Forgive me. Please?

Jacks POV

It's been a while since me and Alex took the kids to pre school together and the kids seemed really happy about it since it was mostly Alex doing this as I was in bed catching up on sleep.
"Both of you be good." Alex said and Archie and Isla both hugged him which made Alex smile and he kissed the side of their heads.
The kids let go and they did the same to me and they went running off.
"Mr Gaskarth." A teacher said which made Alex groan and turn round to look at this teacher.
"It's nothing bad, it's just to remind you that Archie finishes at 12 today instead of 3." The teacher said.
"But I paid for him to stay on with Isla as there's no point in either me or Jack picking him up and then having to do the same 3 hours later." Alex said.
"Well we haven't got the payment." The teacher said.
"I paid it because I know I have because most of my earnings goes to sending Archie to this place." Alex said and put his hand in his hair and pulled his hair without the teacher noticing.
"Well we need payment soon otherwise Archie won't be able to stay here. Which would be a shame because he loves it here." The teacher said.
"You think I don't know that!" Alex snapped.
"Think it's best if we leave, we'll have the money later. And Archie is getting picked up at 3 since we are busy today." I said calmly and me and Alex walked off.

"All my money goes to that fucking place!" Alex ranted as we walked through the front door as we needed to get some stuff before we went out.
"Chill, we can cover it together." I said and Alex sighed and looked down.
"But he's my little boy, I should be able to pay for him to go to preschool. He should be able to enjoy his life but I'm just letting him down Jack! I've let him down so much that I feel like he's better off without me in his life." Alex said and turned round so his back was too me like he normally does when he's thinking.
"I know he's your little boy Lex, but he's mine as well just like Isla is yours as well. Your not letting him down, he's still has a smile on his face when he sees you, he doesn't understand what goes on. You know that he wouldn't be better off without you and you wouldn't even be able to function without him. Lex you can keep putting yourself down about being a bad parent, but your not. Archie and Isla both love you to bits and so do I." I said and walked over to Alex and turned him right undo and made him look at me.
"We all love you." I said and kissed Alex which he returned.
"Feel like I've let him down so many times. There's only so much let downs you can take before you give up on that person. I don't want that with Archie." Alex said and looked down and started to mess with my shirt.
"Your not letting him down. He's happy and you can see it in his eyes and in his smile. Don't let this bring you down babe." I said and kissed the top of Alex's head.
"Doesn't not know what I would do if I didn't have you." Alex said and kissed my chest and I made him look at me and I kissed him softly.
"We have stuff to do, we better get going." I said and slapped Alex's ass which made him frown at me but a smile soon came on his lips.

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