Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

The Lion and The Lamb

.

Trigger warning mentions abuse

Jack's POV

I woke up alone in bed which was strange as it wasn't normal for my bed to b empty as I either have Ruby or Alex in bed with me.
I rolled myself out of bed and saw that Alex's bag was still in my room so he must still be round but I wasn't really getting my hopes up about it.

I went downstairs and saw Charlie wondering round in just his pants.
"Your boyfriend is on the sofa fast asleep with Ruby on his chest." Charlie said and I smiled.
"He's not my boyfriend, just a friend." I said and Charlie smirked at me.
"Look you clearly like the boy, just ask him out yeah." Charlie said and walked off and I just rolled my eyes and walked into the sitting room and smiled at the sight.
Alex was asleep on his back with Ruby asleep on his chest where Alex had a arm over Ruby and a arm behind his head.

I took a picture and then I had to wake Alex up because I had to get Ruby to her child minders and us to school but I don't think we was going to go as Alex was quite upset last night.
"Alex." I said quietly in hope he could hear me but he must of been sound asleep as he didn't move but I knew he was breathing as Ruby's head was going up and down in time of Alex's breathing.
"Lex, you need to wake up." I said and touch his hand which he moved but he didn't wake up.
"Babe you need to wake up now." I said a bit louder and brushed my finger over his eyelash which made Alex's eyes flutter and he looked round and glared at me when he saw me.
"Fuck off and let me sleep." Alex muttered and rolled over keeping a hold of Ruby as he did so.
"I have to take Ruby to her child minders and we have to go to school." I said.
"Well I'm not going to school." Alex muttered.
I rolled my eyes and gently shook Ruby up who's head peered over Alex's body.
"Hey sleepyhead, want to wake up first and ill make you a milkshake and have some breakfast?" I said softly and Ruby nodded while rubbing her eyes and having a big yawn.
"He having breakfast?" Ruby asked and looked at Alex.
"His name is Alex and I don't know because he needs to wake up first." I said and let Ike's back at Alex and he was sort of awake and sort of asleep.
I bent over Alex and picked Ruby up and put her on the floor.
"Go and take your teddy upstairs and come back down." I said and Ruby looked down.

"What's the matter?" I asked and sat on the floor and made Ruby look at me.
"Where's 'Ami?" Ruby asked and sat on my lap.
"I don't know, but we don't need her okay. Because it's just me and you and probably Alex as well. 'Ami takes some nasty stuff and she does nasty things doesn't she?" I said and Ruby looked down and nodded.
"She hurt me." Ruby sniffed.
"I know she did." I said and kissed the top of her head.
"You won't be like 'Ami will you?" Ruby asked and looked at me.
"Baby no, no I won't be like her you know that. I'm going to look after you, I promise you that." I said and held her close to me.
"ahabak." I said quietly.
"ahbuk 'aydaan." Ruby said quietly.
"Go and take teddy upstairs and I'll get breakfast going for you." I said and Ruby nodded and looked at me and I smiled at her.
"But first I want a kiss." I said and Ruby smiled and gave me a sloppy kiss which I returned and I got a hug and Ruby went upstairs.
I watched her and I looked down and sighed as I lent against the sofa.
I felt someone hold my hand which made me jump and I looked and saw Alex looking at me with a small smile on his face.
"I need to go and make breakfast." I sniffed and got up and went to the kitchen.

I was in the middle of making Ruby a milkshake when I felt myself being pulled away and I felt myself being pulled into a hug which I returned and hid my face in their shoulder.
It smelt like Alex which made me smile and hug him tighter.
"What you doing Jacky?" I heard Ruby ask and I sniffed and let go of Alex and looked at Ruby.
"I'm just having a hug." I sniffed only just realizing I was crying.
"Why you crying?" Ruby asked and I felt Alex look at me and he walked over to Ruby and picked her up.
"Why don't you tell me what milkshake you want and what you want for breakfast and I'll see what I can do for you." Alex said and Ruby nodded and Alex sat her on the side and put two different kinds of milkshakes in front of her.
"Go outside and have a cigarette, think I have this covered." Alex said softly and looked at me but kept his arm close to Ruby so she doesn't fall off the side.
"I haven't got any." I said quietly and Alex felt round his hoodie and he pulled out some cigarettes and a lighter and handed them to me.
"Thanks." I whispered and went outside.

I was miles away when I felt myself being pulled into someone's side.
"I'm afraid I have your sister in a mess." Alex said and I chuckled and looked down.
"Forgot to warn you she makes a mess." I said quietly and sniffed.
"So she is currently covered in chocolate." Alex said and I moved away from him and put my cigarette in the ash pot and went to get up but Alex caught hold of my hand and I looked at him.
"Want to go to the hill and we can talk about it if you want." Alex said softly and I nodded and went inside to sort Ruby out.



Me and Alex was sat in silence at the hill looking at view and just enjoying each other's company.
"You speak another language?" Alex asked breaking the silence which made me jump and look at him.
"Yeah, um my dad used to tell me off if I spoke English at home so I had to learn Arabic." I said and looked down and messed with the grass.
"Ruby knows it as well?" Alex asked.
"I'm teaching her. But I don't want to put any pressure on her to learn it if she doesn't want to learn it. So every year on her birthday I teacher her a new words along with some other words." I said.
"What about Charlie?" Alex asked.
"Charlie has a different dad to me and he's 18 years older than me." I said.
"Your mum was a right slut, no offense." Alex said and I chuckled.
"She was 14 when she had Charlie, 32 when she had me and she was 50 when she had Ruby." I said.
"How long has she been on the drugs?" Alex asked softly.
"She was 17 when she started, she hasn't really stopped to be honest." I said sadly.
"Jack I'm so sorry." Alex said softly.
"It doesn't matter. I want nothing to do with her and Ruby is going to have a different life to what I had." I said and looked at Alex who smiled at me.

Me and Alex left the hill and we was walking around, at some point Alex's hand slipped into my and I wasn't going to refuse it so we was happily walking round holding hands.
We got to the river and I sat down and pulled Alex onto my lap which made him smile and he rested his head on my shoulder and he traced his fingers over my burn scars.
"Why did she burn you?" Alex asked softly and looked at me.
"I was naughty when I was little and she thought by burning me with her cigarette was a good way of teaching me what I had done was wrong. She used to do it loads but most of them didn't scar." I said quietly and Alex picked my arm up and kissed one of the nasty scars I had.
"Nobody should hurt their child like that. It's abuse Jack and you can get her done for abusing you." Alex said and I shook my head.
"It might of sound like abuse but it was everyday life for me. I didn't even know it was wrong if you get me." I said and looked at Alex who had a small smile on his face.
"I get you." Alex whispered which made me smile and Alex pulled my head down and kissed me which I was happy to returned.

Me and Alex was sat in my room cuddling since Ruby was in bed.
"Where was Charlie? Surely he was old enough to take you in and look after you like you do with Ruby." Alex said as he messed with my hand since my arm was round his shoulders and I had my hand resting on his chest.
"Charlie went and lived with his dad when he was 10, him and his dad are really close. It wasn't until I was 7 when I realized I had brother as Charlie came home one day to see if mum was still alive or not." I said.
"I don't want to talk about this anymore, I want to talk about us." I said and moved so I was sat on Alex.
"I have a empty house we can go to if you want sex." Alex said and I chuckled.
"I don't want that, yet anyway all depends on how this goes first." I said and Alex looked at me confused on what I was talking about.
"Okay, so I know we said we'll be friends with benefits and that but I seriously can't be that anymore." I said and Alex looked down with sadness in his eyes.
"Get off me." Alex said quietly.
"Alex listen to me, I don't want to be that anymore because I want something more serious with you." I said and Alex looked back at me with confusion and tears in his eyes.
"W..W..What do you mean something more serious?" Alex asked and a tear rolled down his check and I wiped it away and I kissed him softly.
"I don't want just hook ups with you anymore. I am going to break all my rules I have about not being in relationships and say I want to be in a relationship with you." I said and at first Alex looked at me shocked and then he sat up and kissed me hard.
"Take it the answer is yes then?" I chuckled and Alex smiled and kissed me again.
"Yeah it's a yes." Alex said and rested his forehead against mine.
"We sort of done everything a bit wrong haven't we?" I said and Alex smiled and shook his head.
"Na, we did it our own way." Alex said and kissed me and he got off me and ran over to my pile of hoodie and pulled out my hoodie which was too big for the pair of us but Alex seems to love it.
Alex took his hoodie off and put mine on and walked back over and flopped on my bed.
"Can finally steal this hoodie." Alex said and put the sleeves on his face and I couldn't help but smile and lie down next to him.
"You could of stolen it if you wanted it, don't think I would of noticed anyway." I said and Alex looked at me and smiled.
"Just because we're together doesn't mean you can call me babe and it doesn't mean you can get a boner when we cuddle." Alex said and I pouted at him.
"But babe." I said and Alex looked at me and hit my chest playfully.
"No. Suppose it is better than being called bae as I heard that means bacon in Dutch or whatever, I dunno I can't be bothered to use google translate." Alex said.
"Okay bae." I said and Alex looked at me.
"I'm joking." I chuckled and Alex shook his head and he rolled onto his side and he looked like he could fall asleep.
"Take your jeans off and get under the covers." I said and Alex shook his head.
"Am I going to have to do it for you?" I asked and a smirk found its way to Alex's lips.
"Do it yourself then." I said and climbed over Alex and started to undress and I looked over my shoulder and I could see Alex watching and I stopped.
"Well don't stop I was enjoying the show." Alex said and I rolled my eyes and I turned back round and carried on getting undressed until I was in my pants and I turned round and walked back over to bed and climbed back over Alex and got under the covers.
Alex also got under the cover and he cuddled into my back.
"I don't like it, swap." I said and rolled over so I was now the big spoon and Alex was little spoon.
"Is that better?" Alex asked and I nodded and kisssed the back of his head and we both settled down and went to sleep.

Notes

I really don't know about this chapter or this story...

but yay they are finally together..

Comments

Oh, no girl! Hope you get better soon. Stay strong!

T-what T-what
9/3/17

Nooo, it was a good chapter, lots of drama revealed.

T-what T-what
8/30/17

Awww. There just so cute together. Love your stories, and how you wrote them in this one.

Try not to be so hard on yourself. I love your stories. They really are great.

Aww, they're so cute together!

T-what T-what
4/9/17

Don't be so hard on yourself, I think the chapters are really good, you write so many stories on here and I really like your ideas they are very creative.

T-what T-what
3/27/17