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Jack’s POV

I woke up and saw that Alex was still sound asleep facing me which made me smile as I reach over and moved some hair out of Alex’s eyes which made Alex sigh loudly as he pulled the covers up and over his face which made me chuckle and I carefully got out of bed and pulled one of Alex’s hoodies on and I went downstairs.

I walked into the kitchen and Alex’s dad was in the kitchen.
“Alright buddy?” Alex’s dad said cheerfully and I smiled at him.
“Yeah I’m good thanks.” I said as I walked over to the coffee machine and went looking for the mugs.
“In the cupboard by the fridge.” Alex’s dad said and I turned round and looked at him confused.
“Can’t have coffee without mugs now can you.” Alex’s dad chuckled which made me smile and I went to get a mug out the cupboard.
“Dad is Alex up yet, he said ages ago he would play on the Xbox with me.” Eddie said as he walked out to the kitchen.
“He’s not up yet, just leave him a bit longer okay and Jack will get him up and he’ll play on the Xbox with you.” Alex’s dad said and Eddie huffed and walked out the kitchen which made Alex’s dad chuckle.
“Impatient just like Alex.” Alex’s dad said and I smiled as I made myself and Alex a coffee.
“Haven’t seen that side of him yet.” I said and Alex’s dad smiled as he lent against the island and was pretty much studying me.
“If you want to give me the talk then do, just get it off your chest.” I said.
“Alex is a complicated person. He has been through so much shit already and he’s barely even an adult and he has seen stuff I would never dream of any of my kids to see but Alex has and for that I hate myself because I couldn’t protect him from that monster.” Alex’s dad said.
“Wait you think that I’m going to be like that person and hurt Alex?” I asked and Alex’s dad looked at me hard.
“How the fuck do I know? That boy promised me that he would look after Alex and now look at Alex! He uses drugs and alcohol to cope with everything and if he really fucks up again that’s it Alex is dead.” Alex’s dad said loudly.
Neither of us knew Alex was listening until he walked into the room and stood in front of me which made me frown.
“You do not have a go at Jack. Jack is not like Travis, can’t you see that Jack is kind and caring and would never hurt me. Fuck Jack will fucking take my drugs off me and I can give him my everything and I know that Jack will stand by me. I know that I can lean on Jack and he will hold me up. Never compare Jack to Travis as Jack will never be like that lowlife scum.” Alex said seriously and he walked off to the garden slamming the door shut behind him.
“I know you are worried about Alex, but I promise you that I am nothing like this Travis kid and that I respect Alex and I would never hurt him.” I said and Alex’s dad frowned at me and I shook my head and went to join Alex outside.

I sat down next to Alex and he looked at me and smiled as he rested his head on my shoulder and sighed loudly.
“Nobody should ever compare you to Travis. After what I’ve been through with him and being with you I know you are nothing like Travis. Just want my family to see that as well.” Alex said quietly.
“Think the main thing here is that as long as you can see I’m not like this Travis then in time your family will see it as well.” I said and Alex moved his head and looked at me and I looked at him.
“I don’t want them hating you because of Travis. He was my mistake and I fucked up badly because of it but I know you are a very kind human.” Alex said and I smiled at him as Alex cuddled into my side.
The back door opened and I looked and saw Ed.
“Alex, you said you was going to play on the Xbox with me.” Eddie said and Alex frowned slightly as he sat up and looked at Eddie.
“No I didn’t.” Alex said and Eddie walked over.
“Yeah you did, you said that you would play on the Xbox with me 4 days ago.” Eddie said and Alex groaned as he looked at me.
“Come inside when your done.” Alex said quietly and I nodded as he stood up and walked off inside.
I smiled as I carried on smoking my cigarette and once I was finished I went inside.

I was making me and Alex a drink when someone came out and I looked up and saw it was Alex’s mum.
“Would you like a drink? The kettle has just boiled and I’m making Alex a drink if you would like one.” I said and Alex’s mum smiled as she lent against the side.
“I’ll have a tea thank you.” Alexs mum said as she got the mug which she must use all the time.
“I’m sorry about Peter. He has become really protective over Alex since the last one.” Alexs mum said and I smiled at her.
“It’s fine, I understand. I’m probably the first boyfriend Alex has had since the asshole ex boyfriend. You’re just working me out to see if I’m the good guy or the bad guy. But I’m a good guy okay.” I said and made the drinks and gave Alex’s mum her drink which made her smile at me.
“I work with the bad guys and I can tell you’re not a bad person. I would say you are misunderstood just like Alex.” Alex’s mum said and I looked down.
“I know the incident which killed your parents.” Alex’s mum said and I looked at her with a panic look on my face.
“Don’t worry, Lex never told me anything. I used to work for your dad. I could recognize his eyes from anywhere.” Alex’s mum said and I looked down.
“He would be proud of you, I know he would talk about you and your brother a lot.” Alex’s mum said and I looked at her.
“Please don’t mention my brother again.” I said quietly.
“Jack you can’t shut him out of your life.” Alex’s mum said and I shook my head.
“You don’t understand the things he has done. You don’t know anything about him alright now it’s better off if nobody is to ever mention him ever again. I am dead to him and he is dead to me.” I said and got hold of Alex’s mug and went into the sitting room where Alex frowned at me.
“You okay?” Alex asked.
“Yeah, I just need to go home.” I said as I kissed Alex on the forehead and walked out the room and I walked back home.

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Alex was sat with me and my group of friends having a cigarette while trying to work out this maths homework.
“You know, you don’t have to do your homework now.” I said and Alex looked at me with a raised eyebrow.
“Maybe I do my homework know so that then I don’t have to do it at home.” Alex said and I frowned at him.
“Oh boy.” Someone said which made me and Alex look up and Roo was walking over to us.
“I need to talk to you Jack.” Roo said and I frowned at him.
“Why?” I asked confused.
“I don’t think it’s the topic to talk about in front of people.” Roo said and I got the hint so I packed my stuff up and handed my cigarette to Alex.
“Want me too save it for you?” Alex asked and I shook my head.
“No, have it. I don’t think I’ll be back for the rest of the day.” I said which made Alex frown in confusion as I walked off following Roo.
We walked to the office where mum was waiting for us.
“Mum what’s going on?” I asked confused.
“Just sign out Jack and I’ll tell you in the car.” Mum said and I nodded and signed myself out of school and followed mum to the car while Roo went back to his lessons.

“What’s going on?” I asked quietly and mum sighed loudly as she looked at me.
“Casey.” Mum said and I looked down.
“Why you telling me anything about him? I want nothing to do with him.” I said and mum made me look at her.
“Casey is in prison.” Mum said and I nodded as I looked at her.
“I know Casey is in prison. I know why he is in there and I don’t give a flying fuck.” I said seriously.
“Casey is in the hospital. He has something wrong with him and I can’t get information because you are technically his next of kin.” Mum said and I frowned.
“Why am I his next of kin? We barely know each other.” I said as mum started to drive the car.
“Because you’re still family at the end of the day.” Mum said and I sighed loudly.
“So what’s the matter with the son of a bitch?” I asked and mum shrugged her shoulders.
“Don’t know all I know is I got a call from the prison to say your darling brother was in hospital for something. I don’t know they didn’t give me details since I’m not next of kin and they refused to tell me over the phone.” Mum said and I sighed loudly.
“Can never trust that bastard.” I said and mum put her hand on my knee and gave it a squeeze which made me smile.
“Well at least your the good one out of everything which has happened.” Mum said and I rolled my eyes as we got to the hospital.
“Want me to come with you?” Mum asked and I looked at the hospital.
“Nope, I can manage the manipulative cunt.” I said and got out the car and went inside the hospital.

I walked over to the reception and woman behind the desk looked at me.
“Hey, I’m looking for my brother Casey Barakat. I got a phone call earlier saying he was admitted here.” I said and the receptionist looked at me.
“Shocker, I know right.” I said and the receptionist smiled slightly.
“Someone is coming down now.” The receptionist said and I nodded and I looked at my phone and saw that Alex had texted me which made me smile but I didn’t want to reply just yet.
“You Casey Barakat brother?” A voice said and I looked up and saw a prison guard.
“Yeah, I’m Jack.” I said unsure as this guard really did look like he would kill me if he could.
“Follow me.” The guard said and I nodded and I followed him up to where Casey was.
We got to this ward where there was two guards out side and now I was feeling uneasy.
“You got any weapons on you?” A guard asked and I shook my head.
“Nope, I’ve literally just got called out of school to see the son of a bitch.” I said and the guard showed no emotion.
“Okay, when you get inside the ward you are not to touch the inmate at any time.” A guard said and I nodded.
“Don’t really want to touch him.” I said and the door opened and I walked inside with a guard walking beside me.
“So he has a whole ward to himself. Like what the fuck has he been doing for the last 13 years?” I said but the guard said nothing and we stopped at this door where another 2 guards was at the door.
The guards look at me.
“I believe he called his next of kin which is sadly me, so what has my brother been and done now.” I said and the guard nodded as they opened the door and I walked in and I stood by the door way and looked at him.

“What’s wrong with him?” I asked as I moved closer and I looked at Casey who had his wrists and hand cuffed to the bed and there was yet another guard in the room with him.
“I wanted a holiday.” Casey said as he looked at me and I rolled my eyes.
“Well I sense bullshit on that one.” I said and Casey chuckled.
“You’re so handsome now.” Casey said and I sighed.
“Want to play games with me? Guess what it’s not going to happen Casey now why the fuck did you call me and I have to see you’re fucking face.” I spat and Casey chuckled as I walked over to his bed but I didn’t get to close.
“Hey you, give me and my brother some space.” Casey said to the guard.
“You know the rules Casey, you can’t be left alone.” The guard said and Casey sighed loudly and looked at me.
“Hey there little brother, how are things?” Casey said almost too casually for him.
“Just get to the point Casey, why the fuck did you call and ask me to come here.” I said and Casey carried on looking at me.
“I wanted to see you. Since you hardly visit me and you know all that shit. I figured if I got myself a vacation to the hospital then they would have to call you and you can’t just help yourself and see you’re only living family member.” Casey said.
“You know the reason why I don’t want to see you. You really are fucking stupid to be honest and I actually still can’t believe you was the brains behind all the crimes you have done. You are not my family.” I said seriously and Casey sat up in bed and carried on looking at me which made me uncomfortable but I wasn’t allowed to show it as Casey would always pick out your weaknesses and use them to his advantage.
“Come on Jack, you know you don’t belong in that so called happily family you belong too. I also know deep down inside you’re also like me.” Casey said and I rolled my eyes.
“I know exactly where I belong and I belong with that so called happy family. I a, nothing like you, I have a fucking heart and care about the things I do whereas you just some lonely cunt who is just as cold hearted now as you was the day you was born.” I said in a low tone.
“So you still bashing assholes then Jacky?” Casey asked changing the subject.
“That has nothing to do with you.” I said and Casey raised his eyebrow at me.
“See if you was in prison like me you could get your ass fucked as much as you wanted.” Casey said and I sighed loudly.
“I don’t give a shit Casey. Now why the fuck am I here or can I go home and get on with my life without you fucking everything up like you always do.” I spat and Casey chuckled as he looked up to the ceiling.
Casey stayed quiet so I rolled my eyes and moved closer to the bed which made Casey look at me.
“Don’t bother contacting me again, get the message that I want nothing to do with you. You are not my family, you are fucking dead to me. Now do yourself a favour either get better and enjoy fucking all those asses in prison and being top dog or just do me a favour and just drop down dead and then that way I don’t have the guilt of being the brother of the sick son of a bitch that you are.” I said seriously and I turned round and walked out the room.
“I don’t want to hear anymore about him. If he dies then don’t bother contacting me because he is dead to me.” I said to the doctors and they looked at me as if I was crazy but I ignored them and followed the guard out of the ward and I found mum but I didn’t want to speak so the car ride home was quiet.

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I was sat in my room wanting some space when someone knocked on the door and I looked up and saw Roo with some food.
“Mum is worried about you, she told me to bring some food up for you.” Roo said and I sighed and looked down as I rolled over so my back was too Roo.
“Just leave me alone.” I said and I heard Roo walk over and him sitting on my bed where I felt his hand on my arm.
“Want to talk about it?” Roo asked softly and I shook my head.
“I just want him out of my life Roo, and it feels like as soon as I’m happy and moving on he somehow finds a way to hurt me again.” I said as I sniffed and Roo rubbed my arm in comfort.
“I know you do and I think the son of a bitch knows as well.” Roo said quietly and I rolled on to my back and sat up and moved around Roo and pulled a hoodie and shoes on.
“Jack where you going?” Roo asked seriously.
“I need to go for a walk.” I said as I pulled my coat on and walked out my room and then the house.

I was sat by the docks watching the world go by and enjoying the peace when someone walked over and sat next to me.
“Knew you was fucked up like me.” A voice said and I looked at the person and saw it was Alex.
“What do you want?” I asked as I looked back out to the docks.
“I wanted to make sure you was okay. You looked scared and worried when you left school earlier.” Alex said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“It doesn’t matter.” I whispered and Alex handed me a cigarette which I took and started to smoke it.
“It does matter if it makes you upset.” Alex said and I sighed as I looked at him.
“You know I said that Roo and Flynn are my brothers or that I think of them as my brothers.” I said and Alex nodded.
“It’s not true that I’m a only child.” I whispered as I looked down.
“You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.” Alex said softly and I rolled my eyes as I looked back at Alex.
“You know my name Alex. Barakat, it should ring a bell to you.” I said and Alex frowned at me as the look of confusion washed over his face.
“Nope it doesn’t ring any bells to me. I mean there was a kid with the same surname as you a few years ago but they turned crazy and shot up the school and killed a bunch of people before the police got to them. I mean I haven’t been around in this area for long so I don’t actually know much.” Alex said and I felt my heart break as some tears rolled down my cheeks and I stood up.
“Hey what’s wrong?” Alex asked softly as he stood up as well and pulled me into a hug which I returned.
Alex hugged me until I pulled back and looked at him.
“Hey what’s the matter, tell me what’s wrong.” Alex said softly as I shook my head and sniffed as I took a couple of steps back away from Alex.
“It’s doesn’t matter okay. You should get home before you’re parents start to worry about you.” I said and Alex frowned at me.
“My parents know where I am but the question is does your family know where you are.” Alex said and I sighed.

“Just go home okay.” I whispered as I turned round and walked off towards the woods even though it was the middle of the night.

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I love this I can’t wait to see more and more!!

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7/24/18