Boys don’t cry.

Alex’s POV

“So she just turned up and dumped the kid on you, Jesus Christ didn’t think you had in you.” My best friend Ollie said as we met up in the coffee shop where Jack works since it was free coffee.
“Yep, she just turned up said I was Jayden’s dad and fucked off without saying goodbye to him.” I said.
“Now that’s low.” Ollie said as he had some of his drink.
I had Jayden on my lap having cuddles with him since Jayden had some serious attachment issues with me at the moment.
“You want the baby? He shits a lot and he has a good set of lungs on him especially at 3 in the morning and he also demands a lot of attention.” I said which made Ollie chuckle.
“Na, you can keep him.” Ollie said.
“What you doing?” Jack asked as he kissed my cheek as he sat with me and Ollie since the coffee shop was pretty dead.
“Trying to sell the baby.” I said and Jayden started grizzling.
“You can’t sell the baby.” Jack chuckled.
“Why not? People sell their kids all the time.” I said and looked at Jack.
“Lex, you’ve gone fucking crazy.” Ollie chuckled.
“Well I am currently trying to focus on less than 2 hours sleep so the caffeine is really kicking in right now.” I said and handed Jayden over to Jack.
“You okay?” Jack asked and I nodded.
“Yeah, I want some of my coffee.” I said and Jack smiled as Jayden got hold of Jack’s fingers and Jack stood him up on his lap.
“He’s only just started crawling, how can he possibly want to stand or even walk, I would still be happy to not be walking.” I said as Jayden started to bounce of Jack’s lap with a smile on his face.
“He is cute, good thing he has your looks and not his mother’s.” Ollie said and Jack chuckled.
“Someone else said that as well.” Jack said and I looked at him.
“Go over to Daddy, I got work to do.” Jack said and handed Jayden over to me and he got up and kissed the top of my head.
“You two want more coffee?” Jack asked.
“Yes!” I said and looked at Jack.
“Not you, you are rocking your fourth coffee off the morning, no wonder why your bouncing off the walls.” Jack said and I pouted at him.
“But babe.” I whined.
“No, want a coffee Ollie?” Jack asked ignoring me.
“Nope. I’m all good thanks.” Ollie said and Jack kissed me again and he walked off.

Me and Ollie took Jayden to the park.
“Why is your boyfriends accent so cute but also very annoying.” Ollie said as I gently pushed Jayden in the swing.
“It grows on you, I found it annoying when I first got to him but it’s mainly because we’re posh British boys.” I said and Ollie chuckled.
“Your posh, not me.” Ollie said and I scuffed.
“I’m not posh.” I said and Ollie chuckled.
“Lex, your dad owns a recording studio where a lot of famous people go. Your mum was a chief executive of some company. You live in a big fancy house that has 4 toilets in. That equals posh my friend.” Ollie said.
“If I was posh then how come I didn’t get sent to a private school and Luna isn’t in one yet.” I said.
“Your parents love you two. That’s why they didn’t send you away. Anyway they didn’t want you to be more of a posh asshole than what you are now.” Ollie said and I looked at him.
“I’m not posh, anyway if I’m posh than what does that make Jack? His family earn more money than what Mum and dad did all together.” I said.
“Explain Why Jack hardly has any money then?” Ollie asked.
“Because Jack doesn’t want to live off his parents money, Yeah if Jack wants money then all he has to do is ask and he has the money in his account within a few hours.” I said and looked at Jayden who was smiling at me and I picked him up as the swing had stopped.
“Anyway, I’m just a normal teenage boy who has a kid.” I said as Jayden head butted my shoulder and giggled.
“You are a nutter.” I said and Ollie tickled Jayden foot which made Jayden give Ollie a dirty look which made Ollie chuckle.
“Anyway, I need to go home and get ready for work as I leave you and little man here to enjoy the park.” Ollie said as I put Jayden in his buggy which earns me a dirty look from Jayden.
“Stop giving me that look you, only Jack can give me that look.” I said as I tickled Jayden feet as I put a blanket over him to keep him warm since the wind was nippy and I didn’t want Jayden to get cold.
“It’s fine, I’m heading home with little man since it’s getting cold.” I said and went to push the buggy when I looked up and saw Jack leaning against the fencing around the park.
“Damn I need to find myself some sex on legs.” Ollie said as he eyeballed Jack up.
“Eyes off, that sex on legs is mine and I’m not sharing him.” I said as Jack made his way over and I just eyeballed him.
“Mcdreamy definitely lives up to the name.” Ollie said quietly and I chuckled.
“Should see him out of his clothes and when he fucking you into the mattress, Mcdreamy soon turns into Mcsteamy.” I said and Ollie rolled his eyes at me.
“Hey you three.” Jack said as he kissed me and then he said hello to Jayden but I think Jayden was asleep since he was cooing to himself like he does when he falls asleep.
“I’m going to say hi and bye as I need to go to work.” Ollie said as he hugged me and he smiled at Jack and he went off.
“So little man is asleep, fancy going to get something to eat while he’s quiet for a change.” Jack said and I smiled and nodded.
“Yeah I like that. But first I want a kiss.” I said and Jack chuckled as I wrapped my arms round Jack’s neck and kissed him which Jack returned.
“Love you.” I whispered and Jack smiled and kissed me again.
“Love you too.” Jack said quietly and I smiled and I let go off Jack and we went to Found somewhere nice to eat.

“Alex keep the baby under control.” Luna said as I looked up from what Jack was doing since I was talking to his family.
“Maybe you shouldn’t be sat on the floor, you know he’s up and crawling and nothing is safe.” I said as I moved from Jack’s side and went over to Jayden who was taking a interest in Dad.
“Jay leave grandpa alone, doesn’t want little people annoying him when he’s relaxing.” I said and I picked Jayden up who wasn’t happy about the fact I stopped him causing trouble.
“Lex it’s fine.” Dad said and I shook my head.
“You’ve had a busy day and the last thing you need is him climbing all over you and dribble, don’t get me started on the dribble.” I said and dad chuckled.
“Lex, Let Mum And dad meet Jay.” Jack said and I looked at Jack and smiled as I walked over and sat next to Jack.
“Oh Alex he’s adorable.” Jack’s Mum cooed.
“You want him? I can get Jack to ship him over to you.” I said as Jayden got hold of my finger and put it in his mouth as Jack’s Mum chuckled.
“Why would you want to ship him over?” Jack’s Mum said and Jack’s brother, George, showed up.
“One you can get pregnant? Bet it’s Jack.” George said.
“The kid is mine, his name is Jayden. Jack can’t get pregnant I fucked some girl and Hey that’s how little man is here.” I said and Jayden reached out for Jack and I let him go over to Jack.
“He stinks.” Jack said and I looked at him.
“I’ll go clean him. Nice to see you Joyce and you George.” I said as I left Jack to what he was doing.

I was lead on the bed with Jayden who was sat up on my chest watching a film when Luna came in and made herself comfy on the bed which made both me and Jayden look at her.
“You okay?” I asked and Luna shook her head.
“Dad wants to send me away to a boarding school.” Luna sniffed as tears started to roll down her cheeks.
“I..I..I don’t want to be sent away Lex.” Luna sobbed and I picked Jayden up and put him beside me which made him look at me and Luna moved so she was cuddled into my side.
“What are you options here because dad won’t send you away unless he really has too send you away.” I said as I gently put a hand of Jays back to support him a little bit, not that he really needed it.
“Either I sort my attitude out or I get sent away.” Luna sniffed as she moved closer to me and cuddled into my side the best she could without knocking Jayden off me.
“Look If Dad is looking at a new school for you that isn’t a boarding school then you should go for it and just try to be on your best behavior, which I know is hard but you can keep a lid on things when you want to.” I said and Luna sighed loudly.
“Wish Mum was here.” Luna whispered and I moved my head and kissed the top of her head.
“I know but we have each other and we can support each other through everything which life throws at us.” I said and Luna nodded.
“Here, have baby cuddles. I need to get some food as I’m hungry.” I said as I picked Jayden up and put him next to Luna which made him look at her with a confused look on his face but he went back to watching whatever crap we was watching.
“I’ll be back in a second, he’s a good listener if you want to talk to him.” I said and Luna chuckled as I kissed the top of Jayden’s head and climbed over Luna and went downstairs.

“Hey you really want to send Luna away?” I asked dad since he was sorting food out for everyone.
“It’s her choice at the end of the day, she either sorts her attitude out or she’ll get sent away.” Dad said and I looked at him.
“She wouldn’t be able to cope if we weren’t beside her. Sending her away will kill her more than when mum died. You want her to fall back into her anorexia because sending her away will do that to her. You might not give a shit but I’m fucked if I’m going to watch my little sister fall back into something that almost killed her.” I said seriously and turned round and walked into the sitting room where Jack was still talking to his family.
“You okay babe?” Jack asked as he looked at me.
“You got your cigarettes on you?” I asked and Jack nodded and handed me his cigarettes and I pulled on out the packet along with the lighter Jack had in the packet and I gave them back to Jack and I headed outside which meant I had to walk back through the kitchen to get to the back door where me and Jack was allowed to smoke.
“Alex.” Dad said as he caught hold of my arm as I walked past him.
“I have nothing to say to you if you are not even thinking about another option for Luna. Now get you hand off me.” I growled and dad let go of my arm knowing that if he didn’t you would get a punch and I went to the back door and started to smoke my cigarette.
I heard the back door open and shut and a pair of arms wrapped round me.
“Where’s The Baby?” Jack asked quietly as he kissed my cheek.
“Luna is having cuddles with him.” I said as Jack took my cigarette and started to smoke it as well.
“What’s the matter?” Jack asked quietly and I sighed loudly.
“Dad wants to send Luna to a boarding school and he won’t see how much Luna actually relies on us lot to keep her going and we stop her relapsing back into having anorexia and I can’t have her like that. I can’t risk losing my sister, not after what happened to Mum.” I said as I looked down and I felt Jack move so he was stood in front of me and I looked up at him.
“I’m sure Luna will do whatever it takes not to be sent away. I also know you will stick up for her and fight her corner.” Jack said and I smiled at him as I kissed him and Jack hugged me which I returned.
The back door opened and I looked and saw dad standing by the door and he had Jay balancing on his hip.
“Can you wait until Jack has finished as I don’t want Jay to be round us smoking.” I said and dad nodded and went back inside.
“I’ll go and see what he wants.” I said quietly and kissed Jack’s cheek and I went inside.

“Hey there little man.” I said happily as Jayden reached out for me and I took him from dad and balanced Jay on my hip.
“Lex, can we talk?” Dad asked and I looked him as I sat Jay in his high chair and went to sort some food for out for him.
“About what.” I said bluntly as I looked for some baby food and Jayden was banging his hands on the tray of his high chair and making a lot of noise.
“I was thinking about what you said about Luna.” Dad said and I looked at him.
“You’re right about what you said. I just said what I said because I was so angry at her for getting kicked out of that school.” Dad said.
“Why you telling me this and not Luna, she’s the one crying her eyes out about this, not me, I’m just being a big brother to her.” I said and got what I need and went over to Jay who looked at me with a big smile on his face and I returned his big smile.
“Hope your hungry little man, because this baby food is looking yummy tonight.” I said as I stood next to him and started to feed him this baby food.
“You know, I feel like I’m piggy in the middle between you and Luna. I know that you two have your difference which is understandable but what will happen when I move out with Jack? I’m not always going to be here to help the pair of you out.” I said as I fed Jay who didn’t seem impressed with his food.
Dad sighed loudly as he shook his head.
“I dunno Lex. I feel like I’m in a hole with her.” Dad said as he lent against the side.
“Take her shopping, that’s a good way to bond with her. Then take her to have a nice meal. The most important thing you both do is talk, otherwise the whole thing will be pointless.” I said and Jack walked in and messed with Jayden’s gorgeous dark hair.
Dad just nodded and walked out the room and Jack looked at me and frowned.
“Swear I’ve taken over mums role between those two. It’s a fucking nightmare.” I said and Jack chuckled and kissed the top of my head.
I looked at Jack leaving Jayden holding the spoon hoping he won’t make a mess.

“How’s your family then? Must be fed up with me talking about mine.” I said as I stood up and Jack chuckled.
“Everyone is okay, mom said that Jay was very cute and she can’t wait too meet him when we go over.” Jack said and I looked at him and frowned.
“It won’t be until he’s older.” Jack said and I smiled and heard something fall on the floor and I looked and saw Jayden was covered in baby food and the spoon was now on the floor.
“Why must you get so filthy child. Here munch on a breadstick.” I said and snapped the breadstick in half and gave it to Jay as I picked the spoon of the floor and cleaned the mess up.
“Remind me not to have anymore children.” I said as I went to put what was needed to go in the dishwasher.
“Well you did like having sex with loads of girls before getting with me so there could be more mini yous running around the place.” Jack said and I looked at him and slapped his chest playfully.
“That is not even funny and for your information my dick was covered all the time when I had sex, part from the night he was created that was different.” I said and pointed to Jayden and Jack laughed.
Jayden slammed his hands down on his high chair and pretty much screamed and started to laugh at himself and I looked at Jayden and then to Jack.
“I’m worried about your child.” Jack said and I chuckled and walked over to Jayden and wiped his face round with the wet wipes I had on standby.
Jayden obviously didn’t like it as he started to cry and once he was clean I picked him up and walked over to Jack.
“What’s your daddy doing to you.” Jack chuckled as he kissed the top of Jays head.
“Trying to kill him.” I said and Jayden looked at me and gently headbutted the side of my face which made me smile and I turned my head and kissed his forehead.
“I’m going to go and give him a bath and if you want we can chill up in our room while he quieten down for the night.” I said and Jack pulled me close to him and kissed me which I returned.
“When he settles, joining me for shower.” Jack said quietly in my ear and I looked at him and kissed him hard.
“Of course.” I said and I went to walk off when Jack slapped my ass and I looked at him.
“Not when I have the baby in my arms.” I said and Jack just smirked at me.

I was singing softly to Jayden who was lead on the bed slowly falling asleep when I heard someone walk into the room and I turned my head and saw Jack and I put my finger up to my lip.
“He’s just dropping off, give it half an hour and I’ll be yours.” I whispered and Jack smiled as he walked over and softly sat on the bed and I put my attention back onto Jay as I gently traced patterns on his stomach.
“Asleep before 9pm we must be in for a good night.” Jack whispered.
“Don’t jinx it.” I whispered and Jack kissed the back of my neck.
Jayden sighed loudly and cooed as he sighed.
“Don’t make any sudden movement.” I whispered and Jack chuckled quietly.
I moved my hand away and waited for Jayden’s eyes the fly open and for him to start crying but nothing, he didn’t even move.
“Move very slowly.” I said quietly and Jack moved slowly and I followed.
I stood up and looked at Jayden and he was still asleep.
I gently pulled the covers over Jayden and I felt Jack wrap his arms round me and Jack resting his chin on my shoulder.
“And The Baby finally sleeps.” Jack said quietly.
“Thank fuck for that, get me into that shower and fuck me.” I said as I turned round to face Jack.
“You know you could of built up to that.” Jack chuckled as we walked out the room.
“What can I say, I like sex.” I said as I walked into the bathroom with Jack following me and shutting the door behind us and locking it.
“This must be torture for you not being able to have your way all the time.” Jack said as he pinned me too the wall.
“You wouldn’t even understand.” I said quietly as I looked at Jack’s lips and then to his eyes.
Jack kissed me hard and we started to make out and clothes started to come off.

We walked back in the bedroom and Jack quietly shut the door behind us and I walked over to the bed and quietly picked Jayden up who sighed but stayed asleep and I put him in his bed and covered him up and once I made sure he was okay I climbed into bed and just collapsed as this was the first time in 2 nights where Jayden has actually settled down and stayed asleep.
Jack got into bed and I cuddled into his side as he got comfy he rolled onto his side so I was spooning him.
“If he wakes up I’ll sort him out for you.” Jack said quietly and I just hummed as I kissed his shoulder as I fell asleep.
“Love you Lex.” Jack yawned.
“Love you too babe.” I mumbled as I went into a deep sleep.

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