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I'm Gonna Break Down These Walls

Brand New Place

Out of all the places why would we move to Baltimore, Maryland? My parents got new jobs here. Why? Something horrible happened to back where I used to live. I couldn't take it anymore. Someone tore my heart out and stomped on it. I was in love with him but he told me he didn't ever feel the same way even if he did tell me he loved me. I was literally head over heels for him and he tore me apart. I even tried to commit suicide. Now it's going to suck making new friends and not having them know about your past. I had to see a therapist and I got put on antidepressants. I still think about it at times but the good thing is that I'm doing better and I definitely didn't want to see him at school anymore. After I tried to commit suicide, my parents went out to look for new jobs far away from here and I thank them for that even if I didn't want to move. That place just gives me horrible memories that I don't ever want to think about anymore. I also made a promise to not fall in love with anyone. Ever.

"Welcome to Dulaney High School, Eliana. You can sit wherever you want," my homeroom teacher said.

"Thanks," I mumbled and I passed a few people to get to an empty seat. I could feel everyone's eyes looking at me. It's as if a hole is burning through me. I sat down next to some boy that had shaggy skunk hair. I looked over my schedule and this was my history class. I sighed and I could feel a pair of eyes on me. I looked and it was that boy with the shaggy skunk hair. He smiled at me and I slightly smiled back. He's definitely not creepy. Hence the sarcasm.

"Hey, I'm Jack," he whispered.

I narrowed my eyes at him. "Eliana," I whispered back and looked back at the teacher giving a lecture on who knows what.

"What made you move to this shit hole?"

"My parents got new jobs here."

"Oh. That sucks." No, I'm actually really glad. "Well, I guess I'm your first friend." He smiled. "If you want to be friends."

I half smiled. "That would be great."

"Cool. Let me see your schedule." I handed him my schedule and he looked over it. "We have four classes together. That's cool and you have the others with my best friend Alex. We have a few with all of us together including Zack and Rian. You'll see later."

The bell rang and I gathered my stuff and I walked out with Jack. He handed me back my schedule. "I'll walk with you since we have next class together, too. We have it with Alex." He grinned. What is he in love with this guy? "We're actually really weird together. People think we're together. It's pretty funny."

I smiled. Wow, this boy actually made me smile. No one has been able to do that in so long. That's a surprise.

We walked in the classroom and Jack went over to a boy with shaggy brown hair and brown eyes. He seemed bored and out of it and he was idly playing with his hair.

"Hey, dumb shit," Jack said, smacking his hand away from his hair. He waved at me to come over to sit with them. I sat behind him. "Alex, this is Eliana. She just moved here."

Alex looked at me and smiled. "Hey."

"Hello," I said, giving him a small wave.

"Alex, Eliana has fourth period with you so you two can just walk to lunch together. We can all have lunch!"

"Are you always so hyper in the mornings? It's kind of freaky." I raised an eyebrow.

"Jack is Jack."

"And Jack speaks in third person," Alex said.


"Because Jack is cool," Jack said.

I rolled my eyes. "Okay."

The bell rang and class started. I didn't even pay attention and my next two classes went by fast. Alex and I just talked. We got in trouble. It's weird that I got in trouble on the first day of my new school. I never got in trouble but Alex and I just clicked and we became instant friends.

"Fucking suck my dick," Jack said to Alex. They were arguing over something. I don't even know anymore. I stopped listening to them. Zack, Rian, and I just looked at them in amusement. I've only known these boys for a few hours and I think I already like them. They were funny and they made me laugh which no one has done in a long time either.

"When and where?" Alex said and we all laughed.

"When we get home." He winked at him and I laughed again. "I guess new girl seems to enjoy it."

"She totally wants to see me suck your dick." I scrunched up my nose and shook my head. Alex just laughed. "I'm kidding."

"You guys are so outlandish."

"If only Jack knew what that meant," Jack said, pouting.

I gave him a look. "It means that you're weird in an unusual, gross way."

"Well, why can't you just say that in the first place? You make my brain hurt." He crossed his arms over his chest and pouted.

I smiled. "Aw, I'm sorry, Jack. I promise to not use big words around you even though that wasn't really a big word."

"Whatever. A simple sorry would have been fine."

"Okay, I'm sorry!"

"I don't believe you." I hugged him and he hugged me back. "Okay, I believe you now."

I smiled. "You're adorable."

He grinned. "Baby, Jack already knows he's good looking."

I laughed and shook my head. "Someone's a narcissist."

"Hey, you should come over to my house after school. We could all hang out and we could get to know you better."

"Yeah," Rian said. "But from the time we've hung out you're pretty cool."

"Thanks, Rian. You guys are cool, too, in your own special way." I laughed.

"Yeah, and I totally want to go and have sex with Jack's mom," Alex said and Jack punched his arm. "Ow, shit!"

"Don't talk about my mom!" He punched him a few more times. "Your penis is way too small to fit into her vagina anyways."

"That's so true." He pouted and put his head down in shame.

I laughed. "I think I officially love you guys."

They all smiled at me and the bell rang. I went off to my class with Alex. My last few classes went by slower than I thought they should have, but then we were at Jack's house. Who knew how gross and delightful they were.


I made this story yeaaaars ago and yes I did make Jack extra ridiculous haha.


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