Can I Say I'm Sorry?

It's been four years so when Shay is given a job opportunity she doesn't think twice about taking it. What is she to do when her choice leads her back to the friends she had left years earlier? Will they even recognize her anymore?

Alex/OC

I do not own any of the band members but all original characters are my own creations.

1. I never pretend to be someone else

2. The truth is I never felt more alone

3. The city lights shine for her

   Split POVs

4. I'm not usually this way

5. I needed somewhere to hang my head without your noose

6. Choke on a kiss, I thought I'd save my breath for you

7. It's better to leave than to be replaced

   Alex

8. I pictured this differently, I cast us in perfect light

9. You gotta laugh when you're the joke

10. But once I hold on I won't let go until it bleeds

    Alex

11. You don't need to bother, I don't need to breath

    Really sad

12. I should be over all the butterflies

13. It's strange what desire will make foolish people do

14. I don't need your arms to hold me cause misery is waiting for me

    Alex

15. I would wish upon a star but that star it doesn't shine

16. What's wrong with me when happy hurts

17. Save your breath cause I'm done with you

    Smut

18. She don't say, it's okay, I never loved him anyway

19. What is this place? Where did our home go?

20. I am not the kind of girl who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion

    Part 1

21. You are not the kind of boy who should be marrying the wrong girl

    Part 2

22. God only knows what I'd be without you

23. It's the good advice that you just didn't take

24. I can't find the nerve to say it's alright

25. I'm running out of ways to say I'm sorry

26. Epliouge