Everything is still.
Nothing is moving.
It feels like time has stopped.
Birds have stop singing.
Cars don't make a move.
Children stop chasing children, the stop and stare into the horizon, lifeless.
Everything is quiet, besides the sound of a heartbeat on a machine.
A heartbeat that's slowly stopping.

"Alex?" The blond haired boy was laying on a white bed, in a white room, with white walls and floors, white chairs, curtains, it's just too white for such a vibrant boy. The boy, who could paint beautiful sceneries of love and heartbreak with his lyrics, shouldn't be in such a sad place. If said boy wasn't in such a sad state of body, he would be colouring the walls, just with his eyes, blues, reds, yellows, and greens. Everything would be beautiful.
But he can't.
But maybe, soon, he will.

"Alex? Can you hear me?" Every word i uttered received some sort of movement from the elder boy that my hand was clutching to for dear life. "Lex, just please ju-just wake up. P-please for, for m-me, please?"
Water tinged with salt slid down my face, forming on the white bedding under the boy.

And then he moved.
Not just a normal twitch like the past three weeks that he's been a vegetable, but a solid movement.

"Jack." His voice was ringing through the room, oddly assertive for just waking from a coma. "Jack, i need you to listen to me."

I looked up into his dark caramel eyes, something was off. They were so sad, not happy like i had expected, not even the slightest hint of confusion.

The older boy brought his lips down onto mine, soft and sweet, with a hint of longing and passion. "Jack, you need to fucking listen to me god dammit." His tone was sad, what was wrong? He was finally awake, awake and here with me.

"Wh-Wh-, Le-A doctor let me go get a doc-"

"Jack. Shut. The fuck up, please." i nodded, i could tell this was important to him.

"I need, i need to te-," he paused, a single tear rolled down his cheek which i quickly whipped away with my thumb, leaving my hand to rest there, "tell you, to be strong, you need to be strong without me. Find someone that's good for you. Don't sit around and waste away waiting for me. It's going to be hard for you but you need to know, i am always going to be watching you, you're never alone, i'll be in every tear you shed, every wind that blows through you hair," the blonde boy's body started shaking with sobs, his words coming out between each one, "fuck i can't, okay i just want you to know that i'll love you for fucking ever, Jack, and don't think for one second that you can't go on without me. I've seen how it ends for you, and trust me, you're going to be so fucking happy, you'll have a beautiful husband, and the most gorgeous children, and a dog, and everything i wish i could have with you. But i can't and that makes me sad to think i have to leave you. But knowing that you'll be okay is enough to let me know that i can go without you being hurt."

"Wh-what do you mean Alex? You're going to be fine! We are going to have all those things! I love you so much, Alex. You'r-"

"I'm so fucking sorry, Jack. I love you so much, so fucking much. Good-bye." and with his last words his eyes slipped closed, those beautiful brown eyes twinkled one last time. His grip on my hand loosened, there was an annoying beep, one that told me for sure, the one thing i had dreaded.
He was gone.
My Alex, was gone.

I felt like i had been torn in two.
The doctors, dressed in white ran in trying to save the boy who was gone.

My world, stopped.

Notes

I'm not gonna lie,
i teared up just writing this guys.
;~;
i'm sorry but i just felt like writing something sad...........
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