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On my mind

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Alex's POV

I felt Jack roll over and cuddled into my back which made me sigh loudly.
"So you said we could go to the beach." Jack said which made me hummed response.
"I was think we could go today." Jack said and I rolled over and opened my eyes and saw a Jack with glasses on which means he's been up a while.
"The fuck even is the time?" I mumbled.
"It is 5am." Jack said and I groaned loudly.
"Jack, it's the middle of the fucking night, how the fuck are you even brave enough to wake me up?" I said and I rolled over so my back was to him and I heard Jack chuckle.
"Well we have to catch the 6.45 train if we are to have a good day at the beach." Jack said.
"I was meant to be the one organizing this not you." I said and rolled back over to face Jack.
"Yeah well you've had a lot on your mind so I thought I would organize it instead." Jack said and I couldn't help but smile at him.
"So up you get sun shine we have a long day a head of us." Jack said cheerfully as he playfully slapped my chest which made me groan loudly and I pull the covers over my head but Jack soon pulled the covers off me and dragged me out of bed.

"See it was worth getting up early wasn't it, now we can just chill for a few hours before going home." Jack said since I was still complaining about Jack waking me up at unhuman hours.
"We could just spend the night in a hotel then we don't have to rush things." I yawned loudly.
"That's a good idea." Jack said and I smiled.
"See even my tired brain can think of good ideas." I said and Jack chuckled.
"It sure can, now come on we have to walk about an hour until we get where we need to be." Jack said and grabbed hold of my hand and dragged me along whilst groaning loudly at the fact we had to do more walking.

"Okay, I might not get BDD but all this fucking walking is making my feet hurt Jack." I whined since we got lost and Jack couldn't really careless.
"Stop moaning will you, Christ your worse than my mother." Jack said rolling his eyes.
I huffed loudly and looked down at mine and Jack's hands since we was still holding ha dad and I couldn't help but smile happily to myself feeling like a right girl.
"Okay, we'll have a sit down. But only if you promise to stop moaning about how tired you are and how far we have to walk. Because it's going to be worth it." Jack said as we sat on a bench and sat down.
"Alright, I promise to stop moaning about how tired and how much walking we have to do." I said and kissed Jacks cheek which made him smile.
"So how far do we have to walk?" I asked and Jack sighed and looked at me.
"I'm wasn't going to moan about it, I was just being nosey." I said as I rested my chin on Jacks shoulder and looked at google maps from Jacks phone.
"According to this we have a half an hour walk." Jack said and I just nodded.
"Pass me your bag." I said since Jack packed a bag of the things we needed.
"Why?" Jack asked as he put his bag on my lap and I went looking through it.
"Because I want a cigarette, is there a crime in that?" I said and got what I needed to roll myself a cigarette and looked at Jack who smiled and lent forward and kissed me which I returned.
"Okay, I'm just going to grow a pair of balls and just blurt it out." I said and Jack frowned at me out of confusion which made me smile.
"So we pretty much act like we're together, so why don't we actually be together." I said and looked down and messed with my hands.
"You asking me if I would like to be your boyfriend?" Jack asked.
"I guess you can say that." I said shyly and Jack made me look at him and he kissed me with a smile which I returned.
"The answer is totally yes." Jack said as we pulled away for air and I had the biggest smile on my face and I pulled Jack head towards me and kissed him hard which made him chuckle.
"Now nobody is having you." I said and Jack smiled as I cuddled into his side while I smoked my cigarette before we started to walk again.

We managed to find the beach in the end and it turned out to be a really hot day so Jack was walking round without his shirt on while I was over heating because I didn't feel comfortable enough to walk around without my shirt on.
"Why don't you take your shirt off?" Jack asked as we walk along beside the beach.
"Because everyone will look at my scars, their a bit more noticeable than yours." I said and looked down but Jack made me look at him.
"Don't worry about what other people think, you are beautiful with your scars and I literally cannot be anymore happier than what I am now being with you." Jack said and kissed the top of my head which made me smile.
"Take it off, at the end of the day you shouldn't care what people think." Jack said quietly.
I looked round and nobody was watching so I took my shirt off and stuff my shirt back in Jack's bag and I shyly looked up at Jack who was looking me up and down.
"Come with me." I said and grabbed hold of Jacks hand and dragged him somewhere.

We ended up on the cliff edge but Jack was keeping a firm grip on me and we sat down on the floor.
"This was one of mums favorite places when me and her came to the beach." I said quietly and lent into Jacks side and he wrapped a arm round me and kissed the top of my head.
"I can understand why she liked it." Jack said and I smiled.
"She used to say that there was pirates and that only the people with the strongest imagination could see the pirates." I said and Jack smiled.
"That pretty cool, always believed there was pirates like Captain Jack Sparrow." Jack said and I looked at him and smiled.
"Remember when I told you that I ran away from the hospital?" I asked and Jack nodded.
"Yeah I remember." Jack said and I smiled.
"I came here, I didn't know what I was doing but I came here and just looked out to the sea and just thought of the last time me and mum came here." I said quietly and I felt Jack kiss the top of my head which made me smile.

"It took them 3 days before they found me." I said with a smile on my face which made Jack chuckle.
We sat by the cliff for a while until Jack got up and offered me his hand which made me frown at him confused.
"I'm hungry, I'm guessing you must be too since neither of us have eaten today." Jack said and I couldn't help but smile at Jack as he helped me up and I pulled Jack close to me and kissed him as I hugged him.
"Put me down yeah." Jack chuckled and I just shook my head.
"Never." I said quietly and looked at Jack who smiled at me and he caught hold of my hand and yet again I was being dragged somewhere.

"Don't you fucking dare!" I said seriously to Jack since I was over his shoulder and Jack was threatening to throw me into the sea.
Jack just chuckled to himself as he went deeper into the sea.
"Jack seriously, I can't fucking swim." I said and Jack said nothing and the next thing I knew I was being thrown in the water.
I came back up for air coughing and spluttering and my eyes burning from the salt and Jack laughing.
"You asshole!" I coughed and pushed Jack hard enough so he fell in the sea as well which made me laugh as Jack came back up to the surface.
"I would call you a bastard but I guess I got what was coming." Jack chuckled as he pushed his wet hair back and I couldn't help but bite my bottom lip.
I walked over and wrapped my arms round Jacks neck.
"If I get sun burn because of you then you'll be the one rubbing after sun on me." I said quietly and kissed Jack which he returned.
"I'll do that as long as you do the same to me." Jack smirked and I smirked back at him.
"That could be arranged but you'll have to do me first." I said and Jack chuckled.
"Should be able to do that for you." Jack said and I smiled.
"We need to get changed and find somewhere before the sun sets." I said and Jack looked at me with a frown so I just kissed the end of his nose.
"You'll see." I whispered and caught hold of Jack's hand and it was my turn to drag Jack somewhere.

"It's fucking freezing Alex." Jack whined and I pulled him closer to me and wrapped the blanket over us.
"You'll warm up when you eat, I mean I'm sharing my food with you only people who are special can share my food." I said and Jack smiled as he looked out to the sea.
"Why we even here?" Jack asked and looked at me.
"Well I promised you that we would see sunsets. Well in my eyes sitting here, with my favorite person, eating food and watching the sun set in my favorite place. Is me fulfilling that promise when I was in inpatients ." I said and Jack smiled.
"I'm sure it'll be beautiful." Jack said and stole a chip which made me smile.
It took a while but soon the sun started to set, I looked at Jack and couldn't help but smile.
"It's beautiful Lex." Jack said quietly as he cuddled me into my side and I smiled at him.
"Shit Alex I'm sorry, Lex just slipped out.." Jack started but I kissed him.
"It's fine, I'll allow you to call me Lex." I said quietly and Jack smiled which I returned and we both looked back it to the sea and the sunset.

"You know something." Jack said as he walked from the bathroom over and climbed into bed and cuddled into my side and I put my arm over his shoulder and began to trace patterns on Jacks shoulder which made Jack move closer to me.
"What's that?" I asked as Jack took charge of finding something to watch.
"I've been on my fair share of dates, by far this is my most favorite date I've been on and I've actually got the person I was interested in." Jack said and I looked him and smiled.
"Well I'm glad about that. Just hope I don't fuck it all up for us." I said quietly.
Jack moved so he was lead on my chest and I smiled at him.
"We got this, we're like the dream team." Jack said and I couldn't help but chuckle.
"We can even now make Ollie jealous." I said and Jack smiled.
"Think he was jealous anyway." Jack said quietly and he moved and got settled for the night since it was getting late and we was being kicked out the room at 9am.

"Shit Jack did you pack my medication? I haven't taken any all day." I said and Jack sighed loudly.
"In my bag somewhere." Jack said since he was falling asleep quicker than I've ever known him to fall asleep and I couldn't help but smile.
"You need to move so I can get to your bag." I said and Jack grumbled but he moved away and I got out of bed and looked through Jacks bag but couldn't find my medication.
"Babe, my medication isn't in the bag." I said as I walked back over to the bed and sat on it.
"Look at the front." Jack mumbled and I looked at the front and felt a wash of relief when I found my medication in a bag which made me smile a big smile and look at the sleeping boy in bed and the butterflies in my stomach just erupted.
I took my medication and put it back in the bag and climbed back into bed where Jack moved and cuddled back into my side where he kissed a scar I had on my shoulder and settled his head on my shoulder and I kissed his forehead.
"Go to sleep, we have to be up early in the morning." Jack mumbled into my ear.
"I'll see you in the morning." I whispered and I saw a faint smile on Jacks lips and I watched the tv until I fell asleep as well.

Notes

Jalex has finally happened... a few years later but it's happemed

Comments

I really like the chapters and how long they are, great work! Can't wait for the Jalex to happen!

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8/5/17

Oh girl, another story! How can you juggle all of these! But I really like this one !

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7/6/17