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Boys don’t cry.

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Alex’s POV

I was sat up in bed thinking while Jack and Jay was both passed out asleep beside me and I looked at them and smiled to myself when I saw that Jack and Jay was both asleep in the same position and I took a picture and hoped the flash didn’t wake either of them which lucky for me it didn’t and I looked at the picture and smiled fondly at it as I got myself comfy and tried to get some sleep before Jay woke up and was running rings round me and Jack.

“Don’t wake daddy up.” I heard Jack say and I felt Jay roll around beside me and him giggling over something.
“Too late, he has already woke me up.” I said sleepily as I rolled over to looked at Jack and Jay.
“Christ Lex you look like shit, you stay in bed and rest while I have little man for you.” Jack said and I frowned at him.
“No you don’t have to do that, I can look after Jay you need to work and not have the worry of me and the baby.” I said and Jack smiled as he sat up and looked at me.
“Babe, yes the baby is important but so are you. I can’t have you running yourself down and going back to hospital. I wouldn’t be able to cope with a baby if I didn’t have you beside me.” Jack said and I smiled at him.
“I’ve got little man while you get some more sleep.” Jack said as he climbed over me but sat on me as he climbed over.
“You sure?” I asked as I rested my hands on Jack’s hips and he lent down and kissed me which I returned.
“I’m sure, just get some rest and stop worrying for 5 minutes.” Jack said quietly and kissed me again and he got off me and picked Jay up who started to scream and Jack just walked out the room ignoring Jay until he got downstairs and I was left in bed alone and I just wanted cuddles so I just rolled over and grabbed Jays teddy and cuddled it until I fell asleep.

When I woke up the house was too quiet for my liking so I rolled out of bed and went downstairs and there was no sign of Jack or Jay.
“Babe where are you?” I said as I walked in the kitchen and saw that Jack had made me a coffee and there was a bacon sandwich next to the coffee which made me smile as I walked over and had my coffee and food.
I heard the front door open and shut and Jay laughing about something.
“Hey babe, did you enjoy your little bit of peace.” Jack said as he walked over to me and kissed me which I returned.
“Yeah I did enjoy it. Where did you two go?” I said as I walked over to Jay and picked him up which made him whine but he accepted my cuddle.
“We went to the park didn’t we little man, then I wanted a coffee so I dragged him to a coffee shop where some girl started to chat me up.” Jack said and I looked at him.
“See told you you should be straight and not gay. You’re like a babe magnet.” I said and Jack frowned at me.
“I’m very gay and I’m in happily taken by you.” Jack said and I smiled at him as I balanced Jay on my hip.
“So was the girl cute?” I asked.
“Alex.” Jack said and I smiled and walked over to him and kissed him.
“Relax, my heart belongs to you and you little man.” I said and kissed the top of Jays head and he started to cry which made me roll my eyes as I put him on the floor and he went crawling off and I sat on the island where Jack moved and stood between my legs but I kept my eye on Jay.

“Have you heard how your dad and Luna are getting on?” Jack asked softly.
“Dad is still touch and go. Luna is getting better but she needs to spends two more nights in the hospital and then she can come home.” I said and looked down.
“That’s good that Luna gets to come home soon.” Jack said and I looked at him.
“Dad could still die Jack and I don’t know if I could cope holding my family together if something happens to dad. I mean I’m 17 years old I’ve already lost mum, I have a baby who nearly a year old, my dad is in hospital fighting for his life which means I probably have to work at the studio and I have to hold this whole family together and I don’t know if I can cope with it Jack. How do I know I’m not going to flip out and hurt you or Jay and then I’ll end up back on the ward.” I said and as few tears fell and Jack wiped some of the tears away.
“Well, I’m thinking about leaving the coffee shop so if you want I can give you a hand at the studio and at home. Share your work load babe, I’m here and I will help you with anything you need help with. Jay can even help as well by giving you unlimited cuddles, hours of entertainment and he’ll make you laugh. Yes he will make you want to cry and kill him but that’s what kids do, I’m sure we was the same when we was his age.” Jack said and I smiled at him.
“Dada.” Jay said as he stood up next to Jack which made us both look at him.
Jack bent down and picked Jay up and sat Jay next to me.
“He’s such a mini me.” Jack said and I chuckled as I looked at Jay and Jay looked at me and smiled which I returned.
“Would be worried if you weren’t, I mean you do have my eyes and a good mop of hair like me so yeah course he’s a mini me.” I said and I kissed the top of Jays head and I heard Jack take a picture and I looked at him.
“You’re so cute with him.” Jack said and I smiled and I felt Jay catch hold of my hoodie sleeve and he pulled himself up.
“Don’t go falling off the counter. Don’t want to be taking you to hospital.” I said and Jay smiled at me and he gently head butted my arm and he climbed onto my lap and I moved off the counter taking Jay with me.
“Has that Jack tired you out. Come then buddy let’s get you down for a nap.” I said and I went upstairs and put Jay down for a nap and went back downstairs.

“And that’s the baby asleep for an hour or how ever long he sleeps for.” I said as I stood next to Jack who was making us a drink.
“You know I was joking about earlier.” I said and Jack looked at me and nodded.
“I know, but it doesn’t help the thoughts that you’ll run off with a woman out my head.” Jack said as he look down.
“Babe, I’m not going to cheat on you. We have a family and I wouldn’t ruin that for anything.” I said and Jack sighed.
“How do I know that Lex. How do I know that I’m enough for you.” Jack said and my heart broke a little as I made him look at me and I kissed him hard and pulled him close to me.
“I love you Jack. You are my everything and if I lost you then I would lose my reason to be alive. You are enough for me and you’ll always be enough for me.” I said and Jack looked at me to see if I meant what I said and he smiled and kissed me when he saw that I meant what I said.
“I might like chicks but I like dicks better, especially yours.” I said and Jack smiled.
“I want to ask you something but I don’t know how you’ll react to it.” I said and Jack frowned at me.
“Well I know you’re not going to ask me to marry you as we talked about that the other day.” Jack said and I smiled as I let him go and picked my mug up and caught hold of Jacks hand and once Jack picked his mug up we walked to the sitting room and sat on the sofa.

“I was thinking about us and our future with Jayden.” I said and Jack nodded.
“So because you are going to be a big part of Jays life for a long time and since his mother has just abandon him and I want him to have 2 parents and have a normal family.” I said and I got up and walked over to the desk and picked up the envelope and walked back over and sat on the sofa and looked at Jack.
“You can say no if you want to. It’s you choice and I won’t be hurt if you say no.” I said and handed Jack the envelope.
“Lex what is this?” Jack asked.
“Open it and you’ll find out.” I said and Jack opened the letter and he started to read the paperwork.
“This is asking me if I want to adopt Jay.” Jack said as he looked at me.
“I want you to be part of his life Jack. You’re so good around him and he even calls you dada as well so you are his other dad. I just want him to have two parents and him knowing that we both love him and that we would do anything for him.” I said and Jack broke out into a big smile as he lent forward and kissed me.
“I would love to be Jays other dad.” Jack said and I smiled at him not believing that he actually agreed to being part of my little monster life.
I handed Jack a pen and he signed his name just as I heard Jay starting to coo to himself on the baby monitor.
“I’ve got the bundle of joy.” Jack said and I nodded as Jack handed me the paperwork and I put it out of Jays reach just as Jack came down with Jay.

“Go show dada what you can do now.” Jack said and he put Jay on the floor and Jay got hold of Jacks fingers and took his first couple of steps.
Jack looked at me with a huge grin on his that probably matched my proud look on my face.
Jay got to me and he looked up with a huge smile on his face as well.
“Your such a clever little man.” I said and picked Jay up and balanced him on my hip and rested my head on top of his.
“How about you get him dressed and I’ll take us somewhere.” Jack said and I looked at him.
“It’s the middle of the afternoon, where could we possibly go at this time.” I said and Jack way out his options.
“Okay you have a point.” Jack said and I chuckled.
“Don’t I always?” I said and Jack stuck is tongue out at me.
“So why don’t you two go out to the garden and I’ll make us a picnic and we’ll have lunch outside since it’s a nice day.” Jack said and I smiled.
“Sounds like a good idea, what do you think little man?” I said and Jay was just babbling which made me smile as I went to get him dressed.

We was all sat outside and Jack was rolling a ball to Jay which he seemed to love as he screamed and laughed a lot at it.
“He almost makes me want another one.” I said and Jack chuckled.
“I am happy with just the one thanks.” Jack said and I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder and looked at Jay who had enough of playing with the ball and he stood himself up and pointed towards the fireplace we had outside.
“Fireplace, but it’s hot so don’t go near it.” I said and Jay looked at me and blew raspberries which made me and Jack chuckle.
“What’s this Jay.” Jack said as he held out Jays favourite toy and Jay looked at me and babbled as he tried to walk but fell over but he crawled over to me and then he started to cry so I gave him his bunny toy which he hugged and I looked at Jack.
“So obviously I’m dada so what are you going to be.” I said and Jack chuckled.
“Anything he wants to call me.” Jack said as he reached out and started to mess with Jays hair.
“So shitface then?” I asked and Jack looked at me and frowned.
“Love you.” I said and Jack chuckled and lent over to me and kissed me and Jay looked up and frowned.
“And we love you too baby.” I said and me and Jack kissed either side of his cheeks which made him laugh.
I turned Jay round so he was leaning on me and I offered him some food which he took and started to munch on while Jack took the bunny away as Jay wouldn’t settle if the bloody thing goes in the wash.
“How can you make something so cute?” Jack asked as he just stared at Jay.
“Because Jay got the best genes. Anyway thanks for the vote of confidence, what would of happened if he was an ugly baby?” I said and Jack looked at me.
“No babies are ugly.” Jack said and I chuckled.
“Have you gone all broody? Aw babe, who knew a baby would do that.” I chuckled and Jack stuck his middle finger up.
“Bun.” Jay said and reached over to Jack who was still holding his toy.
“Go an annoy Jack, he’s brooding over you so I might just let him deal with you.” I said as Jay climbed over me and crawled over to Jack and caught hold of his top and stood himself up and got hold of his bunny and started to hit Jack with it laughing his head off and I couldn’t help but chuckle.
“Jay no, don’t hurt Jack.” I said as I took the toy off Jay who started to cry as he looked at me and he let go of Jack and took a wobbly couple of steps towards me and he sat down next to me.
“Still want a child of your own?” I asked as I looked at Jack who frowned at me.

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Jay was in bed and was flat out asleep and me and Jack was just having some much needed quiet time.
“You sure you want me to adopt Jay?” Jack asked and I looked at him.
“Yes, you are my partner Jack and Jay is just a past mistake of a relationship and she didn’t want him. Yeah to begin with I didn’t want him either but it soon passed and now I couldn’t imagine my life without him. I love you and I want to be with you Jack, I also want you to be part of Jays life and love him like a parent would love him. I trust you with Jay and I would t trust anyone with Jay even you know this.” I said and Jack smiled.
I heard Jacks phone go off and I got it for him where I saw it was his family calling so I answered the phone.

“Well if it is it my favourite woman in the world.” I said and Jacks mum smiled.
“Hey Alex, how are you?” Jacks mum said and I walked over and sat next to Jack who put his arm over my shoulders.
“I’m good thanks, Jay is keeping me busy and so is Jack.” I said and Jacks mum chuckled as she rolled her eyes.
Jack looked at me.
“Can I tell her?” Jack asked and I nodded.
“Tell me what? Oh shit one of you boys are hurt.” Jacks mum said sounding worried.
“Mum don’t worry, we are all fine. But Alex has asked me if I wanted to adopt Jay.” Jack said and his mum broke out into the biggest smile I’ve ever seen.
“If you said no young man then I’ll come round and kill you.” Jacks mum said and I chuckled as I cuddled more into Jacks side.
“I didn’t say no mum. I said I would adopt him.” Jack said and I looked at him and kissed his neck which made Jack gently pinch me as kissing his neck was one of the places which would make his dick stand to attention.
“So I have a little grand baby?” Jack mum said and Jack chuckled.
“Can’t call him a baby anymore, swear the child grows everyday.” I said and Jacks mum smiled at us.
“You two need to come over here, I miss seeing my boy in person and I would love to see Alex and Jay in person.” Jacks mum said.
“I need to make sure everyone is okay here first and then we’ll come over.” I said and Jacks mums smiled.
“I’m going to leave you to have some peace and talk your mum.” I said and Jack looked at me and frowned.
“I’ll be okay.” I whispered and kissed Jacks cheek and said bye to Jacks mums and I went upstairs and ran myself a bath and checked on Jay while I was waiting.
“I love you so much baby boy. Nothing is ever going to happen to you not if me and Jack have anything to do with it. I promise you.” I whispered as I softly kissed Jays forehead and I went back to my room and got my towel as I walked to the bathroom and stripped myself from my clothes and got into the bath.

I was just thinking about getting out the bath when Jack walked in and stripped from his clothes and was climbing into bath behind me.
“You okay babe.” Jack asked quietly as he wrapped his arms round my neck and I just melted into his touch.
“I’m okay. Just tried that’s all.” I said quietly.
“I’ve got the baby tonight, you need to rest.” Jack whispered and kissed my cheek.
“Not just rest I need.” I said hoping Jack would get the hint which he did as Jack started to kiss down my neck sucking in the right places.
“I’ve got you babe, don’t worry.” Jack said quietly and I turned round so I was now facing him.
“I love you.” I said and Jack smiled and he pulled my head towards his and he kissed me softly which I returned.
“I love you too.” Jack whispered and I smiled at him.
“Even though I have a child.” I said quietly and Jack kissed me again.
“I don’t care about that. All I care about is I have you and Jay by my side and that you’ll love me no matter what we go through.” Jack said and I smiled at him and kissed him again.
“Always.” I whispered and Jack smiled and I stood up and got out the bath and started to dry and that’s when Jack got out the bath as well and I stood up and felt Jacks chest on my back and I felt butterflies in my stomach which made me smile.
“I haven’t seen that smile for a while.” Jack said quietly as he kissed my neck.
“You still give me butterflies.” I whispered and I felt Jack smile on my neck.
“You give me butterflies as well Lex.” Jack said quietly.
Jack gently spun me around and he gently pushed me towards the side and we started to kiss me which I returned and Jack started to kiss down my body and his lips was on my dick and he took me in his mouth where I moaned quietly as I got hold of Jacks hair.
“I need more than this.” I said and Jack looked at me through his lashes and he pulled back and kissed the tip of my dick.
“All In good time.” Jack said as he caught hold of my hand and we went to my room.

I was cuddled into Jacks side as he gently ran his finger up and down my arm.
“So pleased Jay didn’t wake up.” I said quietly and Jack chuckled as he rolled onto his side and looked at me.
“Same here, but he will be up in 2 hours though so one of us needs to sleep so we can be up for when he wakes up.” Jack said and I smiled at him as Jack brushed some hair out of my face.
“I’ll sort him out.” I yawned which made Jack chuckle and move so his face was just inches from mine and he kissed the end of my nose.
“We’ll see who wakes up to him shell we.” Jack whispered and I smiled as I nodded.
“Love you.” I mumbled as I let sleep take over my body.
“Love you too.” Jack whispered and I fell into a deep sleep.

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