How did we end up here??

Things started to get weird throughout the next couple days. Zack was being more intimate with me to the point that I knew something was up. I felt weird telling anyone because I knew it would come out that I was starting to develop feelings for him. I wasn't even sure if I was okay with that yet.

Ryan eventually caught onto the fact that something was up and sat me down in the van. "What's going on?" He said trying to sound concerned but you could tell he was annoyed that I didn't tell him before he had to ask me.

"I-I don't really know." I said honestly. "I mean I think I do but I haven't really over anaylized it yet So I guess I can tell you what I do know." He nodded asking me to go on. "I think Zack likes me, you know in that way. And I think I like him too?? But I mean he's 8 years older than me. Is that weird? Like I don't know how people would respond. His fans are super protective over him. I don't really think they would approve of me or it..." Ryan held his hand up to stop me.

"Amy, get the fuck out of your head and look around. You aren't in your room at your parents house. You are on your own and rocking it. You have been for a year now. If he likes you, embrace it. If he doesn't like you he's honestly an idiot. You deserve the world. DO NOT accept any less, okay?" I smiled really weakly just feeling drained from the conversation and got up to lay in the van properly. That last thing I heard was Ryan shutting the door and shouting someones name.

Notes

SUPER SUPER SHORT I KNOW IM SORRY

I just didn't really know what else to put so I guess it's a filler maybe??