Life isn't a fashion statement.

Jacks POV

Alex had fallen asleep on my side of the bed, I wasn't tired even though it was 2 in the morning.
I put all of Alex's photos in the box and looked at a couple of them.
I noticed all the smiles that Alex was putting on was fake and I could see the pain in his eyes.
His childhood was completely different to what mine was.
I looked at Alex and smiled and put the thick blanket we had over him which made him sigh loudly and I quietly got off the bed and picked the box off and walked over to the walk in wardrobe and put the box on Alex's side and some stuff which I had no clue off as I wasn't going to stick my big nose in it.
I checked in Alex and saw he was still sound asleep and Hank was lead on the bed and was looking at me.
"Come on then dickhead." I said quietly and Hank followed me to the kitchen where I cleaned the kitchen.

After I did that I went outside and let Hank out so he could go for a piss or whatever he does.
I saw Alex's lyric book on the table and I picked it up and had a little look then put it back down again and just sat there completely lost in thought and thinking about whatever came to my head.
"What you doing out here?" I heard Alex say sleepily and I looked up and saw Alex leaning against the door frame.
"Couldn't sleep and I didn't want to keep you up." I said and Alex smiled and rested his head against the door frame.
"Come back to bed, its cold and too big without you in it." Alex said sleepily.
I smiled and got up and looked for Hank and I could see he was already on the sofa indoors just waiting for me and Alex to go to bed.
I walked over to Alex and caught hold of his hand and walked back towards our room where I pulled the covers back and gently pushed Alex into the bed and put the covers over him.
I walked round to my side of the bed taking my clothes off as I did and once I was in just my pants I climbed into bed where Alex moved and cuddled into my side like he always does.
"What I told you doesn't make you think different of me does it?" Alex asked quietly.
"Course it doesn't. Your still the person who I want to wake up to everyday. I don't care what your past was like as long as your over it and your now happy that's all what matters to me." I said and looked at Alex who had a smile on his face which made me smile.
"I love you Jack." Alex yawned.
"I love you too Lex." I said and looked at what I could watch on Netflix as Alex was fast asleep again and this time I knew he wasn't going to wake up.

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