You and I.

Alex's POV

"Get whatever you want. My treat." Jack said as we looked round this merch shop which we both loved.
"I can't do that. It's your money you should get what you want." I said as I looked through some vinyl records.
"Maybe I want to get you something." He said and wrapped his arms round my waist and rested his head on my shoulder.
"You don't have to do that." I muttered and looked at this record.
Jack snatched it out my hands.
"Hey! I was looking at that." I said as he walked off.
"Well you don't have to do that since I'm getting it for you." He said.
"Jack." I whined.
"Tough, I'm getting it for you." He said and kissed me and went and played for it.
I just rolled my eyes and walked over to him and watched him.

Me and Jack was sat in a cafe killing some time since we both just remembered that I needed to go to the hospital for a check up on my insane mind.
" So was this you really bribing me on going to the hospital?" I asked as I looked at what Jack was looking at on his phone.
"Pretty much but you have to go since you missed your last one and they keep on phoning me asking if you've killed yourself or whatever." He said.
I looked down and moved away from Jack a little.
Jack looked at me.
"Hey, you'll do fine and when they see how well your doing they won't send you back there." He said and put his hand on my knee and squeezed it gently.
"How do I explain my arm? They said a blib is enough to send me back." I said quietly.
"You don't say anything." Jack said.
I looked at him.
"Jack, I've been on the high risk of suicide list since I was 12 years old. They know me well enough to know if something is up." I said.
Jack just sighed.
"The downside of being in a relationship with someone with a very fucked up head." I said and Jack chuckled a little.
"Wouldn't have you any other way." He said and kissed the side of my head which made me smile.
"Drink up and then we have to go." He said and had some of my coffee.
I smiled and nodded and enjoyed my coffee as I didn't have a clue if I was going to be sectioned or not.

Me and Jack was waiting at the hospital and like normal I was bored and my ADHD was kicking in along with my anxiety which was a recipe for disaster.
I felt sorry for Jack as I must of be annoying the hell out of him.
"Jack, guess what." I said quietly in his ear.
"What?" Jack asked and looked at me.
"Love you." I said and kissed his cheek which made him chuckle.
"Love you too crazy eyes." Jack said quietly using the new nickname everyone has given me.
"Mr Gaskarth?" Someone said who sounded familiar.
I rolled my eyes and got up and Jack did the same and he caught hold of my hand and we walked towards the nurse.

I stopped dead when I saw who it was.
"I'm not going." I said to Jack who looked at me.
"Alex we have to go, otherwise they'll send people put looking for you and then you'll definitely be sectioned." He said.
"Right now I don't care, let's go please." I begged and Jack looked at me with a worried expression on his face.
"Alex? Is that you?" The woman said.
I moved and hid behind Jack.
Jack turned round and looked at the woman.
"Get the fuck away." Jack growled.
"I'm talking to Alex." She said.
"And I'm talking to you so I suggest you back the fuck up Isobel." Jack said.
"Don't come between me and my son. You've done enough damage." She growled.
I moved and pulled Jack behind me before he could do anything stupid.
"I'm not you son. My boyfriend has not done any damage. You fucked this family up not him so I suggest you just fuck off and never talk to me again." I growled and walked off dragging Jack to where I needed to be.

The meeting was shit and they decided that I wasn't going be sectioned as I seem to be coping well.
Me and Jack walked out the room and went to walk out but someone grabbed my hand and it wasn't Jacks.
"Get off me!" I snapped and yanked my hand out of their hold and I turned round and saw Isobel.
"Alex hear me out please." She said.
"No. I want fucking nothing to do with you. You hear me nothing now get the fuck out of my way." I said and went to walk round her but she got hold of my hand again and I pushed her hard off me and she fell to the floor.
"Alex chill." Jack said and stood in front off me.
"Don't come fucking near us! I don't want you in my life I fucking hate you and I'll always hate you, you bitch." I said loudly.
"Alex please let me explain. Your brothers..." She started but Jack stopped her.
"I would seriously shut up and let us walk away before I can't hold him any longer and he beats the shit into you." Jack said seriously.
Someone came over and helped Isobel up.
"I'm fine. I had it coming." She said.
"Let's go Lex." Jack said quietly and kissed my forehead and we walked back home.

"Fucking bitch. I can't fucking believe her." I ranted and wiped the cum off me from Jack.
"Babe don't think about her please." Jack said.
"But she thinks that she can walk back into our lives. I'm not gonna let that happen." I said and looked at him.
"I know, but you have literally fucked me to death and your still pissed about it? I must be doing a shit job." Jack said.
I chuckled and lead beside him and cuddled into his side.
"Your not doing a shit job. This just has me really really pissed off." I said and kissed his chest.
"I know, I'm only joking." He chuckled.
" Do you think Fred and Eric are going to meet her?" I asked.
"Alex, seriously just stop talking about her please. If your that bothered about it get Fred or Eric to go with you and meet up. Get the answers you always wanted." He said.
"But." I started but Jack stopped me by rolling me onto my back and him hoovering above me and kissing me.
"Just shut the hell up man." He said and I smiled and kissed him hard.
"After this can we have pizza?" I asked as jack began to suck me off.
Jack just hummed which made me moan loudly.

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