You're only happy when I'm wasted

I point my finger but I just can't place it

Feels like I'm falling in love alone

Stella would you take me home?
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Jack


Just knowing what you want isn’t a bad thing right?

I’d say that it’s a great thing having a certain goal that you would do anything to accomplish.
No matter what you had to do, all the bridges burned with people who thought they could trust you, the promises you break, or the people you hurt, as long as reach what you desire most.

For me, that is Stella Mayhem.

I’d do anything to be her boyfriend, literally anything.

I know what people say,
“Jack, why don’t you just get over her already? It’s been years.”
“Jack, you’re bisexual, why don’t you try looking for a boyfriend or something?”
“Jack, you’re being a fucking idiot chasing after that girl, just stop!”

The thing is, I can’t stop. I’m in love with her.

I swear to god, I’m not some crazy stalker that is obsessed with someone I’ve never met.

I know her.

We used to be close friends in my freshman year of high school, really close actually.
She was the first girl I ever kissed, I’ve never thanked a bottle of ketchup so much since that time I played spin the bottle with a bunch of young and horny teenagers.

At that point in time I was convinced I was gay because of Justin Timberlake. I mean, seriously, who could resist him?

But Stella showed me a whole new part of life I had no idea I was missing, girls.

She was just so fucking beautiful, and funny, and smart and kind. Every time she looked at me my heart skipped a beat, even from the first time I saw her.
We had always gone to the same school system, but stayed out of each other's ways. We had separate friends as kids, mostly because of the whole ‘cooties’ situation that happens between all young kids.

We met in 5th grade, it was the last day of school before we were changing schools and going to middle school, so that meant it was the last day of ever being at a school with a playground.

I don’t know about other kids, but it hit me HARD.

Going to a school without a swingset seemed unimaginable. I was completely heartbroken.
Still am to this day, I never got over my gut wrenching separation with my beloved playground first choice.

Anyways, we met on the tire swing.
It was big enough for three people to go on at a time, but I had planned on going on it alone.
It’s not like I didn’t have any friends or anything, I just believed that you would get the maximum tire swing experience if you went on alone.

I was preparing myself for my supreme adventure of a lifetime that was being spun in fast circles while sitting on the edge of a tire, when some one else joined me.
A girl with wavy fiery orange hair, deep forest green eyes, with cherry pink lips.

We were friends ever since then.

She would call me in the middle of the night, just to talk about the things that she was worried about in life. It was only the usual middle school drama like friends separating, parents not understanding her, frustration with her teachers.
I was always happy to answer the phone.

For my 15th birthday, she planned a surprise party for me, inviting all my friends, getting all my favorite foods, and she even bought me a signed Blink 182 vinyl, which to this day is still the coolest present I’ve ever gotten.

Once we got older she always would invite me over to swim in her pool. I remember the time when she faked drowning so I had to give her ‘mouth to mouth.’

The way that she made me feel made me completely question, and discover my real sexuality.
She was the one who encouraged me that it was okay to be myself, and no matter if I was gay, straight, or what, she would still care about me just the same.

Many kisses between me and many girls and boys later, I came out as bisexual, and at that point Stella had already gotten a boyfriend, and quickly drifted away from me, and into the cheer leading crowd.

Stella and Will are now the most loved couple in the school, it made sense that they were together.
The football quarterback and head cheerleader, they were made for eachother.

She’s practically a stranger to me now. We may have waved to each other in the halls, and chatted if we were in any classes together, but that was it.
We had come a long way from pouring our hearts out to each other on the phone in the middle of the night, to now, where I can’t even remember the last time I texted her.

But it didn’t mean that my mind didn’t occasionally drift off to the nights when we were only 15, laying on the floor of her bedroom just talking about how much we enjoyed eachother’s company.

My heart belongs to Stella Mayhem, and nobody else.
I’d do anything for her heart to be mine.

Notes

AHH
I know what you are all thinking
"WHAT THE HELL?!?! ANOTHER STORY???"
i know, it's insane, I'm insane

I have so many stories on this website, and even ANOTHER ONE that I'm planning
I just have so many ideas that I write down the second I get them, because it don't want them to go away!! XD

btw - I promise the next chapter of "Baby, We're Like A Timebomb" will be out tomorrow
or later today i guess because it's now 12:15 AM

I've really had a crazy week, and WENT TO WARPED WHICH WAS INSANELY AMAZING!!!

plus, if you watch Teen Wolf, which is a really really good TV show, yes, Stella and Will are the same actors as Lydia and Jackson, and no I have no regrets

But I really really hope that all of you guys will like this story, honestly if you liked my last high school Jalex story I think you will love this one

the prolouge is really bad, and i wrote it in like 10 minutes, but it will get better
It is going to be a sorta cliche love triangle high school story lol

and i know it seems like the thought of jalex is impossible in the story right now because Jack likes this girl Stella so much but once the story moves along you will see.

This story gives me a little bit of a Mean Girls / The Duff vibe to it, just because it involves so many high school cliches, and the different high school cliques that separate the school.
I think this will be more modern and funny compared to my other stories,
So basically
I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT!!!! :D

sorry for my long rambling
and IM SORRY THERE WONT BE GIFS IN EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER FOR THIS STORY