Life isn't a fashion statement.

Jacks POV

Me, Alex, Eric, Rowan and their partners went to this club to let our hair down like we always do when I'm in town since I hardly see them anymore and there was only so much time I could spend with my parents and I known that Alex was itching to get out of his face and forget the last 2 weeks he has had so I finally gave in and let Alex have his way like always.

"Your fucking soft around him." Eric said loudly over the music which was blasting through the club.
"How can I not? Have you seen his big brown eyes its hard not to say no to him." I said loudly back and looked over to Alex who was dancing with Kat and Rowan's partner Esme.
"Those big brown eyes could only be with you because you have money and he has fuck all." Rowan said.
"Well Alex isn't like that. He refuses any money I give him and he hates spending my money so I don't see him being like the rest of the cunts I've been with." I said.
"Give him time." Rowan said.
"Okay so do you guys hate him or something because you two are being very negative towards him." I said and lent forward while having a shot of whiskey and pouring myself another shot since I got a bottle of the stuff.
"We don't hate him. We don't trust him that's all." Eric said.
"What you just think he's fucking my ass because he wants my money? Yeah some how I don't see Alex fucking me just for my money." I scoffed.
"Okay, maybe he's using you so he can get his name into more modeling and then when he finds someone else he'll fuck you over just like everyone else." Rowan said drinking his drink.
"Alex has turned down every modeling job offered to him which isn't by my company or of the company he was working with before me. Trust me when I say he works with a load of girls so I don't see him running off with them considering he's as bent as a fucking roundabout so can you at least try and think of something positive about him and just see how happy I actually am with him." I said not wanting to talk about this anymore.
"He's got a fine ass on him and that's coming from someone who's straight so your lucky in the sex department." Eric said.
"Thank you." I said with a smile.
"How do you know you can trust him? He looks like he could run off at any moment of time and who's going to be the people who picks up the broken pieces? Its going to be us. We don't want to see you getting fucked over Jack. Can't you see we're just looking out for you." Rowan said.
"Its not as if he has my credit card now is it. Have you thought about him and what he has been through in his life? Maybe he has had nobody there to pick up his broken pieces. You don't know how truly broken he is and I want to be the one thing that he can love and knows he is safe with." I said and looked over to Alex who was joking round with Kat and Esme.
"Fine, but when he breaks up with you don't come running to me because I'm just going to say I told you so." Rowan said.
"That's if he breaks up with me." I said and had another shot.
Rowan just glared at me while Eric just rolled his eyes.

After a while Alex, Kat and Esme came back and sat with us.
"So Alex tell us about yourself then." Rowan said and me and Eric looked at him.
"Can you just fucking drop it Rowan." Eric said.
"What? I just want to know the person that has our Jacks heart is that too much to ask for." Rowan said and looked at Alex.
"Well my name is Alex and your brother is very good in bed by the way." Alex said completely catching everyone of guard.
"Alex drop it." I said.
"What, he wanted to know a bit about me so I just putting it out there." Alex said and I sighed.
"Don't worry, I'll play nice." Alex said and pecked my lips and looked back at Rowan who didn't look impressed.
" So what else do you want to know about me? Considering I'm drunk right now you might be lucky in some secrets." Alex said and sat back while drinking his drink.
"Are you using my brother for money?" Rowan asked.
"Why would I use someone as good looking and as loving as Jack? I'm not a bastard if thats what you think." Alex said.
"Because of that exact reason, Jack is dumb and blind when it comes to love." Rowan said and I choked on my drink.
"Dumb and blind? Pffft, well he's clearly not dumb nor is he blind considering he fucks me in the mattress all night long and at the end of it he always moans my name." Alex said and ran his tongue along his teeth with a smirk on his face.
"Alex stop." I said and pinched his leg.
"I'm just playing along sweet cheeks. Two can play this game and that's what I'm going to do." Alex said and kissed my cheek.
I just groaned and let Alex and Rowan continue.
" Well he must be blind considering you tried to top yourself and you are always taking drugs and drinking." Rowan said and I could sense Alex's mood changing quickly.
"Rowan that's bang out of order and you know it." Eric said defensively for Alex and in some way for Kat as well.
"Its fucking true though. Who would want to be with someone like that. He better off in a ditch where nobody can find him." Rowan said and drunk his drink.
Everyone just stayed quiet and looked at Rowan in shock.
Alex finished his drink and got up and left the table and I could see how much that actually hurt him.
"Your a fucking bastard you know, you have no right in saying that about Alex." I said.
"I'm just saying what everyone thinks." Rowan said and looked at me.
"Well I like the lad." Eric said which made me smile.
"I happen to love him. Your not the one who has to live with him so I suggest you stay the fuck away from him." I growled as I got up and went looking for Alex.

I looked in the toilets and I could hear someone sniffing in one of the toilets.
I walked over and knocked on the door.
"Babe, its me open up for me." I said and waited a few minutes and the toilet door opened and Alex just stood there with tears rolling down his cheeks.
I walked over to him and pulled him into a hug which Alex returned.
"He's right about me. You don't need someone like me in your life." Alex sobbed and I made him look at me.
"You drunk and your emotional. Let's go home and sleep this off yeah." I said and Alex stood back and looked at me.
"You don't want me do you?" Alex asked and more tears rolled down his face.
I pulled Alex into another hug.
"I will always want you Lex. I don't care what you have done in your past as long as I have you in my future and don't care." I said and kissed the top of his head.
Alex stood back and looked at me and I kissed him which he returned.
"Let's go home and sleep this off." I said and Alex sniffed and nodded.
"Come on the drunkzilla." I said and Alex smiled as I caught hold of his hand and we went off home.

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