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The Lion and The Lamb

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Jack's POV

Alex has been home a week now and things aren't getting any easier for him let's just say.
"Baby, come on you don't even have to spend all day at school." I said and I tried to convince Alex to go to school which wasn't very easy.
"I just want to stay in bed all day." Alex said from under the covers.
I pulled the covers back and smiled at Alex.
"I can't let you do that. I'm not going to let you drop in your grades." I said and Alex smiled sadly.
"Everyone will be talking about dad and me." Alex said quietly as he sat up and lent against the headboard of the bed.
"Well I can't stop everyone talking about you and your dad but I'll say to Josh and Finn not to mention it. I know it's not much but it is the best I can do." I said and moved to sit on Alex's legs.
"It's better than nothing I guess." Alex said sadly.
"So is that a yes then?" I asked and Alex nodded.
"Also to take people's minds of everything, why don't we go in as a couple and let everyone know we're together." I said and Alex smiled and nodded.
But the smile soon dropped and Alex looked down.
"I never got to tell dad we was together." Alex whispered.
"He knew, Christ the poor man heard us having sex enough times." I said and Alex chuckled softly.
"That's true." Alex said and I lent forward and kissed him.
"Right, you need to have a shower because you sink and your hair is greasy." I said and got of Alex and pulled the covers off him.
"I don't smell that bad." Alex said.
"Babe, you haven't showered in like a week, you sink my darling." I said and Alex chuckled.
"Okay I'll have a shower then." Alex said and got out of bed which was the first time in a week unless he wanted the toilet.
"That's my man." I said and Alex smiled.
"I'll see you in a bit yeah." I said and kissed Alex's forehead.
Alex just nodded and walked towards the bathroom.
This felt like a huge weight off my shoulders and I felt really proud of Alex at the moment.

We got to school and everyone was looking at us which made Alex uncomfortable.
"Just breath, I've got you." I said quietly into his hair and kissed the top of his head.
A girl called Martha came over and stopped us from walking.
"Alex, I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. He was a great guy and he'll be missed by everyone. If you need someone then I'm here for you." Martha said and I looked at Alex who was looking down.
"Thanks Martha, now fuck off and leave us alone." I said and bardged past her with Alex following and we walked towards Alex's locker.
Along the way more people stopped us and was sending the condolences to Alex but I could see that Alex was going to either lose his shit or run off.
I was just hoping he would lose his shit and not run off.

"Wish people would stop fucking coming over and saying how sorry they are for my loss." Alex said grumpy as he slammed his locker door shut.
"They just want you to know they care." I said carefully and Alex glared at me.
"Why should they care now? Wow my dad is dead so is the rest of my family who gives a flying shit." Alex spat which took me by surprise.
Alex sighed loudly and ran his hand through his hair and looked at me.
"Sorry, I don't mean to snap at you." Alex said quietly and walked into my chest and hugged me which I returned and kissed the top of his head.
"It's okay." I said and Alex looked at me and kissed me which I returned.
"Let's go to class yeah." I said and Alex groaned loudly and he turned round and I got hold of his hand and we walked to class.

By lunch I could see Alex was really trying to hold it all back.
"Babe, if you want to blow then just do it." I said as we walked outside to meet up with Josh and Finn.
"I'm so fucking close to blowing my top right now." Alex said and you could hear that he was holding everything in.
"Just do it. I would." I said and Alex chuckled.
Another person came over and said their condolences and that was it Alex just flipped.
"If another person comes over to me and says how fucking sorry they are I will fucking kill them! Yes my dad is fucking dead big fucking whoop! Now fuck off and leave me the fuck alone! It's not that you all fucking care in the first place so why should you all care now! Just back off!" Alex said loudly and everyone stopped and looked at him.
"Does anyone want to fucking say something or are we just going to get in wthem to our day like nothing has fucking happened!" Alex said loudly and sarcastically.
"Babe you said you bit now let's go and have a cigarette." I said quietly and caught hold of his arm and guided Alex outside.

Notes

Too tired to write anymore... seriously don't like this story anymore..

Comments

Oh, no girl! Hope you get better soon. Stay strong!

T-what T-what
9/3/17

Nooo, it was a good chapter, lots of drama revealed.

T-what T-what
8/30/17

Awww. There just so cute together. Love your stories, and how you wrote them in this one.

Try not to be so hard on yourself. I love your stories. They really are great.

Aww, they're so cute together!

T-what T-what
4/9/17

Don't be so hard on yourself, I think the chapters are really good, you write so many stories on here and I really like your ideas they are very creative.

T-what T-what
3/27/17