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I'll Be Left here Waiting With My Heart On My Sleeve

I did it again.

"Oh fuck" I moaned as the boy on top of me slammed his hips against mine

"Oh shit Amber I'm almost there" He moaned.

Pants moans and grunts filled my room.

Unnoticed by the hundred or so people downstairs.

Twenty minutes later had a guy and a girl lying next to each other, trying to catch there breath.

A song floated up from down stairs, being sung by a very male very recognizable voice.

I think I did it again
I made you believe we're more than just friends
Oh baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh baby, baby...

"I think my brother is gay." I said quietly as I layed in his arms.

"Sometimes I think that to babe" He said in an equally quiet voice.

We were lying in bed I was laying on his chest while he had his arm wrapped around me running up and down my side.

I was the happiest lying in his arms, where I felt like my life was almost complete.

Until that fucking phone of his rings and I know its her.

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

"Hey Heather." a smile forming on his lips

"yeah I'll be home in ten minutes at the max." I felt myself wince at that

"I love you too baby. I'll see you when I get home" He said, After those words I felt my heart actually hurt in my chest

"Do you have to go this time?" I begged him, as I wrapped the sheet around my naked body.

"Yeah Amberlee I do. Heather. She needs me." He gave a half smile and started dressing himself

"Please? Stay with me." I begged him one more time

"I can't" He pecked my lips " I love you Amberlee and some day we will be together" He said and then left. As I started crying, I did the only thingI could, I got out of bed and pulled on some under garments and grabbed some of my brothers clothes I stole and I crawled back into bed where minutes before I was happy.

I inhaled his scent as I layed there and fell asleep with tears on my pillow.

Fuck you Rian Dawson.

And your empty promises.


@I Feel Like Dancin'
Thank you so much! You have no idea how happy I am to find a comment on this story. I am currently re-writting the whole thing, teaking it a bit. But I have it pretty much finished so updates souldn't be to far apart! And thanks for reading!

Miseryx Miseryx
I love that this is about Rian. Can't wait to read more :D