm.
“You need to let him do his own thing. Alex needs to learn to that you can trust him to do stuff without you being around him and getting people to watching him. You can do that Jack but I know that you are just worried about him.” Roo said and I smiled slightly as I looked down.
“I know but I just don’t want him to fuck up and then me feeling like shit because I never caught it.” I said and Roo smiled.
“He won’t, Alex just need you too see that he is happy and he has recovered and that when times get hard, you are going to have his back and divert him away from the drugs.” Roo said and I nodded as I looked round and I spotted Alex leaning against on of the trees at school.
“You’ve just got to trust him and be there for him when he wants you.” Roo said and I nodded as I looked at Roo.
“You staying with Alex tonight or are you coming home later?” Roo asked.
“I don’t know, I’ll let you know what’s going on.” I said and Roo nodded as we went our separate ways and I walked over to Alex.
Alex offered me his hand which I took and we walked back to his making small talk.

Alex’s parents managed to get Eddie into a school which was adapted for his needs so they was picking him up so it left me and Alex alone in the house.
We was sat in the kitchen round the island while Alex was busy filling in something.
“I’m sorry.” I said and Alex stopped writing and looked at me.
“What for?” Alex asked and I looked down.
“I’m sorry for having Roo following you today and I’m sorry for being such a clingy person today.” I said and Alex chuckled softly as he lifted my chin up so I could look at him.
“I understand, you’re just worried that the stress and pressure of being back at school would want me to relapse but that isn’t the case okay. I’m in a good place at the moment and you’ll know when something is wrong and I need you to be by my side. But right now I need you to relax and give me some space and let me enjoy being this new person that I am, but I also want you to enjoy me being like this as well. So you need to sit back a relax and enjoy the new me.” Alex said as he lent forward and kissed me which I returned.
“What you doing?” I asked as Alex moved the chair and sat close to me as I rested my chin on his shoulder.
“I have to do a food diary and every week when I go to therapy and when I have to go to the clinic for a weigh in I need to take this with me so they can see how much I’m eating.” Alex said and I nodded.
“I don’t know if I can stay in school Jack.” Alex said quietly as he looked at me.
“It’s okay if you don’t, you need to put yourself first.” I said and Alex looked down.
“I have so much to do for this recovery that I don’t want to fuck this up. I don’t want to relapse after a couple of months being sober. I want to be normal and I want to prove to everyone that I can do this because I know I can. But I don’t know if my demons will let me after talking it all out at rehab with Herbie.” Alex whispered and I moved as kissed the side of his head.
“Maybe talk to your mum and dad about this, whatever happens I’m here and I’ll support you.” I said quietly and Alex looked at me and smiled.

“I know.” Alex said quietly as he kissed me which made me smile as Alex carried of with what he was doing and I did my homework.

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7/24/18