Night Drives

Jacks POV

Alex had fallen asleep after his somewhat breakdown but it means that I have to keep a closer eye on Alex because things can't be good inside his head right now.

Someone knocked on the door and walked in.
"Shit, Jack I didn't know you was here." Alaska sniffed, sounding like she's been crying.
"It's fine, want me to wake Alex up for you?" I said.
"No, can I just sit with you?" Alaska asked.
"Yeah sure you can, just let me move over a little." I said and gently move Alex over which made him moan quietly and he actually moved and I moved making some room for Alaska and she came over and sat next to me.
"Looks like Lex has had a bad day as well." Alaska said quietly.
"You don't want to know." I said and looked at Alex who and cuddled into my side.
"He has his scars showing, Lex is very sensitive when it comes to showing his scars." Alaska said.
"I know he is. Just maybe he wanted to be normal and have the sun on his arms." I said
Alaska just sighed and lead down.
"What's up, you don't seem like yourself." I said.
"I just have a lot on my mind. Relationship problems, same old, same old." Alaska said quietly.
"Want to talk about it?" I asked and Alaska chuckled and looked at me.
"I dunno. I normally only talk to Alex about serious things and I know Alex talks to me." Alaska said and looked at Alex.
"I'm here you know, for you and for Alex." I said and Alaska smiled.
"I know, I'm glad Alex has you. You seem different to all the other guys Alex has been with." Alaska said.
I looked at her confused.
"Alex relied on a lot of sex, drugs and alcohol to forget what was going on in his mind. But it wasn't enough as you can see on his arms." Alaska said.
"Mum and dad didn't want to send him away but they had no choice. I was either send Alex away or lose another child. Alex is pretty much the favorite but how he not be the favorite. Everything about him is lovable." Alaska said and I smiled.

"I know I'm the outsider of this family and everything but you seem like you have something on your chest. Talk to me, I know I'm not Alex but I can try and help you." I said and Alaska smiled.
"I dunno where to start." Alaska said and I smiled.
"You said you have relationship problems, start from there, I've had my fair share of shit relationships." I said and Alaska rolled onto her side resting her head on her hand.
"What's your longest relationship?" Alaska asked.
" Mine was 2 years. A shitty 2 years." I said and looked down.
"I've been with Drew for 4 years. He was there for me when Chairle got killed." Alaska said.
"S you've had your fair share of arguments then." I said.
"Yeah, but the main me was him going to college while I was still at school. It wasn't that I didn't trust him, it was the other girls I didn't trust." Alaska said quietly.
"So how old is Drew?" I asked confused because I had no clue.
"He's 22. So I was 18 when he went to college but then he dropped out because it wasn't for him." Alaska said and Alex moved and he sat up stretching and looking round.
"The fuck you doing in my bed?" Alex asked Alaska sleepily as he lead back down and rested his head on my chest.
"Wanted to get in with the gay action. But I wanted to talk to you but you was asleep so I was talking to Jack instead." Alaska said.
"Like fuck your having gay time with us." Alex said and I chuckled.
"Such a charmer." I said and looked at Alex.

Alaska left after a while and Alex was sat on me messing with my hair.
"What's with the blonde strip in your hair?" Alex asked.
"To get the good looking guys." I said and Alex chuckled.
"No, be serious here. Why? Don't get me wrong it makes you look good but I don't understand why." Alex said and I smiled.
"I wanted to stand out a little. So yeah, that's how the blonde strip came along." I said.
"So fucking your teacher doesn't make you stand out but having a blonde strip in your hair does." Alex said sounding confused.
"Well that teacher was a cunt." I said quietly.
"What happened?" Alex asked and sat in the gap of my legs with his legs either side of me.
"I was in a relationship with a cunt." I said quietly and Alex made me look at him.
"Did he hurt you in anyway?" Alex asked with worry in his eyes.
"Expect my heart, but he didn't hurt me. It was all consensual what we did." I said.
"Well you don't need him anymore because you have me." Alex said softly and lent forward and pecked my lips which made me smile.
"Boys, dinner is ready." Alex's mum said through the door and soon a load of noise filled the house.
"Thank fuck I'm starving. Hope it's something good." Alex said and got off me.
Alex offered me his hand which I took and he pulled me up which made me crash into him which made him chuckle and Alex kissed me which I returned.
Alex took my hand in his and pretty much dragged me downstairs for dinner.

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