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Boys don’t cry.

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Jack’s POV

I woke up and Alex was still sound asleep so I quietly climbed out of bed and pulled some trackies on and went to Jays room to find Jay was t in his room which made me frown and begin to worry so I went downstairs and walked into the kitchen to find mum giving Jay his breakfast.

“Why didn’t you wake me or Alex up?” I asked as I walked over to Jay and kissed the top of his head as I looked at mum.
“Because I didn’t want to disturb you both. Anyway little man was up early this morning.” Mum said and I walked over to the kettle to put it on.
“Okay, Mum this thing is.” I started but mum looked at me.
“You two are young still and you both have been through so much.” Mum said as I rolled my eyes.
“I want to settle down and have a family now, I don’t want to do all that partying stuff I did all that when I was in England. I have my family now. Alex is the one who has had is tough but the only thing getting him through this is Jay, and right now Alex feels like you are taking Jay away from him. You think Alex can’t cope but he can, he looked after Luna and Jay when his dad died he is capable of looking after this tiny human.” I said and mum looked at me.
“Alex and Jay need a mother’s touch.” Mum said and I had to take a deep breath.
“Alex has had his mother touch and she is now dead and Alex is heart broken over it but he is trying his fucking hardest for our son. If Jay was a girl then yes I could understand why a woman would be in his life but he isn’t a girl. He’s a boy and so are me and Alex so we are able to raise our son right.” I said seriously and Jay looked at me as he noticed a change in the tone of my voice.
“Dada.” Jay said and I looked at him and all the anger I felt went away and I walked over to him and picked him up and kissed the side of his head.
“You don’t have to worry because soon me and Alex will be out and we’ll have our own place. But in the mean time you need to stop being so controlling over Jay. Remember that he is mine and Alex’s son, not yours.” I said as I picked the wet wipes up from the side and went upstairs.
“Shell we go and see if daddy is awake?” I said as I walked into mine and Alex’s room and sat on the bed and quickly cleaned Jay and let him go to wake Alex up.

Me and Alex was sat at this cafe looking at apartments since I was getting fed up with living with mother.
“So my mother has gotten very controlling over little man.” I said as Alex looked at me as Jay played with his toys in the high chair.
“Please tell me you said to her we can manage and we don’t need her help.” Alex said seriously as he sat back and had some of his coffee.
“I told her that we was his parents and we can cope without her help. But she turns round and said that Jay needs a mother touch.” I said and Alex laughed sarcastically which made Jay jump.
“Sorry little man, here have some more gingerbread man.” Alex said and gave Jay some of the gingerbread man and Alex sat forward again.
“He is fine without a fucking woman in his life. If he was meant to have a woman in his life then his mother wouldn’t of abandoned him. So your mother can keep her fucking nose out.” Alex said seriously and I couldn’t help but smile at Alex.
“Okay so about a apartment.” I said as I put my phone on the table so Alex could look at the possible new home for us.
“I like it, but remember that we have little man now and we have to go to work and all that crap so we need to make sure it’s close to daycare places and where work is.” Alex said and I frowned at him.
“You know, we don’t have to work. I have money on my side and you have the business on your side, we have the money.” I said and Alex rolled his eyes at me.
“You know I don’t want to be one of those rich kids that life of our parents money. That’s how they can control us. Also I want Jay to grow up and respect money, we are going to work for our money.” Alex said and I nodded and respected that.
“Okay so for us to be able to get a place of our own is to get a job and with little man around that’s going to be hard work” I said and Alex rolled his eyes and looked at Jay and smiled.
“But I’m not going to have your mother thinking she has the right to take Jay away from us.” Alex said and I wrapped my legs round Alex’s.
“She’s just trying to help but her helping is actually just a pain in the ass and getting in the way.” I said and Alex smiled as he looked at Jay.
“I don’t want him not to have his grandparents in his life because they are free babysitters but if she keeps it up Jack then I have to say she can’t have nothing to do with Jay.” Alex said and I frowned at him because I didn’t want that but at the end of the day Alex’s has the last word over Jay.
Alex smiled as he put my phone down on the table and pushed it towards me.
“I like this place.” Alex said and I picked my phone up and looked at the place and smiled as it was a nice place and I liked the look of the place.
“I like it too.” I said and Alex smiled at me as he looked at Jay who was looking around the place and smiling at everyone.

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“I’m not going to leave him asleep in the car, someone might steal him.” Alex said as we talked about what to do with Jay while we looked at this apartment.
“He’ll be fine.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“I much rather have a grumpy baby than have someone steal him.” Alex said and I rolled my eyes at him.
“I used to get left in the car and nobody ever stole me.” I said and Alex rolled his eyes at me.
“They properly didn’t steal you because you talk to much and the only way to shut you up is by stuffing a dick in your mouth.” Alex said bluntly as he looked in the back of the car at Jay.
“That’s what you do.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“And it bloody works.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“The woman is here, we are taking the sleeping baby with us.” Alex said as he got out the car and walked round to the back of the car and got Jay out of car seat which made him sigh loudly but he didn’t wake up.
“Told you he would stay asleep.” Alex said quietly as I got out the car and I just shook my head at him as we went to meet to woman showing us around.

“So that was the tour of the place I will leave you two alone and talk about what you are going to.” The woman said and I smiled as I looked at Alex.
“This place is perfect for us.” Alex said and I nodded.
“His room is a bit small though.” I said as I messed with Jays hair and Alex glared at me since Jay stayed asleep through the whole tour of the place.
“You wake him up, you’ll be dealing with him. Also who cares about the size of his room, he won’t care about it. Unless another tiny human comes along he is the only tiny human we have so that room is perfect for him.” Alex said and I nodded in agreement because Alex had a point like most of the time.
“So what do you think, shell we go for this place or look for another.” I said and Alex looked at Jay and then back to me.
“I just want out of your parents house Jack, yes I love your family and all that but I just want to be in our own place and bring little man up our own way.” Alex said as he kissed the top of Jays head gently which made Jay sigh and I couldn’t help but smile at my little family.
“So we’re going to go for it?” I asked and Alex smiled and nodded.
“Yeah, this place is perfect for us.” Alex said just as the woman showed up.
“You gentlemen come to a decision?” The woman asked and I nodded.
“We’ll take it.” I said and the woman smiled.
“Okay we’ll fill out he paperwork and get you guys sorted.” The woman said as she walked off to get the paperwork.
I walked over to Alex and gently pulled him towards me and kissed him which Alex returned.

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Alex was busy sorting Jay out for bed and I was downstairs tidying the mess Jay had created in the sort amount of time he was home.
“For a tiny human you do make a mess.” I said quietly to myself and I heard someone chuckle and I turns around and saw mum watching me.
“This morning.” Mum said as she walked in the room and sat on the sofa and I put this toy in the box and turned round to face mum.
“I know I was outspoken when I said those things, but me and Alex aren’t like Izzy when she had the kids. We’re level headed and we have each other for support and you can see how much Alex cares for Jay.” I said and mum smiled at me.
“You don’t have to say sorry Jack, but I do have to say sorry to both you and Alex. I guess that after Izzy with the girls I’m just worried that the same thing will happen to Jay and since you lot traveled a long way and the time zones I thought I was helping I guess.” Mum said and I smiled.
“Me and Lex aren’t like Izzy, we don’t drink or do drugs. Hell Alex was a right party animal in England before Jay but once Jay has been on the scene Alex hasn’t been out but he just be focused on Jay and looking after Luna. Me and Alex are thankful for looking after Jay when we came here but now we are in the time zone and we are able to look after Jay now.” I said and mum nodded.
“Me and Alex looked at a place today.” I said as I looked down and messed with one of Jays toys.
“Did you, how did it go?” Mum asked and I looked at her and smiled.
“We really liked the place so we said we would have it.” I said and mum smiled at me.
“That is amazing Jack, when you going to move in and all that?” Mum asked taking this a lot more calmly than what I thought she would do.
“We get the keys on at the end of the week and then we got to get it to how we like it and that so it should be in the next couple of weeks.” I said and mum looked happy about this.
“Did you need any help for the place?” Mum asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
“I have no idea, it’s all down to Alex.” I said and mum chuckled.
“Just look after those two, Alex is a good lad and you have that beautiful little boy.” Mum said and I smiled.
“I plan to look after the pair of them.” I said just as Alex walked in the room.
“So the bugger is in bed and we are child free.” Alex said as he helped me tidy the mess and then we found a spot on the sofa and watched a film with mum and dad before we went to bed.

“So how did you Mum take the news of us moving out?” Alex asked as I watched him undress himself.
“She was actually happy about it, she says she is sorry for being so controlling over Jay. My sister has t exactly got the best track record with her kids.” I said and Alex frowned at me.
“But were nothing like your sister though.” Alex said bluntly which made me chuckle as Alex walked over to the bed and climbed into bed.
“I know we’re not but mum is just being mum and worrying that’s all.” I said as I moved to cuddle Alex but he moved so he was now above me.
“Really?” I asked and Alex looked down and went to get off me but I put my hands on his hips which made him stop and look at me.

“I didn’t say I didn’t want it.” I said and Alex smiled shyly at me as he kissed me which I returned as I rolled us over.

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