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Drugs & Candy

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Jack's POV

"Come on babe it's time for school and work." Alex said sleepily as he turned his alarm off and he groaned as he rolled over and cuddled into my back as we both fell asleep waiting for Alex's 5th alarm to go off.
Alex's alarm went off and this time we both groaned loudly and I felt Alex's hand slip along my stomach as he rolled over to turn the alarm off and we both just lead in bed waking up and preparing us both to get out of bed which was going to be a challenge since neither of us like leaving the bed in the mornings.
"Do I have to go to school?" I mumbled sleepily and Alex chuckled and kissed the end of my nose.
"Yes you do because you have to use that clever brain of yours." Alex said and I just sighed and sat up and got out of bed and headed to the bathroom where I got in the shower and I heard Alex walk in and him joining me.
"What time you working till tonight?" I asked as I started to wash my hair and Alex moving me out the way so he could have a shower as well.
"I'm at work until 8 tonight. Got to love your 12 hour shifts." Alex said and I smiled.
"At least it's not 14 hours with a night shift." I said and Alex chuckled.
"That is very true, those shifts literally kill me. Hey I'm at college tomorrow so I have to be up early as I have to be at college before 9." Alex said and I reached my hand out so I knew where he was and I put my hand on his back and I shuffled forward and put my head between his shoulder blades and kissed between his shoulder blades.
I felt Alex turn round and him making me look at and kissing me which I returned.
"But I'll be back to pick you up from school since my lesson is only 3 hours." Alex said and I smiled and nodded and felt spin me round and his hands in my hair washing the soap out of my hair which felt really nice so I hummed in contentment.
"You like that?" Alex asked softly.
"God yes." I said and Alex chuckled and he kissed my shoulder.
"There you go." Alex said quietly and I smiled and I went to feel my way out of the shower without slipping over but Alex caught hold of my hand and I looked at him.
"You trust me?" Alex asked and I nodded without even thinking about because I do trust Alex and I don't have that much of a choice but to trust the people around me, but I don't give my trust out easily it's only the people who I'm close to have my full trust.
"Course I trust you." I said and I could hear the smile on Alex's face which made me smile.
Alex started to walk and I followed him and I felt Alex stop which made me stop and Alex let go of my hand but he quickly got hold of both my hands.
"Step." Alex said and I stepped out the shower and Alex pulled me close to me and kissed me which I returned with a smile.
"You should see yourself right now, your completely stunning, minus the fact you being so skinny but I'm going to fatten you up by eating pizza all the time." Alex said and I chuckled as I looked down.
"Don't look down, you have no reason to look down." Alex said quietly and made me look back up again and Alex kissed me which I returned.
"Let's go and get dressed up otherwise you'all be late for school and I'll be late for work." Alex said and I nodded as I dried myself off and walked towards the bedroom and Alex tapped my ass, so I didn't jump and fall over, and I couldn't help but chuckle and smile.

"Ugh I hate having to wear a uniform." Alex said as he drove me too school.
"I'm sure you look mighty fine in it." I said and Alex chuckled.
"Well I do have people checking me out when working round the wards or working in A&E." Alex said and I looked at him which made Alex chuckled and he caught hold of my hand and I felt my hand move and felt Alex kiss my hand which made me smile.
"But I have you and I wouldn't change that for anything in the world." Alex said and I looked down with a smile on my face.
We was listening to the radio and this song came on and it was really catchy and I felt myself bobbing my head to the beat and I heard Alex chuckle and I looked at him.
"Don't stop, it's cute." Alex said and I looked down and felt my cheeks warm up a little.
We settled into a comfortable silence and another song came which I quite liked and Alex must of liked it as he was singing along to the song and I couldn't help but smile to myself.
I felt the car come to a stop and I frowned and looked at Alex.
"And we have arrived in hell." Alex said.
"Well I'm not burning so I guess my visit to the devil isn't happening today." I said and Alex laughed.
"You'll be okay to walk from here won't you?" Alex asked.
"Yeah, I'll be fine. I have my cane and I have the school figured out well so I'll be okay." I said and I could sense that Alex was concerned.
"Babe, honestly I'll be fine." I said and lent forward and kissed Alex which he returned.
"Okay, I'll pick you up later." Alex said and I nodded and got out the car and made my way to home room since it took me longer to get there.

"So have yo got any dirty secrets to tell me about my brother?" Jasey asked as we snuck off the school grounds so we could have a cigarette.
"Even if I did, I won't be telling you." I said and Jasey slapped my arm.
"What's the point on going out with my brother if you can't give me any juicy gossip about him." Jasey said and I couldn't help but chuckle.
"How about me saying that his dick is amazing." I said and Jasey gagged.
"Don't need to know that Jack." Jasey said and I couldn't help but chuckle.
"You wanted to know." I said and Jasey playfully slapped my chest.
"Not about how much you like sucking my brothers dick." Jasey said and I could tell she was pulling a face about it.
"What is the difference between you telling me about the dudes dick you've just sucked to me telling you about Alex's." I said.
"Alex happens to be my brother and your my best friend so I need to share my sex stories with you." Jasey said and I just rolled my eyes at her.
"I'm still waiting for that phone call where you tell me your pregnant." I said.
"Well that won't be happening any time soon." Jasey said.
"How did we even start talking about this?" I asked and Jasey chuckled and I felt my cigarette being moved from between my fingers and Jasey linking her arm with mine.
"I wanted juicy gossip but instead I got the information you gave me." Jasey said with a chuckle.
"What lesson do we have?" I asked which made Jasey groan as it meant it was something she didn't like.
"Well I have Phyiscal education also known as torture lesson which means you have the extra study time because being blind means you can't play sports." Jasey said and I chuckled.
"How unlucky." I said and Jasey slapped my arm.
"You basically do nothing for the next hour and a half." Jasey said.
"I know right, it's awesome." I said and I could sense Jasey glaring at me.

"So Jack, what have you got planned to do today?" Miss Winters asked as I heard the chair next to me being pulled out.
"Dunno, haven't really got any work to do since I did that last night with my boyfriend." I said.
"Why don't you tell me about this boyfriend of yours." Miss Winters asked.
"He's older than me and he's at college." I said and I could hear Miss Winters frown.
"Before you say anything, no he isn't using me for sex. He's actually one of the descent ones." I said and messed with my cane.
"Just making sure Jack, people do tend to make the mistake of thinking their in love when their not and they are really just using you." Miss Winters said.
"Yeah I know, my last relationship was like that." I said sarcastically.
"Touchy subject." Miss Winter said and I looked at her.
"You don't say." I said and got this book out that Alex got me which must of cost him loads as it was in Braille so Everytime I got the book it made me smile.
Miss Winters left me alone and I was lost inside this book until the bell went which made me jump and I put my stuff in my bag and met up with Jasey before she walked me to Alex's car.

Me and Jasey was talking as we went down the steps which the school had and after falling down the countless of times I had them figured out.
Me and Jasey was laughing about something when someone pushed me hard and before either myself or Jasey could stop me I was falling down the steps and landed in a heap at the bottom of them.
"What the fucking hell do you think you was doing!" I heard Jasey say loudly as I sat up groaning in the progress and held my head in my hand and I felt it get sticky which meant my head was bleeding.
"You okay Jack?" I heard Alex say as I heard him kneel next to me.
"My head is bleeding." I said sounding confused and I looked at my hand but I couldn't see and I felt Alex's hand on my wrist and he gently pulled it away and I felt him look at the cut in the side of my head.
"Ow, that hurts." I said and moved my head from Alex's touch.
"Sorry, you need to go to hospital and have it looked at. Any other injuries?" Alex asked and then there was a pain in my arm and side.
"My arm and side hurts." I said quietly.
I could hear the group of people gathering and then Jasey giving the kid who pushed me a mouthful and then all of a sudden a huge wave of nausea hit me.
"Shit, Jack do you feel sick?" Alex asked seriously.
"Y..Y..Yeah." I said quietly resisting the urge to gag but it wasn't working very well.
"Everyone need to back off and go home now!" Alex said loudly.
"Jasey get your ass over here now." Alex said and Jasey came over.
"You need to call an ambulance now." Alex said seriously and I couldn't resist being sick any longer and I just threw up and I felt someone rub my back as I threw up.
"How far did he fall?" Alex asked.
"We was literally at the top step and then that cunt over there pushed Jack and I couldn't grab him in time." Jasey said and I heaved and I felt really tired.
"Was he conscious when you got to him?" Alex asked.
"I don't know." Jasey whispered and I heaved and threw up.
I heard a load of sirens in the background and I groaned because it was really loud and my hearing couldn't cope with it at the moment.
"It's okay, I know it's too loud isn't it?" Alex said softly and I nodded.

I knew I was in hospital but I didn't like it because everyone was talking about me and there was so much going on and it was getting me annoyed.
"This is Jack, he's a 17 year old male who was pushed down approximately 30 steps at the end of the school day. Jack has a deep cut on the Right side of his head and has pain on his right arm and on the right side of his chest. When getting to the scene Jack was confused and he started to vomit. Jack is also blind in both eyes and may present behavior if everyone is talking over each other." I heard Alex say which calmed me down a little.
I just listened to what everyone was saying but it was frustrating me for some reason and I kicked someone which got me restrained.
Someone took me somewhere and I had no idea where I was going which made me start to panic.
"Where am I going?" I said and tried to move my arms or legs but couldn't which made me panic even more.
"Where the hell are you taking him?" I heard Alex say and he didn't sound very happy.
"He need a CT scan." The person said.
"Jack, you need to calm down a second and tell me if you knew where you was going." Alex said and I felt him take the things that was restraining me off.
"I don't know where I'm going. I want to go home Alex." I said and felt myself begin to cry.
"You can't come home yet because we need to see if you have any injury on your brain." Alex said softly which was comforting.
"I'm fine, I just want to go home." I sobbed and I felt Alex catch hold of my hand.
"Jack listen to me okay, you need to go to CT so we can check if there is any injury to your brain, because you fell a long way down those steps and you were showing signs of having a severe head injury so we are doing this to make sure nothing is going on in your brain." Alex said and I looked down.
"Do you want me to come with you?" Alex asked and I nodded and Alex kept hold of my hand until I had to go in the scanner but as soon I was out of there Alex had hold of my hand again.
Once we got back to where my bed was Alex cleaned my head wound as I wasn't going to let anyone else come near me.

"Hey guys." I heard Felix say as he walked by the side of my bed.
"Hey Felix." Alex said and he started to run his thumb over my knuckles.
"So Jack I have your results from the CT scan you had earlier and there is no injury." Felix said.
"Can I go home now? I want to go home." I said as I wasn't coping well in my current stay in A&E.
"I've tried talking the doctors out of it because it's clear your not coping with your stay here tonight but the doctors wants you to stay in for the night so we can keep an eye on you." Felix said.
"I'll stay with you Jack, I'm not leaving you here on your own not after earlier." Alex said and you could hear the protectiveness in his voice.
"What happened earlier?" Felix asked.
"Cunt face was taking Jack to CT and Jack was freaking out, he couldn't move because cunt face didn't remove the restraints from Jack and he didn't tell Jack where they was going so Jack worked himself up into a panic attack." Alex said.
"Shit, you going to resport him?" Felix asked Alex.
"Not the sort of conversation to be having in front of a patient." Alex said.
"Jacks family and he's your boyfriend." Felix said.
"Yeah but there is other people around so we are going to end this conversation right now." Alex said.
"Okay, but I'll be round to check on you two." Felix said.
"See you later Felix." Alex said and I rolled onto my side so I was facing Alex.
"Your not going to leave me here are you?" I asked quietly and Alex let go of my hand and he sat on the bed and he lead down on the bed and I cuddled into his side.
"Now I'm not leaving because you are now attached to me." Alex said and I kissed the side of his chest.
"Get some rest okay. I'm not going to college tomorrow so we can have a nice quiet relaxing day at home." Alex said and I smiled.
"Sounds good to me." I said quietly as I traced patterns on Alex's chest just listening to the busy A&E department.

Notes

Crappy update.

Comments

I just imagined how hard it must be when you can never see the face of the one you love and the way they look at you. :(

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9/9/17