Jacks POV. Sky died the following day surrounded her family. I was surprised how well we all coped but I think Alex and Aidan weren't coping as well as they was showing. We was all home and Alex pretty much threw himself into housework. Everyone else just sat in the sitting room. Rowan was a little lost without Sky as he used to love playing with her and making her smile. "I'm going out." Seth said and got up. "Want me too come with you?" Tyler asked and Seth nodded and they both went off somewhere. Everyone went upstairs which left me with Rowan who was watching some children's film. "Is Sky watching us from the sky?" He asked as he climbed on the sofa and sat on my lap. "Yeah she is, just like uncle Bren." I said and messed with his hair a little. "I miss her." He said quietly. "So do I Row." I said quietly and kissed the top of his head. I heard something break in the kitchen. "Jump up a second bud." I said and Rowan moved and I went to the kitchen. Alex was cleaning up the thing which he had broken. "Come and sit down Lex." I said quietly. "I can't. Because if I stop then I'll remember that Sky isn't here anymore." He sniffed. He cut his finger on the glass and he didn't flinch or make a fuss over it. "Alex come here, you've cut yourself." I said and helped him up and walked to the table and sat him on the table. "Please tell me this is a dream." He said quietly and watched me clean the cut. "I wish I could Lex, I really do wish." I whispered. Alex sniffed and looked down. I put a plaster on his finger and kissed it. Alex looked up and smiled. I pulled him into a hug and kissed the side of his head. "Love you." I said quietly. "Love you too." Alex whispered. I pulled back and watched him a little. "Come and watch a movie with me and Rowan." I said a d Alex nodded and we went to sitting room. "Daddy!" Rowan said loudly and Alex picked him up and held him close to him. I sat down and Alex sat next to me and Rowan was sat on both our laps his bum being on one leg of our laps. "Does this mean I'm the youngest again?" Rowan asked and messed with Alex's ring. "Yeah, but it now means you probably cam get away with stuff." I said. "Don't say that Jack." Alex chuckled. "I don't want to be the youngest, I want Sky to be the youngest." Rowan said quietly. "Sadly buddy in person your the youngest but you know that deep down that Sky is the youngest." Alex said. Rowan moved and cuddled into Alex's chest. Alex kissed the top of his head. I moved and cuddled into Alex's side and rested my head on his shoulder. "Am I really that comfy?" Alex chuckled and kissed the top of my head. "Yeah." Me and Rowan said together. Alex smiled. Rowan was in bed and me and Alex just wanted to be on our own so we was in our room. Alex was quietly playing his guitar, which he hasn't done for ages and I've missed it if I was honest. "I've missed you playing your guitar." I said and sat next to him on the floor. Alex didn't say anything and stopped playing his guitar and put it back where he got it from and came back and sat on my lap facing me and kissed me. I looked at him. "You okay?" I whispered and moved some hair away from his face. He shook his head. "I feel empty." He said quietly. I pulled him close to me and hugged him. "Shell we have a bath a d go to bed and watch a film?" I asked and Alex nodded. I gently pushed him off me and hovered above him. I looked deep into his eyes and he brought and hand up behind my head and pulled it towards him and kissed me hard but loving as well. I ran my hand down his chest and when I got to the bottom of his I pulled it off him and threw it somewhere. Alex did the same to me and he went back and undone my jeans and pushed them down along with my pants. I also did the same to him and looked at him. "You sure?" I asked. Alex nodded. "It's been ages." He said and kissed me hard. We was cuddled in bed watching a film. Alex had his head resting on my chest and I was tracing patterns on his shoulder blade. "This film is stupid." Alex said and reached over me and got the control and stopped it a d went looking for another film to watch. "I was watching that." I said. "Well you ain't no more." He said and looked at me and smiled. "Your worse than Rowan." I chuxkled. "Well at least I don't watch fucking Thomas all the time like him." He said. I chuckled again and Alex found a film and settled back down again and pulled more covers over himself and pulled more on my chest and used it as a pillow. "Comfy?" I chuckled. "Yeah." Alex said quietly. I smiled and kissed the top of his head. Not long after I felt Alex's breaths even out and I looked and saw he had fallen asleep. I pulled the covers more over him and I got comfy and watched the film until I fell asleep.

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