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On my mind

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Jack's POV

Alex was out of it for 3 days until he came round and then he got moved to the psychiatric ward and that's where he's been for the last 3 weeks.
"I'm going to see Alex." I said to mum in Arabic and kissed her cheek like I normally do.
"English Jack, I want you back before 8 tonight. No going round that Ollie boys house." Mum said in English and looked at me.
"Visitation at the hospital finishes at 7, Ollie is a friend mum." I said and mum frowned at me.
"He's trouble." Mum said.
"Ollie isn't trouble. Yeah he drinks and smokes the odd joint every now and then but who doesn't like the odd joint." I said and mum clipped her hand round the back of my hand.
"Okay, on that note I'm going to see Alex." I said and rubbed the back of my head.
"Be back by 8!" I heard mum say as I shut the door and went to the hospital.

"How you feeling today?" I asked as I sat on Alex's bed since he was in his room.
"Like shit. Just want to get out but apparently I'm not grounded enough to be discharged. It's so boring here without you and Ollie." Alex said quietly.
"Do you want to talk about it? I have 4 hours here with you today so we can talk if you want." I said and Alex shrugged his shoulders.
"Do you want to go outside? It's a lovely day today." I said and Alex shook his head.
"I want to go home Jack." Alex said quietly and I moved and sat more on his bed and pulled him to my side and held him close to me.
"I know you do. But right now you are in the best place because you still not my Alex." I said and Alex looked at me confused.
"I just want you too get back to being stable okay." I said quietly and Alex smiled slightly me rested his head on my shoulder.
"Did you bring any cigarettes with you?" Alex asked quietly.
"Yeah I did, but right now I'm happy having a cuddle. Want to watch a film? I have my iPad with me and I downloaded so,emfioms for us to watch if you want." I said and Alex chuckled.
"This you giving me a date while I'm trapped in hospital?" Alex asked and looked at me.
"Now I would lie and say no but I don't see the point in lying when you've already worked it out." I said and Alex smiled a bigger smile than what he's smiled since I've been here.
"I will do this date, only if you take me on a proper one once I get out." Alex said and I smiled.
"Good thing I was actually going to do that then anyway." I said and Alex smiled and rested his head on my shoulder and we watched the film.

"Meds Alex." A nurse said as she walked in the room and she looked at me and Alex since Alex had fallen asleep and was cuddled into my side.
"Does he have to have them now? He has just fallen asleep." I said and the nurse shook her head.
"I'm afraid he does, he knows the routine on when meds are given out." The nurse said and I sighed and looked at Alex.
"Alex, you going to wake up for me? Is time for your medication." I said and moved some hair from Alex's face but he didn't wake up.
"Which boy are you? Alex talks a lot about 2 boys called Ollie and Jack. That's the only time Alex is really happy and when either of you two visit him." The nurse said.
"I'm Jack. Ollie is the other boy which comes here." I said and the nurse smiled.
"I've heard a lot about you two." She said and I smiled and looked back at Alex who was still asleep.
"Lex, you need to wake up so you can have meds and maybe if you're allowed you can go outside for a cigarette." I said and ran my finger down his cheek and then messed with his hair.
"He is allowed to go outside isn't he?" I asked and the nurse shrugged her shoulders.
"On his own he isn't allowed but with you and his other friend he is allowed outside. It's only until the end the week until he can get his privileges back." The nurse said and I frowned at her confused.
"I've known Alex for a while now and there's something about this time round where he isn't settling nor able to start getting himself grounded." The nurse said and I was going to say something but Alex started to wake up.
"Hey there sleeping beauty, I have your medication for you." The nurse said and Alex just groaned as he sat up and the nurse handed him his medication which he took.
"You know the rules, I need to see if you swallowed it or not." The nurse said and Alex just opened his mouth and the nurse checked and she smiled and walked out the room.
"Do you have your cigarettes on you?" Alex asked and looked at me.
"Yeah, wanna go outside?" I said and Alex nodded and he got off the bed and I followed Alex outside.

We was sat on this bench and Alex looked like he was enjoying being outside and smoking.
"Alex your not meant to be smoking and you should be in group therapy." A rude nurse said and Alex looked looked at him.
"It's my body, I have a friend here so I'm not going." Alex said.
"Alex friend you need to leave so Alex can go to therapy." The nurse said bluntly to me.
Before I could even respond Alex flew out of the bench and pushed the nurse hard.
"You don't speak to him like that." Alex growled.
"He needs to leave Alex and I would like you to get out of my personal space." The nurse said but Alex wasn't moving if anything he moved more into the nurses person space.
"What are you going to do about it." Alex said in a low voice.
I got up and put my hand on his shoulder which made Alex look at me.
"You need to go to therapy so you can get better and come home. I'll visit you again tomorrow if you want." I said and Alex looked down.
"I can't tomorrow, I have like a whole day of therapy and probably explaining myself about something I did as well. " Alex said sadly.

"Hey it's okay, I'll see you the day after tomorrow." I said and Alex smiled and nodded.
"Take it easy okay and don't pick fights with the nurses." I said and Alex chuckled and looked down.
"Can I have a hug? If you don't want to then don't worry about it." Alex said and I smiled and walked over to him and hugged him which he returned.
"You smell nice." Alex muttered into my chest and I couldn't help but chuckle.
Alex let me go and he looked at me with a frown.
"What?" I asked confused.
"Are you coping okay?" Alex asked quietly since the nurse was keeping a close eye on Alex.
"I'm fine okay. You just worry about getting yourself better." I said and Alex smiled a little.
"I don't want you to go." Alex said quietly looking down again and I took my hoodie of and handed it to Alex who looked at me confused.
"Keep it until I come back." I said and Alex smiled.
"You need to move now Alex." The nurse said and Alex sighed.
"Ill see you later Jack." Alex said as he turned round and walked off.
I watched him before I turned round and headed back home.

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Comments

I really like the chapters and how long they are, great work! Can't wait for the Jalex to happen!

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8/5/17

Oh girl, another story! How can you juggle all of these! But I really like this one !

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7/6/17