I'm A Walking Travesty
All You Are Is History
**Jack**
I walk as slowly as I can towards school, why did I bother to even walk to school? It's not like school is going to be any help people are just going to be dicks as usual and then we have to do this big run in gym. Shit! Gym! I forgot about gym class I have to change in front if people and I have cuts.
I feel my self start to panic so I take I detour down the ally nearest to me and I slide down the wall trying to calm myself. I gasp for air, struggling to breathe more with each second. As im gasping for air a shadow falls upon me, I look up and see Alex, who looks as though he's about to ask me something.
I cant see Alex when im like this and Alex sure as hell can't see me when im like this. Without thinking, through my gasps, I yell "go away!" Even though it comes out as more of a whisper but being this early in a morning it was quiet so Alex heard me and if the quiet wasn't enough to verify it the extra sadness that falls upon Alex's face does. I try to apologise but nothing comes out and as more sadness spreads across Alex's face, even though it looks more like sympathy but not your usual 'awh the kids being dramatic and pretending to not be able to breathe' but the 'im sorry I wish I could help you, I understand what it's like' kind of thing but with the added 'but you just told me to go away'.
Alex then walks away and I feel a tear fall down my face as I try to refocus my attention to breathing properly. Once I've got my breathing back to normal, I give myself a minute and take a deep breath and get up and start walking towards school again.
I walk as slowly as I can towards school, why did I bother to even walk to school? It's not like school is going to be any help people are just going to be dicks as usual and then we have to do this big run in gym. Shit! Gym! I forgot about gym class I have to change in front if people and I have cuts.
I feel my self start to panic so I take I detour down the ally nearest to me and I slide down the wall trying to calm myself. I gasp for air, struggling to breathe more with each second. As im gasping for air a shadow falls upon me, I look up and see Alex, who looks as though he's about to ask me something.
I cant see Alex when im like this and Alex sure as hell can't see me when im like this. Without thinking, through my gasps, I yell "go away!" Even though it comes out as more of a whisper but being this early in a morning it was quiet so Alex heard me and if the quiet wasn't enough to verify it the extra sadness that falls upon Alex's face does. I try to apologise but nothing comes out and as more sadness spreads across Alex's face, even though it looks more like sympathy but not your usual 'awh the kids being dramatic and pretending to not be able to breathe' but the 'im sorry I wish I could help you, I understand what it's like' kind of thing but with the added 'but you just told me to go away'.
Alex then walks away and I feel a tear fall down my face as I try to refocus my attention to breathing properly. Once I've got my breathing back to normal, I give myself a minute and take a deep breath and get up and start walking towards school again.
Notes
Soooo, this is super short and I know I promised a long chapter but I had to rewrite everything because I lost all my prewritten chapters and I needed to update so im sorry but hopefully I can rewrite the rest of the chapter and upload it soon but I do have a ton of revision to do... Ugh maths.
Title Credit - State Champs
Anyway, I hope you enjoy this still, thank you to everyone who reads this
@RecklessButBrave
Heyyyy, you actually commented Yayyyyy..... Thank you so much. Haha.
I write a lot but its never normally all time low related so I dont upload but I won't and I promise to be better on updates :)
thank you again.
love ya too :)
1/25/17