Failure’s not flattering
“So you excited about going back?” Alex asked as we walked into the school grounds and I stopped and looked round the school.
“I don’t know if I can come back here.” I said quietly and Alex moved somhe was stood in front of me.
“You can Because I’m going to be here beside you every step of the way. I am going to help you get the grades that you need and I will help you through this. I’m here for you babe.” Alex said softly as he cupped my face and kissed me which I returned.
“I’ve got your back okay.” Alex whispered against my lips and kissed me again.
I took a deep breath and looked at Alex who smiled at me which I returned.
“Let’s go knock them dead.” Alex said as he slapped my ass as we walked to tutor.
I was miles away with my nose in a book lead on the grass when someone came over and stood above me blocking the sun.
I looked up and saw Asher which made me frown.
“Well your not Alex.” I said and Asher chuckled as he sat in front of me.
“Well one his first day of school Alex has managed to get himself a detention so he has sent me here to keep you company.” Asher said as he started to smoke his cigarette which made me smile in a way.
“How’s your sister? Alex said your sister was in hospital and was really ill.” Asher said and I smiled at him.
“Hallie is doing really good, they said she could come home by the end of next week. So yeah she’s doing amazing.” I said which made Asher smile.
“That’s good, I’m glad she’s doing okay.” Asher said.
“What was Alex like before me? I know he probably hasn’t been here that long but you’re like his best friend.” I said and Asher chuckled.
“Alex was a shit, like he would always be kicked out of class and getting into detentions and at one point he almost got kicked out of school. But Alex has a lot of baggage and the moment he noticed you, you looking upset or always being on your phone he would always ask what the matter was with you that was until he found some balls and spoke to you and he realized that you needed a person in your life and he stepped up. The way Alex is now, I like this Alex It’s brings out the side of Alex hardly anyone knows that he can be. I mean if Alex shows you his soft side then you are very lucky.” Asher said and I smiled.
“I feel very lucky to have him.” I said and Asher looked up and smiled which made me frown as I looked up and saw Alex which made me smile.
Alex sat down next to me and kissed me which I returned.
“I’m very lucky as well.” Alex whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek.
We spent the rest of lunch laughing and me getting to know Asher.
“So you know dad and Danny are at work until late.” Alex said as we walked home.
“Yes I’m know they are both working and we have the house to ourselves until 8 tonight.” I said and I looked at Alex with a frown.
“And you also know it’s been ages since we actually done anything.” Alex said still hinting but I kept on playing the dumb card.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I said and Alex groaned loudly as he stood in front of me.
“Sex, I don’t know about you but I really want some sex right now.” Alex said and I just had to laugh which made Alex frown at me.
“Okay don’t laugh at me about wanting sex.” Alex said and I caught hold of his hand.
“Well what are you waiting for.” I said and Alex smirked at me and we went home.
“Boys are you home!?” I heard Danny say as he walked through the door.
“Wake up Alex.” I said as I elbowed Alex in the stomach which made him groan as he woke up and sat up.
“What?” Alex asked sleepily as he rubbed his eyes and I looked over and saw Danny looking at us and I moved a cushion on my junk since Alex was hiding behind me.
“Okay, so I’m not even going to ask what you two have been up to because it’s pretty bloody clear.” Danny said as he walked through the sitting room and into the kitchen.
I looked at Alex who just rolled his eyes.
“Told you we should of gone upstairs.” I said as I looked for my pants and pulled them on and looked at Alex.
“Yeah well we was both horny and yeah the sofa was the best option.” Alex said and I rolled my eyes.
“Well you are going to have to speak to Danny about it.” I said as I picked our clothes up and looked at Alex.
“And for the record I do not appreciate your step dad seeing my dick.” I said as I walked off and went upstairs leaving Alex to talk with Danny.
I was lead on the bed doing my homework when Alex walked into the room and climbed onto the bed and sat on me as he started to rub my back.
“So Danny is very cross with us.” Alex said quietly and I moaned quietly as I was really enjoying this back rub I was having.
“Well I did tell you we should of done it upstairs.” I said as I pushed my homework off the bed.
“Well you want the sex just as much as I did and you also did agree to fuck on the sofa.” Alex said between the kisses he was giving me down my spine.
“I know but my sister sits on that sofa and your dad and Danny also sits on that sofa, now they problem have to get rid of it because of what we did.” I said and Alex chuckled as he pulled my pants over my ass.
“Seriously you want more sex?” I asked and Alex chuckled.
“Probably, But in my defence you ass is looking mighty fine from this angle.” Alex said and I sighed loudly.
I felt Alex move and kiss some scars which I had on my back.
“Don’t kiss those scars, there’s no pretty story behind them.” I said and Alex lead on my back and kissed my cheek.
“You’re still pretty to me. You’ll always be pretty to me.” Alex said and it made me smile.
“Life yourself up a second.” I said and Alex did that and I rolled onto my back.
“There’s that pretty face I love.” Alex said and it made me smile.
“You think I’m pretty?” I asked quietly.
“The prettiest guy I’ve ever laid eyes on and I’m glad you are mine and that I get to see you out of your clothes.” Alex said as he kissed me which I returned.
“You want another round?” Alex said and I nodded.
“Yes.” I whispered and Alex kissed me again.
I cuddled into Alex’s side when someone walked into the room which made Alex sit up and I had to groan as I slid of Alex’s side and collapse onto the bed.
“So Danny has told me what he came home to this evening.” Alex’s dad said and I sighed loudly.
“I know we shouldn’t of done it but I know you and Danny have done it on the sofas.” Alex said and I felt the bed dip.
“But these are new sofas, you know me and Danny spent a lot of money on those sofas and it’s not for you two fuck on them.” Alex’s Dad said.
“It was Alex’s idea.”I mumbled.
“Oh come on, you was just as guilty as me.” Alex said as he slapped my ass since I was lead on my front.
“Anyway, you know the rules Alexander, no fucking on the sofa.” Alex’s Dad said seriously and Alex sighed.
“Come on, it’s not like you and Danny haven’t done it on the sofa.” Alex said and Alex’s dad sighed.
“Even if we did we would of made sure we didn’t fall asleep on the sofa bullock naked for someone to come home too.” Alex’s Dad said.
“We didn’t mean to fall asleep bullock naked, we just passed out.” Alex said as he lead back down again and I just put my arm over his stomach.
“Next time put some clothes on.” Alex’s Dad said as I felt him get off the bed and then the door shut and Alex chuckled.
“Glad you find this so funny because it wasn’t your dick that Danny saw.” I mumbled and I felt Alex move and him kissing the side of my head.
“Well at least he’ll have a lovely image to remember you by.” Alex said but I just sighed loudly and went back to sleep.
“I’m just saying that maybe it wasn’t the best this we could of done.” I said as we walked to Alex’s locker at school.
“Look it’s not as if we are the only ones who fuck on the sofa and got caught.” Alex said and I just rolled my eyes at him.
“Yeah but you’re not the guest in the house.” I said and Alex shut the locker door and looked at me.
“Hey, you are family now okay.” Alex said and pecked me on the lips which made me smile as I caught hold of Alex’s hand and we walked to class.
We was sat in religious studies which was pretty pointless in my eyes as the good lord has done fuck all for me.
“Christ this class is so pointless.” I muttered to myself as I doodled in this revision guide we was given.
“Couldn’t agree more.” Alex said quietly beside me.
The teacher was going on and on about some crap and I sighed loudly as I put my stuff in my bag and stood up.
“Jack where you going?” The teacher asked.
“I’m not sitting in the class listening to you go on about some bullshit which isn’t even real.” I said as I walked out the room and went to the study center to focus on stuff which was actually important.
Alex met up with me since it was the end of school and we was walking home.
“Hey, what’s wrong.” Alex said as he gently pulled me towards this coffee shop.
“Nothing is wrong.” I said and Alex looked at me and frowned.
“Coffee and a chat?” Alex asked and I smiled as I nodded as I followed Alex inside the cafe and I told Alex what I wanted and I headed towards the sofa and sat down there and waited for Alex to come over.
“So what’s the matter?” Alex asked as he joined me on the sofa and sat sideways as he looked at me.
“Today is just a hard day okay. I don’t particularly want to talk about it.” I said quietly as I looked down and I felt Alex’s hand on my knee which made me look at him.
“Is that why you walked out of RS?” Alex asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I don’t see the point of being in a lesson listening them go on about god and saying he’s a good person when he allowed my dad and brother to do stuff to me, he allowed my mother to get sick, he never listened to any of the times I talked to him wishing my mum to get better, wishing to have people help me and he wasn’t there.” I said and Alex smiled at me.
“He wouldn’t of sent me through hell if there was a god.” I whispered and Alex pulled me into his side and kissed the top of my head.
“Well you don’t have to think about that anymore as you’ve got me, Hallie, dad and Danny to get out through this and we are not leaving your side.” Alex said quietly and I looked at him and smiled as Alex lent forwards and kissed me which I returned.
“I don’t want my past to fuck my future up.” I whispered and Alex kissed me again.