I'm A Walking Travesty
Remedy
**Alex**
I looked at Jack still in pain thinking why he actually helped me,not many would, for me anyway. We sat in silence for a while then he lent in and he kissed me. I kind of wanted to kiss back because let's face it he was amazing but I froze because my head kept saying He'll hurt you just like everyone else you dong deserve anyone'. He pulled away and opened his mouth to say something but I got up and ran down the stairs to the door and ran as fast as i could but it wasn't very fast due to all the pain I had right now.
I got home luckily my mum was still at work so i slowly walked into the kitchen and got myself some water and went up stairs. I looked at myself in the mirror ti assess the damage, my ribs were bruised, my face was messed up and i had dried blood on my neck. I slightly touch the back of my head and wince. I decide I should go shower before mum gets home. I turn on the water and leave it cold and get undressed and I climb in. I wince as the water hits my head and my cuts. I wash myself and grab a towel and wrap one around my waist and another to dry my soaked hair.
I walk back into my room and find some clothes to change into, I dried my body off and put the clothes on. I dry my hair as much as I can with the towel and look in the mirror to tame my hair a bit and then I look at the person looking back at me. I dont even recognise myself anymore, im fat, still and im still ugly. I catch a glimpse of the scales in the mirror and go pick the up and stand on it. I wait for it to adjust to my weight, 112lbs, that numbers so high, I feel a few tears fall and then go back to thinking about Jack, why'd he kiss me who would want me?
I wipe the tears away and I hear my mum come in and come up stair and then knock on my door. Shit she cant see me like this. I run into my bathroom where she cant see my face and shout " come in!" I hear my door open and my mum say "I'm going out later, ill leave some money on the counter for food, you'll be okay, right?" My voice cracks slightly as I speak but I cover it up and say " yeah, mum ill be fine dont worry go have fun" I won't be but oh well "okay, I'll see you later dont stay up too late" with that said she leaves. I feel so tired already so I lie on my bed and put my earphones in and shut my eyes.
I looked at Jack still in pain thinking why he actually helped me,not many would, for me anyway. We sat in silence for a while then he lent in and he kissed me. I kind of wanted to kiss back because let's face it he was amazing but I froze because my head kept saying He'll hurt you just like everyone else you dong deserve anyone'. He pulled away and opened his mouth to say something but I got up and ran down the stairs to the door and ran as fast as i could but it wasn't very fast due to all the pain I had right now.
I got home luckily my mum was still at work so i slowly walked into the kitchen and got myself some water and went up stairs. I looked at myself in the mirror ti assess the damage, my ribs were bruised, my face was messed up and i had dried blood on my neck. I slightly touch the back of my head and wince. I decide I should go shower before mum gets home. I turn on the water and leave it cold and get undressed and I climb in. I wince as the water hits my head and my cuts. I wash myself and grab a towel and wrap one around my waist and another to dry my soaked hair.
I walk back into my room and find some clothes to change into, I dried my body off and put the clothes on. I dry my hair as much as I can with the towel and look in the mirror to tame my hair a bit and then I look at the person looking back at me. I dont even recognise myself anymore, im fat, still and im still ugly. I catch a glimpse of the scales in the mirror and go pick the up and stand on it. I wait for it to adjust to my weight, 112lbs, that numbers so high, I feel a few tears fall and then go back to thinking about Jack, why'd he kiss me who would want me?
I wipe the tears away and I hear my mum come in and come up stair and then knock on my door. Shit she cant see me like this. I run into my bathroom where she cant see my face and shout " come in!" I hear my door open and my mum say "I'm going out later, ill leave some money on the counter for food, you'll be okay, right?" My voice cracks slightly as I speak but I cover it up and say " yeah, mum ill be fine dont worry go have fun" I won't be but oh well "okay, I'll see you later dont stay up too late" with that said she leaves. I feel so tired already so I lie on my bed and put my earphones in and shut my eyes.
Notes
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1/25/17