Alex

“You what?!?!”

He loves me?

Thank god, I thought I was the only one feeling that way!

This is all I’ve ever wanted! A few months ago, I never would’ve thought I would ever have a first kiss, let alone having a boyfriend that loves me! I can’t believe HE loves ME!
Maybe a few months was a little early to fall in love for some people, but, who wouldn’t fall in love with Jack? He’s so charming, handsome, and sweet and funny, god I love the crap out of that boy.

But I never thought that he would ever feel the same way. Maybe it was because he was caught up in the moment, of just before having sex. Jack stared at me with wide, nervous eyes, waiting for my response, but I was completely speechless.
I just realized I was staring back at him with my mouth wide open in shock.

“Okay Lex, just let me explain… Uhhh… I don’t really know how to start this because I’ve never really done this before, and I really suck at this sweet mushy stuff, but I’ve been wanting to tell you this for such a long time, it feels like I’m going to explode so here it goes. Alex, I’ve never felt like this with anyone, you make me blush, you make my heart beat faster whenever I’m around you. You’ve shown me a different side of life that I’ve never seen in this perspective before. I used to make fun of the people in relationships, I’m sure past me would be mocking the shit out of me right now, for practically kissing the ground you walk on. It’s just… You make me so incredibly happy, just by being yourself, even though we couldn’t be more different, you are so perfect for me. I know, that I’m a dick, and you deserve a hell of a lot better than an asshole like me, but you make me a better person, and my life is so much better with you. I’m trying not to be corny but all of that shit is true. I love you more than anything, I fell in love with you the second I saw you, and I knew that I had to make you mine. You are my world, my everything, and I’m in love with you, angel.” he rambled.

A huge smile spread across my face, and seeing his crooked smile made me feel over the moon. His words gave me goosebumps, I had to force myself to speak so he wouldn’t feel bad. I really just want to curl up in a ball and hide from the world.
Jack loves me. I love him.
He grabbed my other hand that was wrapped around his waist, and he pressed our interlocked fingers by my head, waiting for me to answer.

“I love you too, Jack.” I told him.

“Y-you do?” he asked shocked.

“Of course I do! My life changed forever when I met you, you’re the only person in the world that makes me feel truly happy, and safe, and loved. Just looking at you makes everything in my shitty life feel amazing, you give me a reason to go on every day. You mean more to me than anyone else, so yeah, I love you.”

My heart melted as I saw the blush on Jack’s face, that only happens one very rare occasions when he’s really flattered. He reached down and kissed me, it felt different from any other kiss we’ve had. It was loving.
Love, it’s just a word. Everyone makes such a big deal out of it, and who you can love, when you can love. I’m just so lucky to fall in love with this boy.

We started to get back to where we left off, I whined as he kissed the insides of my thighs. I was starting to feel needy, I couldn’t take it. I breathed out pants and whine like a bitch in heat.

“Oh Jack, please.” I begged.

Jack’s tongue flicked against my tip making me gasp out a moan, spreading my legs wider and grabbing onto his mop of hair.

“Jack!” I gasped, I heard his chuckle from in between my thighs.

With that, Jack got up and reached into the drawer of his nightstand, and pulled out exactly what you would think he would. A condom and lube, damn.

“You’ve fingered yourself before, right?” he asked me, I shook my head. The most I’ve ever done is jerk myself off, I really should’ve started stretching myself out in advance because I didn’t know that Jack would be packing that much.
Who am I kidding, if my parents found lube in my room anywhere, I’d be dead.

I hope this doesn’t hurt as much as Brendon and Tom told me it would.

“Okay, that’s fine. Don’t worry, it won’t be so bad.” I knew he was lying to make me more relaxed, but it was working anyway.

I watched him pour the lube on a few fingers with wide eyes, now i started to feel nervous again. I don’t want to be in pain, I hope I don’t humiliate myself.

He keeled in front of me between my legs, with one hand on my hip, I felt his index finger lightly circling my hole a bit. I leaned my head down on a pillow, closing my eyes. He pushed in slowly, I bit my lip nervously as he started to circle it around a bit and push it in and out.
This wasn’t terrible, I mean it was uncomfortable having something up my ass but I see how I could get used to this.

“You okay?” I heard him mumble, rubbing my thigh.

“I’m good,” I answered.

He added a second finger, and I really started to feel pain. I tried to relax as much as I could, but if this is what sex is like then I don’t think I was missing out on anything being a virgin. This sucks. I exhaled shakily, putting my arms under my head.
Is this sapose to be enjoyable?

As soon as he pushed the third finger in, I was in agony.

“Jack!” I whined, I tried to stop myself from kicking him away from me with my feet.

“I’m sorry, it’s okay.” he soothed me, the pain disappeared as he removed his fingers.

He got back on top of me, I could feel his boner on my thigh as he started to kiss me again. I started to forget about us having sex until he pulled away again.

“Okay, so you’re sure you want to tonight?” he asked, looking at down at me with lustful brown eyes.

“Completely, I’m just scared of the pain” I told him honestly, he nodded understandingly.

“Don’t worry, it isn’t that bad, when you get into it it’s pretty painless. At any point that you wanna stop, just tell me, alright?” he assured me, I nodded as I watched him roll on the condom, and pour lube into his hand.
This was going to be fine, it’s just Jack and me.
He lined himself up with me, and he started kissing my neck to distract me from any pain. It was working until he started slowly pressing the tip in, making me gasp at the burning feeling from my asshole.
I let out a shaky breath, Jack kissed my jawline lightly as I tried to get used to the feeling. I felt bad about how much pain I was in, when really wanted to have sex with him.
I felt his hips go forward, pushing in further, and sending a shooting pain inside me.

“OWWW,” I cried out, leaning my head back. When does this get better?

“Shit, are you okay, baby?” he asked worriedly.

“Be gentle!” I told him, he nodded with concerned eyes.

“I’m trying, I’m sorry. I love you.” he said, instantly putting a smile on my face.

“I love you too,” I gushed, making him smile and kiss my lips.

“Just relax some more,” he whispered, running a hand down my side.

I was trying, it was hard. Especially me, I’ve never been relaxed in my life, so having me relax with a sharp pain in my ass isn’t likely. But, I tried to focus on our mouths and tongues as we made out, instead of him slowing pushing into me.
He’d gone past the tip and started to go deeper, I turned my head to let out a whine.

“Sorry that I’m so sensitive,” I apologized.

“Don’t be sorry, I think it’s sexy. Besides, this is your first time and you’re taking it really fucking well.” he praised, and made me smile.

He started to slowly begin to push in and out, which started to feel better. I started to get used to the feeling, and actually start to enjoy what was going on. I wrapped my arms around his waist, digging my nails into his lower back when I felt any pain.

“Ugh, you’re so fucking tight, Alex.” he moaned, burying his face into my neck.

“You can go faster,” I told him.

The pain started to fade away completely, I gasped at the force as Jack thrusted into me. His
hand that was on my waist pulled me closer towards him, and I felt him touch something that made me feel weak.
I felt him hit my prostate, my fingernails dug into his back and I nearly screamed.

“JACK, OH MY GOD.” I moaned, my hips bucking up against, pushing him even deeper in me.

“Right there?” he panted, I nodded, wrapping an arm around his neck so his face would be closer to mine.

The bed bounced as he pounded into me, my legs shook with him abusing that spot. My back arched almost painfully against the mattress, a loud moan escaped my mouth.

“Fuck Alex,” Jack moaned ,vigorously slamming into my prostate over and over.

I felt the familiar feeling of heat building in the pit of my stomach and clutched on tighter to him.

“Jack! Jack, I’m gonna come.” I choked out, clenching around him making him moan.

“Me too,” he panted, I laid my head back until it hit the edge of the headboard.

Shit, what do I do? Before I could give a second thought, he slammed harder into me making me scream out his name in bliss. My hips spasmed as I came all over my stomach and chest.

The grip I had on his hair tightened, and my legs fell down to be spread as far as they could possibly go. My muscles felt limp as I felt Jack’s hips shudder, he let out another loud moan.

“Holy shit, Alex.” he groaned, reaching his high seconds after I did.

Both of my arms grew weak and fell down to my sides, he pulled out of me and I winced at the feeling. I am definitely going to have to take some painkillers in the morning, I’m going to be so sore. I already had a dull ache in my lower region, tomorrow will be hell.

Jack tossed the condom in the waste basket, got some tissues from the drawer to help clean me up, and my sweaty boyfriend collapsed down on the bed beside me panting.
He pulled me closer to him so I was laying on his chest, and ran a hand through my sweaty hair laughing lightly

“Best. Fuck. Ever.” he breathed, making me laugh. Wow, my first time was Jack’s best time.

“I love you,” I mumbled, looking up at him.

I reached up to kiss him, and he bent down to meet my lips. I leaned in closer to him, as he wrapped one arm around my back, and one stretched down to place a hand soothingly on my ass.

“God, I love you so much.” he mumbled, laying his chin on my head.

I drifted off to sleep with a smile spread across my face.

Notes

AWWWWW
i'm so happy they are so cute :) and they love eachother
i love this jalex story more and more every chapter i write
and jack was super duper romantic in the beginning it made me so happy

this was my first time ever writing smut, i kinda suck at it so hopefully i will get better over time
i really hope that you guys liked this chapter! :D
the next one is super cute too!


okay, i found this gif, i couldn't think of any other chapter it would fit better in XD
ALEX WHY


Title Credit- Your Bed