I'm Gonna Break Down These Walls
You're Anything but Ordinary
Jack
Great, just another year of useless school, that teaches nothing of what we actually need to know in the future like getting a job and paying taxes. It’s not like we're going to use trigonometry and the ability to write 8 page essays when we are 50.
That’s why, I rarely ever try in school, even if it is my senior year, the only reason I really come is to see my friends, and talk to all my 'lovers'. Cass told me to call them 'lovers', because it sounds a lot better than calling all my hook ups, 'fuck buddies'. I know it isn’t good to have multiple people you are sleeping with, but it’s not like I’m going to stop.
I’ve never really been in a committed relationship, I usually fuck it up because I get bored and move onto someone else. It’s not my fault, nobody in our school makes me want to stay. They are all either dumb jocks who won’t admit they are gay to anyone else, or bimbo girls that always get feelings for me while I want no strings attached.
Nobody is special, or has a personality that fits well with mine. Besides my group of friends, they all seem to somewhat tolerate me so I guess I would say we are friends.
I was closest to Rian and Cass, even though they were an inseparable couple, I was the third wheel that held them up. Whenever they had a problem, they would for some reason both confide in me, and I would help them pick up the pieces. I don't mean to brag but, I practically saved their relationship numerous times.
Tay, Hayley and Zack all just showed up one day, we didn’t really question it because we all have the same type of music and fun attitude. We kind of formed a band, even though it doesn’t have a name, and hasn’t played any gigs. It’s just Rian on drums, Zack on bass, I’m the lead guitarist, and Cass, Tay, and Hayley switch out being singers. They all have such a unique and talented voice, we can’t choose just one of them.
“Any new kids?” I asked, doing our yearly check for any hotties that haven’t been corrupted, and who we can catch before anyone else.
The whole gang was leaning up against the lockers, scoping out the school hallway for any unfamiliar faces. Well, besides Rian and Cass, who were being all cutesy by holding hands and kissing. That would never be me.
“Nobody yet, Jack you should just stick to the bitches you already have corralled in your corner. If you focus on somebody else they might get mad.” Zack laughed, causing the others to laugh too.
I have nothing against all the people I sleep with, but they are getting so boring. We just have our usual casual fucks, and part our separate ways. I want someone new, and exciting, someone who's different and gives me a challenge.
Everyone in the damn school is desperate to sleep with me, I want a change of pace, and instead of everyone chasing after me, I want the urge to chase after someone myself.
“Well, it’s not like I would focus on just one person anyway, silly Zacky. That’s the whole point of me sleeping around.” I corrected him.
I would still never settle down with a boyfriend/girlfriend, I couldn't think of anything worse then spending all your time with just one person. I think I deserve a little better than being on the tight leash that is relationships.
I know exactly how Cass and Rian would respond to me if I ever said that stuff out loud. 'Jaaackk, what about true love???' All of that is bullshit.
True love isn't a thing, it's just something people say to make everyone jealous of their romance, and behind closed doors they are having arguments and boring sex.
I know I'm never going to find anyone that I would be so head over heels with, I would be in 'love' with. Love is for bitches who just want a happy ending.
“Then don’t prey after any new kids, those are for the people who actually want relationships like me.” Hayley whined, I always end up stealing the boys and girls that she liked, she’s bisexual like me.
They aren’t good enough for her anyway, if they sleep with me and not her then that is their loss.
“Well, it doesn’t look like there are any new kids anyway.” I stated, and that was a shame.
All the same boring, average faces. I just wanted one to stand out, maybe one to make me want to stick around for a while. I am never going to have a relationship, and I have no problem with my lifestyle. My dad is a pilot, and my mom is a flight attendant, so neither are them are ever home, so I just bring people home with me whenever I want. It’s really the dream until it starts getting lonely.
Before my thoughts could get too dark, the bell rang, since all my friends scurried off to their classes, I went to mine too.
I had boring classes, with no one interesting in it, until we met up to go to lunch.
We all meet by Cass’s locker after we get out of class, so we can head to lunch as a group. It’s a little weird, but I don’t mind it. I walked up to a shocked looking Hayley and Tay, staring in the same direction. Hot person?
“Oh my.” Hayley mumbled, which is what she always does when she sees somebody hot, and damn she was right.
The most flawless, beautiful boy walked through the hallway, I swear he is an angel. He is the most attractive person I have ever seen in my entire life, and I have been with a lot of people. Earbuds were shoved in his ears, and seemed to be in his own little world. He had perfect, long caramel hair that just barely covered his brown eyes. He had a well built body, with toned arms that fit well into the sleeves of his Blink 182 shirt he was sporting. Sexy, and a good taste of music? This boy can’t actually be real. He wore tight skinny jeans, that fit his legs so nice, but all I wanted to do was rip them off along with the rest of his clothes. I stared at his ass as he walked away, and damn it was fine. Who was this kid, and how soon can I make him mine?
“HOLY SHIT THAT BOY IS HOT!” I shouted, knowing he wouldn’t hear me because of his headphones. Not that I would mind, if I ever got to speak with him I would tell him he’s the most attractive person I’ve ever seen.
“Damn, who is he?” Tay breathed, obviously just as dazed as me.
“Oh hell no, he is mine.” I growled.
“Yeah, if he’s gay.” She chuckled.
“Or bi, I want him.” I claimed. There was no way anybody was going to get to him before me.
“That’s not fair, if he’s bi we get an equal chance!” Tay argued.
“No! Do you see him? He’s completely my type!” I countered, Tay was not getting anywhere near my new boyfriend.
“Everybody with a heartbeat is your type, Jack!”
“You guys don’t even know his name!” Hayley laughed. I didn’t need to know his name, I already know he is my soul mate.
“That kid? That’s Alex, he’s from England. He sits next to me in English class, I tried to talk to him but he’s really quiet.” Cass explained. My jaw dropped.
“Alex, that is such an adorable name.” Tay giggled. She was right, but she missed the most important part of Cass’s statement.
“HE IS FUCKING BRITISH?” I nearly screamed, I couldn’t contain my excitement.Of course he is, he is obviously some kind of science experiment testing how attractive they can make just one person.
“A little bit,” Cass laughed.
“You really like that dude, don’t you?” Rian asked me. I really did. I've never been with anyone remotely quiet or shy, but I can handle that. If he's actually as adorable as he looks, that boy is seriously never getting out of my sight.
“I’m in love” I answered, before I got a snarky response, the bell rang signaling to get to your next class. I’m not going to able to focus, I’m just going to be thinking about Alex’s ass I was staring at.
Ugh, I’ve never felt this way before. I only think about making out or fucking people, but with Alex it’s so different. I want to get to know him, learn all his secrets and biggest dreams, cuddle up in bed with him watching a scary movie, cook him all of his favorite foods, give him well thought out presents on Valentine's day.
No, I can’t fall for this boy, I don’t do relationships. I just screw them up, and hurt everybody close to me. But, why does Alex make me feel like this?
“So, tell me more about him.” I begged Cass, as we walked to class together.
Great, just another year of useless school, that teaches nothing of what we actually need to know in the future like getting a job and paying taxes. It’s not like we're going to use trigonometry and the ability to write 8 page essays when we are 50.
That’s why, I rarely ever try in school, even if it is my senior year, the only reason I really come is to see my friends, and talk to all my 'lovers'. Cass told me to call them 'lovers', because it sounds a lot better than calling all my hook ups, 'fuck buddies'. I know it isn’t good to have multiple people you are sleeping with, but it’s not like I’m going to stop.
I’ve never really been in a committed relationship, I usually fuck it up because I get bored and move onto someone else. It’s not my fault, nobody in our school makes me want to stay. They are all either dumb jocks who won’t admit they are gay to anyone else, or bimbo girls that always get feelings for me while I want no strings attached.
Nobody is special, or has a personality that fits well with mine. Besides my group of friends, they all seem to somewhat tolerate me so I guess I would say we are friends.
I was closest to Rian and Cass, even though they were an inseparable couple, I was the third wheel that held them up. Whenever they had a problem, they would for some reason both confide in me, and I would help them pick up the pieces. I don't mean to brag but, I practically saved their relationship numerous times.
Tay, Hayley and Zack all just showed up one day, we didn’t really question it because we all have the same type of music and fun attitude. We kind of formed a band, even though it doesn’t have a name, and hasn’t played any gigs. It’s just Rian on drums, Zack on bass, I’m the lead guitarist, and Cass, Tay, and Hayley switch out being singers. They all have such a unique and talented voice, we can’t choose just one of them.
“Any new kids?” I asked, doing our yearly check for any hotties that haven’t been corrupted, and who we can catch before anyone else.
The whole gang was leaning up against the lockers, scoping out the school hallway for any unfamiliar faces. Well, besides Rian and Cass, who were being all cutesy by holding hands and kissing. That would never be me.
“Nobody yet, Jack you should just stick to the bitches you already have corralled in your corner. If you focus on somebody else they might get mad.” Zack laughed, causing the others to laugh too.
I have nothing against all the people I sleep with, but they are getting so boring. We just have our usual casual fucks, and part our separate ways. I want someone new, and exciting, someone who's different and gives me a challenge.
Everyone in the damn school is desperate to sleep with me, I want a change of pace, and instead of everyone chasing after me, I want the urge to chase after someone myself.
“Well, it’s not like I would focus on just one person anyway, silly Zacky. That’s the whole point of me sleeping around.” I corrected him.
I would still never settle down with a boyfriend/girlfriend, I couldn't think of anything worse then spending all your time with just one person. I think I deserve a little better than being on the tight leash that is relationships.
I know exactly how Cass and Rian would respond to me if I ever said that stuff out loud. 'Jaaackk, what about true love???' All of that is bullshit.
True love isn't a thing, it's just something people say to make everyone jealous of their romance, and behind closed doors they are having arguments and boring sex.
I know I'm never going to find anyone that I would be so head over heels with, I would be in 'love' with. Love is for bitches who just want a happy ending.
“Then don’t prey after any new kids, those are for the people who actually want relationships like me.” Hayley whined, I always end up stealing the boys and girls that she liked, she’s bisexual like me.
They aren’t good enough for her anyway, if they sleep with me and not her then that is their loss.
“Well, it doesn’t look like there are any new kids anyway.” I stated, and that was a shame.
All the same boring, average faces. I just wanted one to stand out, maybe one to make me want to stick around for a while. I am never going to have a relationship, and I have no problem with my lifestyle. My dad is a pilot, and my mom is a flight attendant, so neither are them are ever home, so I just bring people home with me whenever I want. It’s really the dream until it starts getting lonely.
Before my thoughts could get too dark, the bell rang, since all my friends scurried off to their classes, I went to mine too.
I had boring classes, with no one interesting in it, until we met up to go to lunch.
We all meet by Cass’s locker after we get out of class, so we can head to lunch as a group. It’s a little weird, but I don’t mind it. I walked up to a shocked looking Hayley and Tay, staring in the same direction. Hot person?
“Oh my.” Hayley mumbled, which is what she always does when she sees somebody hot, and damn she was right.
The most flawless, beautiful boy walked through the hallway, I swear he is an angel. He is the most attractive person I have ever seen in my entire life, and I have been with a lot of people. Earbuds were shoved in his ears, and seemed to be in his own little world. He had perfect, long caramel hair that just barely covered his brown eyes. He had a well built body, with toned arms that fit well into the sleeves of his Blink 182 shirt he was sporting. Sexy, and a good taste of music? This boy can’t actually be real. He wore tight skinny jeans, that fit his legs so nice, but all I wanted to do was rip them off along with the rest of his clothes. I stared at his ass as he walked away, and damn it was fine. Who was this kid, and how soon can I make him mine?
“HOLY SHIT THAT BOY IS HOT!” I shouted, knowing he wouldn’t hear me because of his headphones. Not that I would mind, if I ever got to speak with him I would tell him he’s the most attractive person I’ve ever seen.
“Damn, who is he?” Tay breathed, obviously just as dazed as me.
“Oh hell no, he is mine.” I growled.
“Yeah, if he’s gay.” She chuckled.
“Or bi, I want him.” I claimed. There was no way anybody was going to get to him before me.
“That’s not fair, if he’s bi we get an equal chance!” Tay argued.
“No! Do you see him? He’s completely my type!” I countered, Tay was not getting anywhere near my new boyfriend.
“Everybody with a heartbeat is your type, Jack!”
“You guys don’t even know his name!” Hayley laughed. I didn’t need to know his name, I already know he is my soul mate.
“That kid? That’s Alex, he’s from England. He sits next to me in English class, I tried to talk to him but he’s really quiet.” Cass explained. My jaw dropped.
“Alex, that is such an adorable name.” Tay giggled. She was right, but she missed the most important part of Cass’s statement.
“HE IS FUCKING BRITISH?” I nearly screamed, I couldn’t contain my excitement.Of course he is, he is obviously some kind of science experiment testing how attractive they can make just one person.
“A little bit,” Cass laughed.
“You really like that dude, don’t you?” Rian asked me. I really did. I've never been with anyone remotely quiet or shy, but I can handle that. If he's actually as adorable as he looks, that boy is seriously never getting out of my sight.
“I’m in love” I answered, before I got a snarky response, the bell rang signaling to get to your next class. I’m not going to able to focus, I’m just going to be thinking about Alex’s ass I was staring at.
Ugh, I’ve never felt this way before. I only think about making out or fucking people, but with Alex it’s so different. I want to get to know him, learn all his secrets and biggest dreams, cuddle up in bed with him watching a scary movie, cook him all of his favorite foods, give him well thought out presents on Valentine's day.
No, I can’t fall for this boy, I don’t do relationships. I just screw them up, and hurt everybody close to me. But, why does Alex make me feel like this?
“So, tell me more about him.” I begged Cass, as we walked to class together.
Notes
Hi everybody! This is my new Jalex story, and I am very excited to write it. I hope you guys enjoy it, this chapter wasn't very good but no first chapter is, it will get better.
Cuteee Jalex :D
Title Credit- Return the Favor
"Do you think Tay is going to sabatoge Jalex"
Considering this is my second time reading this, yes
7/11/17