I'm A Walking Travesty
Floral And Fading
**Alex**
I woke up to my alarm and dragged my self out of bed to go shower but I wasn't feeling to good about going back to school and ended up cutting. When I got out of the shower and looked and myself in this mirror with disgust, looking at all my scars and the new cuts which I regret and picking at my skin. When a tear rolls down my cheek I wipe it away and go back to my room to get dressed.
Once I'm dressed finish drying off my almost dry hazel hair and start to straighten it. It still looks like shit but then again I always will. But if I didn't leave now i was gonna be late, not that I cared. I picked up my oversized hoodie and put it on, I then grabbed my backpack and I ran downstairs and put on my shoes and grabbed my keys and a beanie I'd left downstairs. And left for hell.
When I got to school I took a quick detour before home room to my locker to get the books I needed and some muscly guy, provably the captain of the football team, was saying something while looking at me but I shook it off and went to homeroom. In homeroom all I did was listened to music and had Jack staring at me the whole time and then when he noticed that I'd noticed him staring he'd blush and look down.
Once homeroom was done I made a speedy exit and headed to geography and wait outside till the teacher went in so I could ask where to sit, at my old school we had to sit in our places unless told otherwise or we'd have detention, I mean I was awesome at those detentions as I never showed for them. The teacher told me to sit in the only empty seat which just happened to be next to Jack, why'd that have to be the only empty seat, why is it always me, he'll try to be friends with me and I dont want any friends because all the do is betray and hurt you and bullied all over again. And that was not going to happen.
I woke up to my alarm and dragged my self out of bed to go shower but I wasn't feeling to good about going back to school and ended up cutting. When I got out of the shower and looked and myself in this mirror with disgust, looking at all my scars and the new cuts which I regret and picking at my skin. When a tear rolls down my cheek I wipe it away and go back to my room to get dressed.
Once I'm dressed finish drying off my almost dry hazel hair and start to straighten it. It still looks like shit but then again I always will. But if I didn't leave now i was gonna be late, not that I cared. I picked up my oversized hoodie and put it on, I then grabbed my backpack and I ran downstairs and put on my shoes and grabbed my keys and a beanie I'd left downstairs. And left for hell.
When I got to school I took a quick detour before home room to my locker to get the books I needed and some muscly guy, provably the captain of the football team, was saying something while looking at me but I shook it off and went to homeroom. In homeroom all I did was listened to music and had Jack staring at me the whole time and then when he noticed that I'd noticed him staring he'd blush and look down.
Once homeroom was done I made a speedy exit and headed to geography and wait outside till the teacher went in so I could ask where to sit, at my old school we had to sit in our places unless told otherwise or we'd have detention, I mean I was awesome at those detentions as I never showed for them. The teacher told me to sit in the only empty seat which just happened to be next to Jack, why'd that have to be the only empty seat, why is it always me, he'll try to be friends with me and I dont want any friends because all the do is betray and hurt you and bullied all over again. And that was not going to happen.
Notes
Sorry it's soooooo short but I have the world's worst headache since and almost two hour storm wants to blow my head off and it won't goddamn stop!! I literally have my music volume on full and I can still hear it and my phones dying and there's no power, legit gonna cry, someone help me!!
Also let me know what you think so I know if this is boring or not.
And me promises to write longer chapters as it only Alex.
Title Credit- Pierce The Veil
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Heyyyy, you actually commented Yayyyyy..... Thank you so much. Haha.
I write a lot but its never normally all time low related so I dont upload but I won't and I promise to be better on updates :)
thank you again.
love ya too :)
1/25/17