journey

I am prepared for you to hate me and know that I am sorry. Don't worry too much I have plans for this to work out possibly in the next chapter and maybe a little jalex. This is also very short but let me live okay.
This was it, I was calling jack. After two rings, he picks up; a sense of nervousness in his voice. I didn't speak. Sitting and listening to his breathing was soothing.
'listen, dude, we got to talk about you running off last night' he broke the silence.
'I don't really think we do, don't worry I'm never going to fall for you' I sobbed weakly down the phone 'I won't be stealing glances but I also won't continue this friendship'
'Alex, listen I-I-I what' panic filled his tone
'you don't have to put up with a failure like me that ...' my bitter voice trailed off hoping he wouldn't hear me
'finish the sentence Alex I swear to god' he was shouting but I didn't feel as though he was angry just worried you're stupid if you don't see that I love you with all of my heart and all I want is to know what happened last night. I get it was rough to watch me sit and stare at you but I was in shock. I don't view you differently Alex.' He ranted as I stayed silent intently clinging to every word
'I get it jack but you don't mean any of this. Please don't call me again, tell Zack and Rian that I want nothing to do with them. I don't want you to even talk about me to anyone. Goodbye forever jack' I tried although it came out in more of a whisper. Ending the call I stormed out of my room.
My parents were at work so I had nobody to worry about. Frustrated I prepared a sandwich and sat miserably on my sofa. Yeah, I get it I'm sad and all I'm doing id moping but I avouching better to do.
Jacks POV
Alex isn't winning this argument, I'm not throwing away my shot (I don't even like Hamilton lmao) I had to get my best friend back, he wouldn't accept it today or even next week but he would miss us and I can bet he would crawl back to us. That isn't happening because I am showing him how much he meant today and I don't plan on leaving without him back. I'm really falling for this guy.
I marched out of my car to Alex's house. Pounding on the door I begged him to let me in.
A fragile looking Alex appeared. Tears stained his face.

Notes

also these first 6 are prewritten