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Is This The End?

I told you everything I possibly can

“So does that mean I can stay here for a little bit,” I whispered after explaining vaguely what had happened.

“I mean, until you can get back on your feet sure,” he replied.

“If you don’t mind me asking, where’s your girlfriend?”

“Oh, uh, we broke up a few months ago.”

“I’m sorry for mentioning it.”

“You’re fine, uh, it’s a one bedroom house so I can take the couch if you want the bed Shay, I don’t mind.”

“No Lex, take the bed, it’s your house. It’s completely fine, I’m just thankful for a place to sleep.”

He rolled his eyes and took my bags up to the bedroom. I was very thankful of Alex; he didn’t have to allow me to live with him for who knows how long. I mean, I hate relying on people for things so that means I probably won’t be under his roof for too long. I was just thankful that he was willing to have me here for some time. I would need to make sure to thank him later.

“Do you want some wine,” Alex asked.

“Can you just hand me the bottle,” I asked.

He laughed and handed me an unopened bottle. I didn’t think he was going to but I smiled at him and laughed in response. I sighed, putting the bottle on the coffee table. I walked into the kitchen and got a bottle opener. I popped the cork and set it aside, just in case.

“As much as I would love to I don’t need to drink a full bottle of wine so you want half, it’s yours anyway,” I told him.

“What just drink it out of the bottle,” he asked, sounded slightly horrified.

“You’re a bachelor and you don’t drink out of the container? I was engaged and I did.”

I took a mouthful of wine and pointed the bottle to him. He sighed, doing the same. I was glad that he was so welcoming to me; I had missed a lot of how our friendship was. It wasn’t like Emma prevented me from doing anything I was just so in love with her I wanted to spend all my free time with her. She was always an anomaly. She was straight, she swore it up and down and then there was me that cared more about the personality than the plumbing. Her parents weren’t a fan of me not because I was a woman or anything mainly. They just weren’t a fan of me because their daughter was going so far and I was in a band, I hadn’t finished college or anything and she was going so far in life. It was only they thought she deserved better, than again I thought the same.

“Shay, are you okay. Don’t say just say yes I mean are you actually okay,” Alex asked.

“Honestly, it hurts. I miss her already. I miss her smile, her hands in mine, her warmth next to me. I just miss her. I’ll survive though,” I answered quietly.

“You probably want to go to bed; I’ll bring you to the room where you’re going to stay. It sounds like you’ve had a long day and you probably want to sleep.”

I followed him up the stairs and watched as he put some of my bags on his bed. I pulled them off knowing the look he gave me. I curled up on the bed and Alex sat down next to me. He ran his hand through my hair. I heard him going to stand up and I grabbed his arm.

“Please stay with me tonight,” I whispered softly.

Notes

Hope y'all like chapter 2, the next chapter will be on tour and it will be more upbeat. Shay just doesn't want to be alone and Alex is pretty quiet in all of this. Wanted to get another chapter out because I'm not sure how many more I can write over break.

Rate and comment if y'all enjoy :)

Title Credit: Two Out Of Three Ain't Bad - Meatloaf

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