Who Knew I Would Fall This Hard?
All Alone in the World
The guys didn't bother trying to talk to Flyzik the rest of the night, but Matt knew all he wanted was someone to lean against and cry on their shoulder. Matt could hear shuffling around the bunks and soft whispers. Then he heard footsteps go into the front lounge as his bunk curtain opened. Flyzik didn't want anyone to see him like this, but he couldn't even speak to tell the very much wanted visitor to fuck off. Matt just layed there in his bunk with his back toward the figure outside as he continued to hold the Mickey Mouse tight in his arms.
Flyzik didn't turn around when he felt the visitor climb into the bunk next to him. Matt quickly tensed up and the visitor could tell because he quickly said, "Don't worry man I'm not hear to rape you." The voice was soft and Matt recognized it right away. Alex. Flyzik couldn't help but smile at Alex's reassuring comment that he wouldn't be raped... Well at least not tonight. "I just want to lay here with you and make sure you're ok. I don't want you to be all lonely." Alex said as he started rubbing Flyzik's back to make him feel better.
"Th-thanks" Matt said, or blubbered as he started to start crying again.
"Matt. Don't cry. Please? Just sit up talk to me." Alex said not really knowing what to do with a crying tour manager with him.
Matt sniffled a bit and sat up. "Can you get me my phone? I left it in the back lounge. I need to send a couple quick emails to get ready for the next few days." Flyzik said still tearing up.
"Are you sure you just want to work? I'm here for you dude." Alex said, hopping out of the bunk.
"Yeah" Flyzik sniffled "It'll keep my mind busy," he said reassuring his friend.
"Ok Matty. I'll be right back." Alex said, sounding more like he was addressing a dog not his tour manager. Matt sat quietly, playing with the Mickey's ears while Alex was getting his phone. When Alex handed Flyzik his phone he climbed into the bunk again.
As Flyzik looked at his phone, he noticed several texts, miss calls, and voicemails left on his phone. "Shit." Matt said thinking it was work related, but when he opened it (still unsure on how to use the new device) he noticed they were all from Jess and started tearing up. He would find out why she was mad even though he knew he wouldn't be able to fix it.
Flyzik didn't turn around when he felt the visitor climb into the bunk next to him. Matt quickly tensed up and the visitor could tell because he quickly said, "Don't worry man I'm not hear to rape you." The voice was soft and Matt recognized it right away. Alex. Flyzik couldn't help but smile at Alex's reassuring comment that he wouldn't be raped... Well at least not tonight. "I just want to lay here with you and make sure you're ok. I don't want you to be all lonely." Alex said as he started rubbing Flyzik's back to make him feel better.
"Th-thanks" Matt said, or blubbered as he started to start crying again.
"Matt. Don't cry. Please? Just sit up talk to me." Alex said not really knowing what to do with a crying tour manager with him.
Matt sniffled a bit and sat up. "Can you get me my phone? I left it in the back lounge. I need to send a couple quick emails to get ready for the next few days." Flyzik said still tearing up.
"Are you sure you just want to work? I'm here for you dude." Alex said, hopping out of the bunk.
"Yeah" Flyzik sniffled "It'll keep my mind busy," he said reassuring his friend.
"Ok Matty. I'll be right back." Alex said, sounding more like he was addressing a dog not his tour manager. Matt sat quietly, playing with the Mickey's ears while Alex was getting his phone. When Alex handed Flyzik his phone he climbed into the bunk again.
As Flyzik looked at his phone, he noticed several texts, miss calls, and voicemails left on his phone. "Shit." Matt said thinking it was work related, but when he opened it (still unsure on how to use the new device) he noticed they were all from Jess and started tearing up. He would find out why she was mad even though he knew he wouldn't be able to fix it.
7/29/13