Long Live Us

This was finally my moment. Sex was just sex before, but this time it would really mean something. The girl I love was below me- We'd managed to make our way to the backseat once the car was put in park- And she was wearing nothing but a lace-covered push-up bra and black, nearly see-through underwear. Her breath was heavy, her nails were digging into my back as I trailed kisses from her neck to her breast line, but the lack of space made me uncomfortable. Had it not been for the buldge in my boxers pressed against her thigh, I would have been complaining. But she looked so fucking perfect. We were parked along an empty street, with nothing but the stars and moonlight glowing through the windows. I wanted her. Badly. Right now.

My hands my their way to her chest. I cupped one of her breast in my left hand and had to stop myself from ripping her underwear off right then and there. I could feel the heat hitting my hips. Oh yeah, she wanted me just as much. I slipped my fingers behind her back, which was arching slightly from my force against her her hips, and managed to undo the clasps of her bra. She slid out of it easily, allowing me to take in every inch of her exposed chest. God, I loved this girl.

Her legs slowly lifted up, and since she didn't have enough room to slid my boxers off with her hand, she attempted to do so with her feet. This is where I realized something was terribly wrong here. Stella was a virgin, yes, but she was the love of my life and deserved to be treated as such. It was the last thing I wanted to do, but I sat up, stopping her from removing anymore clothing.

"What's wrong?" She breathed, slowly sitting up beside me. "Is it me? I'm sorry.."

"Fuck no, it's not you, you're perfect.." I wasn't lying, either. "It's just.. This is your first time, Stell. I want it to be everything you've dreamed of. Do you really want to say you lost your virginity in a car where you didn't even have room to move?"

"It doesn't matter where we do it. I just want to do it with you."

"I get that," I shrugged. "I just don't think this is something you're going to smile about when we're older. Not only that, but I get the feeling you just want to sleep with me to get back at your brother for having sex before you. I know it bothers you that you're the only virgin in the band, but that's something to be proud of, not feel bad about."

Stella's frown shattered my heart. Honestly, she looked like she was about to cry. I felt horrible for turning her down when she was nearly nude in front me, but I think she realized I was right as she snapped her bra back into its rightful place. She groaned, slipping her shirt over her head as well. Following her lead, I pulled my own shirt over my head and we both managed to put our jeans on.

"You're right," she finally breathed, trying to smooth out her infamous hair. "This is the wrong time and place.. But I do want to have sex with you, Jack."

"Don't rush yourself," I planted a kiss on her cheek. "Being a virgin in the world today is rare. You're the diamond while the rest of us are coal.. And don't you think for one second that I won't wait for you to be ready, because I will. It sucks, I admit that, but I'll wait for you."

"You're the best boyfriend ever," Stella cracked a smile. "I love you, Jack."

"I love you more, Stell."

I pulled the beautiful brunette into a hug, kissing her forhead in the sweetest way I could muster. I knew the girl had a lot of things going on with her. Our career, school, family.. Basic teenage problems that make your head want to explode. But with me by her side, I knew we'd get there and we'd be happier than we've ever been.

"Let's go home, before my dad blows up my phone."

I allowed Stell to climb into the front seat first, then I joined her. I linked our fingers together once the car was started and slowly drifted to where her father would surely be waiting with a lecture on his mind. One day I'd prove to him, to Mrs. Gaskarth and my beautiful girlfriend that I'm honestly in this for the long run. I just need them all to have a little faith in me. It's hard, being the one who always has a finger in their face. Now I could only hope Alex would back off enough for me to enjoy my life with Stell, instead of pushing me so far away from her we don't make it to see those happy days.

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