Just one mistake

Tate's POV

"You know what actually sucks?" Alex said as he walked out of the bathroom.
"My mouth round your dick." I said and looked at Alex who just smirked at me as he sat next to me on the bed with the towel still round him.
"Part from that." Alex said.
"Um, I'm way to sober to go to college." I said and looked at Alex who chuckled.
"No, it sucks that's I can't walk to school holding your hand and giving you a kiss and a hug before I have to go through the gates of hell." Alex said and rested his head on my shoulder and traced his finger along my tattoo.
"I know right, but you have hickies round your neck, chest and anywhere possible so if people don't take the hint that your taken then I'm going to have to up my game." I said and Alex chuckled.
"I would never lay my eyes on another man. Your literally my main man and I love you." Alex said and I smiled and kissed his cheek.
"You need to go and get dressed because if you want me to walk you to school he have to get going in 10 minutes so I can be at college on time." I said and Alex groaned as he got off the bed.
"But I can help take the towel off you if you want." I said and Alex turned round and stood between my legs and just smirked at me as I unwrapped him from the towel.
"Go and get dressed before I fuck you into the mattress." I said and Alex smirked again and he kissed me and he turned round and started to get dressed.
I was already dress so I was just waiting for Alex.

Jack said that he would keep an eye on Alex for me while at school and he also would meet us so I knew Alex wouldn't bunk off school because he does have a habit of doing that.
"And I hand him over into your care, please be warned that he is now in a grump." I said as we met up with Jack.
"We can always try to turn that frown the right way up." Jack said and Alex just glared at Jack.
"I'm not a fucking child." Alex said and I raised a eyebrow.
"Then don't act like one then." I said and Alex just playfully punched me in the stomach.
"Fuck you." Alex muttered and I moved so I was stood close behind him.
"That's what I'm playing on doing when you get home." I whispered in his ear and nibbled it.
"Christ, why do I have to be at school today." Alex groaned and I chuckled and kissed his cheek.
"Because you haven't been to school for nearly 3 weeks. Anyway now you have something to look forward to. Just think of it as a award for surviving school." I said and Alex looked at me.
"I hate you." Alex said playfully.
"I love you too sugar tits." I said and Jack chuckled.
"Okay, enough with all this lovey dovey couple shit, you guys are literally making me jealous of not being in a relationship and having relationship goals." Jack said and Alex chuckled and he quickly looked round and kissed me which I returned.
"Want me too meet you here or get Jack to walk you home?" I asked.
"Jack can walk me home if he wants to." Alex said and looked at Jack.
"Yeah, haven't had a chat for a while." Jack said and I smiled.
"I'll see you later." I said to Alex and linked my little finger with his and Alex looked and smile sadly.
"Hey, it's only for 6 hours. Then we can go back to what we do best." I said and Alex smiled and nodded.
"Be good and I'll see you later, let me know if anything goes down." I said to Alex and Jack who both nodded and I went off to college.

"I was thinking about getting another tattoo." I said as I made myself comfy on the sofa at the coffee shop me and Dani meet at to talk about college and work.
"Another one? Christ man you need to stop." Dani said and I chuckled.
"Was think about getting Alex's initials on my wrist." I said and looked at my wrist.
"I like the idea but what if something happens between you two, your going to be having that reminder of him all the time." Dani said and had some of her drink.
"I love him Dan, I know for a fact Alex loves me as well. I think me and Alex can actually have a future together. He relies in me so much and to be honest I love it that he does." I said and Dani smiled.
"I know you love him Tate, but you just need to think of these things. Alex is still young, he could find somebody else he wants to be with. It's the same to you, you might find somebody better than Alex. Look I'm not saying it's a bad idea but you need to make sure that you two will last." Dani said and I looked down and thought about it.
"Do you think he would cheat on me?" I asked quietly.
"Tate, I have never met Alex but the way you talk about him and how happy you are with him and how happy Alex is with you then I don't think he would cheat on you. Also I'm not meaning this in a nasty way or anything but Alex is pretty timid but the sound of things, I would bet 100 bucks that he doesn't cheat on you because he's a nervous wreck by the sound of things." Dani said and I chuckled.
"If you can think of the most nervous animal in the world then it would be Alex." I said and Dani chuckled.
"I like seeing happy Tate, Alex is a very lucky guy to have you." Dani said and I smiled and we got on with our coursework.

I was crashed on the sofa when the door opened and shut and I sat up and saw Alex.
I was about to speak when Alex sat on me and kissed me hard and soon we was making out.
"Babe, what's the matter." I said when Alex pulled back.
"I've just missed you and all I could think about is what you said this morning." Alex said and I smiled.
"I want to show you something." I said and Alex climbed off me and he let me sit up before he sat on my lap and rested his head on my shoulder.
"So I got a new tattoo." I said and Alex looked at me.
"Thought you weren't going to get anymore until you got yourself a apartment." Alex said sounding confused which made me chuckle.
"It's only a little one, but I don't know if your going to like it or not." I said and Alex looked at me.
"Well show me then." Alex said and I put my wrist out and showed Alex.
"A.W.G? Shit Tate you got my initials." Alex said and looked at me.
"I know it's going to look stupid if something happens to us..." I started but Alex kissed me hard.
"I need to get yours now." Alex said quietly and I smiled and kissed him.
"So you not mad at me for getting it." I said and Alex smiled and shook his head.
"Nope, I really like it. Now I need a shower." Alex said and I looked at him and frowned.
"You had one this morning and then you'll have one before you go to bed. You feeling okay?" I asked and Alex nodded.
"Yeah, I'm okay, just feel yuck that's all." He said and he got up and walked towards the bathroom.
I didn't like this feeling I was having so I got up and went to the bathroom.

I walked in saw Alex sat on the floor hugging his legs looking like he's having a flashback but I couldn't be sure about it as Alex acts differently for different flashbacks. I knew for a fact that if whatever flashback Alex is having he always starches himself until his arms was red.
"Alex, Lex it's me, Tate. You have a flashback." I said calmly.
"Get away from me." Alex said and kicked down but he couldn't get me since I was out of kicking range.
"No can do babe. I'm here until you come out your flashback." I said and Alex looked at me.
"Are you going to kick me if I sit down with you?" I asked and Alex shook his head and I went and sat on the floor next to Alex.
"What do we do when you have a flashback?" I asked softly and Alex looked at me and to my chest where he put his hand on my chest and he looked back at me again and I smiled at him.
"That's right, focus on me breathing and try and get yours to match mine." I said but I knew that if Alex was having a particularly bad and long flashback he needs a lot more than this to get him grounded again.
"Shell we move and go to bed where we can cuddle and watch films?" I asked and Alex shook his head but he moved and sat on my lap and hide his face in my chest and I knew he was getting himself grounded so I just left him to sort himself out.
It took a while but Alex managed to calm himself down and we moved to the bedroom.

Alex was my little spoon and he made sure that he wasn't no more than a centimeter away from me.
"You going to tell me what tiggered your flashblack?" I asked softly.
"A smell, it smelt like him." Alex whispered and I kissed the side of his head.
"It's okay, you don't have to talk about it. When your ready to talk you know I'm here right." I said and Alex nodded.
"Babe, I know you don't want to go but I really think you need to go to the doctors and talk about the flashbacks and the way you have been feeling. Maybe then you'll be able to get a diagnosis on what wrong." I said and Alex rolled over to face me.
"I don't want to be sent away. I feel safe when I'm with you. I don't get many flashbacks when I'm with you." Alex said but it sounded like he was about to cry.
"Hey, shush shush, it's okay. I'm not going to get you sent away. I just want to know what wrong with you. Then we can get you the help what you need and maybe even put you in some medication. But this is your choice." I said and kissed his forehead.
"I'll sleep on it." Alex muttered.
"Go to sleep, I'll be here when you wake up." I whispered and started to mess with his hair.
All I hoped was that Alex slept through the night as he's only been getting 3 hours sleep on a good night.
I put a film on for me to watch so I could fall asleep asleep.

Notes

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