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Jacks POV

We walked up to Alex’s front door and Alex unlocked the door and we walked in and I couldn’t get over the size of the house, like on the outside it does look big but on the inside it was huge.
“Your house is massive.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“It’s certainly bigger than the house in England. I mean in England we was literally on top of each other which Eddie hated so he spent most the time in the basement which was his room but it was also where the washing machine and that lot was and he really fucking hated it.” Alex said and I chuckled as I took my shoes off and put them next to Alex’s shoes.
I looked round the house but not moving from the point I was stood in and it felt really homely like as soon as you walked in the door your felt at home.
“Want a drink?” Alex asked pulling me out of my trance and I looked at him and nodded which made Alex chuckle.
“Follow me then.” Alex said and I followed Alex and we walked through the sitting room which was huge and I followed him to the kitchen which was big with a island in the middle of the kitchen and it was obvious that Alex and his family ate most of their meals round the island.
“What do you want? We have tea, coffee, squash, some sort of fizzy shit which Eddie loves for some strange reason or there is water which frankly tastes disgusting.” Alex said and I chuckled as he does ha e a point on that.
“Coffee sounds good thanks.” I said and Alex nodded as he walked over to the coffee machine and started to make a coffee.
“Your parents make a lot of money then?” I asked as this was t what I expected Alex’s family to be like.
“Why, never thought I was a posh boy, well surprise I’m a little posh boy.” Alex said as he looked at me as he lent against the side.
“Well not really.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“Never judge a book by its cover.” Alex said as he went to get the mugs from a cupboard and poured some coffee in the mugs and he walked over and handed me a mug which I took.
“And the answer to your question of my parents, my mum is a lawyer and she takes on cases which nobody would think would win in court but she always manages to win the cases and my dad is a CEO at some company. It was also a reason why we moved. So yeah all of those brains and end up with a drug addict and a Autistic son. Not that they really care as there’s a whole lot of love and support from them.” Alex said and I couldn’t help but smile at this.
“Your family sounds lovely.” I said and Alex looked at me and smiled at me.
“Yeah they are, you was worried that my family don’t give a shit about me? They’ll do anything they can for me and Eddie. Despite the fact I’m 17 and Eddie is 15 we’re still like their babies. Quite annoying but then again it wouldn’t be the same if they weren’t like that.” Alex said and I nodded.
“Come on let’s go to my room.” Alex said and I frowned at me.
“Don’t worry, if sex was on the cards you would already have your clothes off.” Alex said and I looked at him.
“If you haven’t guessed already I’m a bit of a slut as well.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“Well I never did guess.” I said and Alex smiled at me and I followed him upstairs to his room.

We got to his room and his room quite big but not massive and I notice he only had a mattress on the floor.
“So you just have a mattress.” I said as I looked at Alex who took his top off and he turned round and his arms was covers in scars and you could also see the need mark scars on his elbow and you could tell there was something wrong with him eating as he looks like he should be well built but really he was really skinny.
“Sorry, I’ll put a top on If this makes you uncomfortable.” Alex said quietly and I shook my head.
“You don’t have too, Ive just never seen scars like that before.” I said and Alex smiled slightly.
“You sure? Because I can always cover them up.” Alex said and I nodded.
“Don’t cover them. This is your home and you safe place, I wouldn’t be a dick and sat they offend me and you need to cover them.” I said and that made Alex’s smile grow a little.
“You’re like the first person who isn’t offend by it.” Alex said quietly.
“Being honest here and the fact you did keep my secret I have scars as well but there not like yours.” I said and Alex smiled slightly.
“But yeah I didn’t bring you round for depressing talk, I want to get to know you and also which one of my songs did you choose so I don’t choose it as well and then we’ll get busted.” Alex said and I laughed.
“I was thinking of this one.” I said and I got hold of Alex’s notebook and pointed to a song called Backseat Serenade.
“Not the best one but it’ll do.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“But I haven’t played a guitar for ages though so I’m pretty rusty.” I said and Alex looked at me in horror.
“How can you not play a guitar for so long?” Alex asked as he got off the bed and walked over to where he had 3 guitars hanging on the wall and he got one and walked over to me.
“Here, But be careful with her, she’s means a lot to me.” Alex said as he handed the guitar over to me and I took it and put the strap over my head and strummed the strings and I looked up and Alex had got another one and walked over to me.
“So you think all your guitars are women?” I asked and Alex looked at me.
“Part from my mum, my guitars are the only women I need in my life.” Alex said and I chuckled as I watched Alex start to play his guitar and he walked over to his bed and sat down while still play his guitar.
“Show me how it’s meant to sound.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“Really?” Alex asked.
“Yeah I need to know what it sounds like otherwise I’ll just fuck it up for you and I won’t be doing the song any justice.” I said and Alex rolled his eyes as he got comfy with the guitar and started to play the song and then he started to sing and it just took my breath away.
“Wow, well I definitely won’t be giving that song any justice.” I said and Alex chuckled as he flicked through his notebook.
“But you can always give it a try, anyway you didn’t pick one of favourites anyway so you can literally murder that song and I wouldn’t even care.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“Thanks for the bit of faith there.” I said and Alex shrugged his shoulders.
“Okay so what about you then?” I asked and Alex smiled as I took the note book away from me and looked through it and he looked at this page with a smile.
“This one.” Alex said quietly as he showed me the note book.
I looked at it and smiled as it did look like something Alex would write.
“Give us a show then.” I said and Alex shook his head as he looked down.
“I won’t push you.” I said softly as I put my hand on his knee and Alex looked at me.
“Thanks Jack.” Alex said quietly as he smiled slightly.

After a while Alex’s parents and Eddie came home so Alex was downstairs asking his parents if I could stay and I was left in his room looking around.
“Do you like Alex?” I heard someone asked and I turned round and saw Eddie walking into the room.
“I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t like him.” I said and Eddie frowned.
“People said that in the past but they just used him because he can be pretty stupid and he can always find the wrong crowd and always goes where the drugs are.” Eddie said and I nodded.
“But I’m not like those people. Yeah the people we hang around with at school smoke weed but Alex is doing pretty well on staying away from it.” I said and Eddie smiled at me.
“You fancy a game in the Xbox?” Eddie asked completely changing the subject which made me smile.
“Yeah don’t see why not.” I said and Eddie smile and walked out the room and I followed him to his room and we played on the Xbox.

“You know, you’re meant to be making your own friends and not stealing mine.” Alex said which made me and Eddie jump and look towards the door.
“Yeah well Jack is cool so he’s a friend to me.” Eddie said and I smiled as Alex rolled his eyes as he walked over and sat in the bed and took the controller off me and started to play against Eddie.
“That’s rude.” Eddie said and Alex shrugged his shoulders.
“Fucks aren’t really given since this was my Xbox before you stole it from me and Jack is just Jack.” Apex said and I chuckled slightly.
“Technically you gave it to me when you was fucked out of your face. Was t going to turn it down either so you snooze you loose brother.” Eddie said and I looked at Alex who just rolled his eyes.
“The parents said you could stay round if you want to stay round. Only if it is okay with your lot.” Alex said and I smiled.
“Normally if I’m not home by this time of night then mum normally guesses I’m not coming home until the early hours of the morning or not until the next day.” I said and Alex smiled at me.
“Okay love birds none of that shit in my room.” Eddie said and Alex looked at him.
“You need to get yourself a bird Ed and learn to see that me and Jack are friends.” Alex said and Eddie smirked at us slightly.
“I don’t need a bird, anyway this friendship of yours will be something more serious soon.” Eddie said and I looked at Alex who was still looking at Eddie.
“If anyone needs a bird then it’s you.” Eddie said and Alex chuckled.
“I don’t do boobs and vagina. Dick and balls are more my thing.” Alex said as he got up and walked out the room and I looked at Eddie.
“There you go, dick and balls you have both I hope so just get in there and get him.” Eddie said and I frowned.
“I have dick and balls thanks. Think I’m going to have to woo him a little more.” I said as I got up and went to Alex’s room where Alex was sat on this beanbag looking like he’s rolling something.
“What you rolling?” I asked and Alex looked at me.
“A joint.” Alex said as he looked at me.
“But I thought you gave up drugs though.” I said unsure of this.
“I gave up the hard stuff like coke and heroine and all that stuff. This is harmless and in fact it’s the most harmless drug I have taken in my sort 17 years of this life.” Alex said as he stood up and walked over to me.
“Now you keeping me company or you going to go running to my parents.” Alex said seriously and I stood out his way and followed him out to the garden.

“You are so different without drugs then what you are with them.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“You are a different person, when your about to take drugs you are like a person who isn’t afraid to punch my lights out.” I said and Alex looked down.
“Have you ever had a addiction before?” Alex asked quietly.
“Can’t say that I have.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“It’s like having this little voice inside of your head, that little voice controls everything. Your mood, your emotions you name it that little voice controls it. That little voice can even be your best friend in your darkest hours like overdosing, that voice tells you to take something you know you wouldn’t normally take but you need something and you need something stronger because what you are taking no longer has the same effect as what it did probably 4 weeks ago. If you don’t get your fix you are a nasty son of bitch and you don’t even care who you hurt because all you can think of is your next fix. It’s horrible and I would never wish this on anybody. I wouldn’t even wish it on the bastard who got me into this in the first place.” Alex said as he flicked the joint away and walked over to me.
“I am not the monster everyone thinks I am. I’m just misunderstood.” Alex said quietly and he went to walk off but I caught hold of his wrist which made Alex look at me.
“I never thought you was a monster, I understand how misunderstood you are. I am trying to be that people to show others how wrong they are about you.” I said and Alex smiled and he walked over and kissed my cheek.
“I know.” Alex whispered and he walked inside and I just followed him.

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We was sat round the table having dinner which was some British food which tasted fucking lovely and I could happily move in and eat the food all over again.
“So Jack are you from around here?” Alex’s mum asked and you could see both Alex and Eddie groan quietly to themselves as they looked down and carried on eating their food.
“I’m not from this state originally but I’ve been in the state for a while though.” I said as I put some food in my mouth.
“Where did you come from then?” Alex’s dad asked.
“Let the poor bugger eat his food guys.” Alex said and I smiled slightly.
“It’s fine Alex.” I said and I looked back at his parents.
“New York, although my parents came from Lebanon but moved to New York before I arrived.” I said and Alex’s mum frowned.
“But where are your parents?” Alex’s mum asked.
“Mum seriously, don’t ask any more questions.” Alex said as a warning.
“I just want to get to know Jack, since you don’t open up much about stuff.” Alex’s mum said and Alex just put his knife and fork down.
“I’m done.” Alex said as he stood up and walked out the room.
Both of Alex’s parents sighed loudly.
“Is it okay if I’m excused as well?” I asked and Alex’s mum nodded and smiled and I got up and went upstairs to Alex’s room.

I walked into Alex’s room and he was doing sit ups.
“How can you do exercise right after dinner?” I asked and Alex jumped and looked at me but carried on doing his sit ups.
“Alex.” I said and Alex sighed and stopped as he sat crossed legged and looked at me and I walked over and sat in front of him.
“You didn’t eat all your dinner and you are doing sit ups. It’s not just the drugs you was talking about earlier where you.” I said and Alex shook his head.
“I’m sort of relapsing in some other stuff which is wrong with me. But you can’t tell my mum or dad because I’ll get locked away and I don’t want that.” Alex said as he looked down as I nodded.
“Promise me something though.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“Promise me that if it gets too much that you come and talk to me.” I said and Alex nodded as he linked his little finger with mine.
“I promise.” Alex whispered.
“Cool, now what are we going to do now?” I asked as I stood up and looked round Alex’s room and I found that he had a PS4 and the newest Xbox which was out.
“Never put you as a serious die hard gamer.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“I’m not, there meant to be distractions. But they don’t work and Eddie is the die hard gamer out of us. I just like playing grand theft auto and call me a sad fucker if you want but I just love playing pretend farmer as well.” Alex said and I looked at him.
“Serious though, have a shit day go and pretend to be a farmer works wonders.” Alex said and I couldn’t help but laugh.
“Farmer Alex has a ring to it.” I said and Alex chuckled.
I walked get to Alex’s dvd collection and sat down and looked at it.
“I fancy a marathon of something. What I have no clue.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“I have Netflix as well there’s this show I want to watch but I haven’t got round t watching it yet, that’s if you want to be my binge watching buddy.” Alex said and I looked at him and smiled.
“I like that idea.” I said and Alex got off the mattress and walked over to a pile of clothes.
“Shorts or bottoms?” Alex asked as he looked at me.
“Shorts.” I said and Alex looked through the pile of clothes and found some shorts and threw the to me and I caught them.
“Do you want a top?” Apex asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
“Depends on if either of us cuddle each other in the middle of the night.” I said and Alex looked down.

“Are you a cuddler? Honestly it’s fine, I’m the same so you could either be the big spoon or little spoon when we wake up.” I said and Alex took his top off and looked at me as he walked towards the bathroom which was in his room and walked in but left the door open so I quickly got changed while Alex did the same.
“I will add to the cuddling thing, I’m always the little spoon so if you like being little spoon you need to change to like being big spoon.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“I’m sure I can do that.” I said and Alex walked out the bathroom in just shorts and I couldn’t help but stare at him and take in on how skinny he was.
“I’m disgusting I know, just don’t expect a beautiful story behind it because it really isn’t.” Alex said.
“You’re not disgusting, you’re anything but that.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“As for the story, I couldn’t really care what the past was like, as long as you don’t live like that now. I’m more than happy not to have the background story at the moment. But I am worried about how skinny you are though.” I said and Alex sighed.
“You don’t have to be worried I have this under control.” Alex said quietly and you could see how much me being in just shorts was bothering him a lot so I put a t shirt on hoping this would help him.
“I’m sure you do have control of it but by the looks of you, you look like you can’t afford to lose anymore weight.” I said and Alex shook his head.
“I don’t need a lecture from you. All you need to know is that I’m maintaining weight so there is no reason to worry about me.” Alex said as he walked over to the mattress and got into bed and I sighed and did the same.
“I might of lost some weight, but don’t tell mum.” Apex said quietly as he let me choose a film to watch.
“You lose anymore Alex then I will say something because it’s not normal for a boy of your age to be so skinny.” I said and Alex nodded.

We stayed quiet and we watched a film until we both fell asleep.

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7/24/18