The Lion and The Lamb

Jack's POV

I took Ruby home and went back round to Alex's.
"Thought you was going home?" Dean asked.
"Alex needs someone tonight, I hope my sister wasn't annoying while I was with Alex." I said and Dean smiled with a soft chuckle.
"She was good as gold. Thank you for being here for Alex. Yeah me and him are close but he still keeps a awful lot away from me." Dean said.
"I'm glad Ruby was good. I'm just being a friend. But if you don't mind me asking, how did Alex get those scars on his arm, stomach and hips?" I asked.
"Alex self harms. His last breakdown resulted in him almost killing himself." Dean said and looked down.
"When was that? If you don't mind me asking these sort of questions." I said.
"It was almost a year ago. Just promise me you don't go fishing to much about his mum. They was really close and it almost killed him that he had to move here to be with me. It's a very very sensitive subject for Alex." Dean said and I nodded.
"Okay." I said quietly.
"You can also stay round if you want." Dean said and I smiled and nodded.
"Thank you Dean." I said quietly and went upstairs to Alex.

I got to Alex's room and saw Alex in a ball on his bed.
"Said I'd come back." I said quietly and walked over to Alex and next to his bed.
Alex smiled and sniffed a little.
"What have I said about your face being to pretty for being tear stained." I said and wiped some from his cheeks which made Alex smile.
"There's nothing pretty about me." Alex sniffed and looked down.
"Now that's bullshit." I scoffed and made Alex look at me.
"Everything about you is pretty. Your beautiful." I said and Alex shook his head and I got up and pushed Alex onto his back and I sat on him.
"What you doing?" Alex said and I pecked him on the lips and pulled back and looked at Alex who pulled my head down and kissed me hard.

Alex was lead on his front looking at me as I was on my side tracing my finger up and down his spine.
"So that happened." Alex chuckled.
"Do you think your dad heard us?" I asked suddenly remembering that Dean was in the house.
"Probably but he doesn't care, he's heard it all before." Alex said with a smug look on his face.
"So what would this make us?" I asked and Alex rolled on to his back and I moved to his side which Alex put his arm over my shoulder and he started o trace patterns on my shoulder which felt really nice.
"Friends with benefits?" Alex said and I looked at him and nodded and Alex moved and kissed me moving so I was underneath him.
Alex moved and started to give me hickies along my color bones which made me hum in contentment.
Alex moved back up and kissed me hard and not my lead and pulled back which made me moan.
"Christ just do something." I hissed at Alex and he chuckled and lent down so his lips was just centimeters away from me.
"All in good time, need to get you begging first." Alex whispered and kissed me while he ran his hands up and down my body and he moved his lips and put them on my nipples and started to tease.
"This isn't fair, I never did this to you." I complained.
"That's because you've been wanting to have sex with me for ages and you just wanted to get on with it. Whereas I think you need to beg a little to get something out of me." Alex smirked and kissed me which made me groan in frustration which made Alex chuckle.


I cuddled into Alex's side feeling exhausted which was a first me as none of the people I have had sex with has never made me this tired.
I looked at my phone and saw it was 4 in the morning.
"Fuck it's four in the morning, I have work at 9." I whispered to Alex.
"Better go to sleep then. Don't want you dying while at work." Alex muttered.
"That wouldn't be good." I whispered and looked at Alex who had now fallen asleep.
I sighed and got comfy and also fell asleep.

Notes

Christ I really can't write smut :/
Seriously don't like any of the these chapters...