Riley's POV "I swear if I see that bastard I'm gonna kill him!" I said to Kit as I paced round my room. Kit was lead on the bed his head hanging off the end of the bed watching me. "You always this cute when your pissed off?" He asked. "Kit I'm being fucking serious!" I said. "So am I." He said I just glared at him. Kit sat up and looked at me. "Look, he's a bastard I know that. But maybe you should just play the card where he's not annoying the fuck out of you and then just get him when he least expects it." Kit said. I looked at him. "Anyway I don't think your dad's would be please if all three of you got kicked out of school." He said. "Fucks aren't given." I said and lent against the wall and looked at my phone for no reason and then started to play Flappy Bird.
I was just about to beat my high score when Kit got hold of my phone and threw it on the bed. "Hey I was just about to beat my high score!" I whined. "Tough, you can try again and beat it but right now we need to talk about you." Kit said. "I'm fine Kit." I said. "Have you told your dad about what happened?" He asked. "No, because if I tell him it'll trigger him and he'll hate himself even more and he might do something and he might not be able to recover from it. I can't risk that Kit. I just can't." I said and looked at him. "Why don't you speak nto Seth about it?" He asked. "Because he's done exactly the same as me. He has his own problems to worry about anyway. He doesn't need to worry about me. Neither do you." I said. Kit kissed me. "I do worry because you are too important to me for me not to worry. Seth will do anything for you. You know that." He said quietly. "I'm not gonna end up like dad. It was just a stupid thing one which I'm not going to do again." I said seriously and looked at Kit. "Promise?" He asked. I linked my little fingers with his and kissed him. "I promise." I whispered. Kit smiled and pulled me into a hug. "I love you Ri, don't ever forget it." He said quietly. "I love you too." I said and kissed his cheek and rested my chin on his shoulder and kept on hugging him. Kit had fallen asleep so I pulled the covers over him and kissed his cheek and quietly got out of bed and went downstairs. Seth was sat on the sofa and I went over and joined him. "What's up?" I asked and picked another controller up and joined in on this game Seth was playing. "I think I'm losing Ty." He said quietly. I paused our game and looked at him. "Why do you think that?" I asked. "We've been fighting loads, he doesn't want anything to do with me. I try and talk to him but he ignores me." Seth said and sniffed quietly as he could. "Dad and Pa argue all the time. Doesnt mean he doesn't love you." I said. "Yeah but you forgetting that dad actually left and he nearly killed himself." He said quietly. "I haven't forgotten Seth. I know its hard for you to get a grip of your emotions and everything and that you feel abandoned because of what has happened. But of Tyler can stay with you through that and you throwing everything at him then your not losing him." I said. "I am Ri, you just don't understand. You don't have what I have and its hell having this!" He said. "I might not have what you have but I do have anxiety. Kit has to go through me getting panicky about him leaving me. I still can't get myself lunch at school because everyone there freaks me out. Even stupid little things like making a fucking cuppa. It's not easy on Ty or Kit but they'll stick by us." I said and pulled Seth into my side. Seth just sniffed and I rested my head on top of his. "Why don't you take Tyler out somewhere. You have loads of time on your hands considering you don't go to school and that." I said. "Where?" Seth asked. "I don't bloody know. But that pizza place in town is good." I said. Seth sat up and looked at me. "I also suggest flowers and chocolates. If it can win over a woman then I'm sure it'll win Ty over." I said and Seth chuckled. "You calling him a woman now?" Seth asked. "Yerp." I smiled. "Bitch that's so Kit." He said and playfully pushed my shoulder. "I wouldn't have him any other way." I said. "Where is he anyway?" Seth asked. "Asleep, he needs his beauty sleep." I said. "Shell we steal some of Aids make up and cover him in make up." Seth said and looked at me. "And have no sex for a week no thanks, I happen to like sex." I said. "I have noticed at 2 in the fucking morning!" Seth said and pushed me so I hit my head on the arm of the sofa. "Ow." I muttered. "Well you can't bloody talk, you've woken me up at 3 in the morning." I said. "Slut." Seth chuckled. "And your not." I said. Seth smiled and yawned. "Go to bed. Give Tyler the biggest hug ever and give him a kiss and just be the big spoon. That's how I cheer Kit up a little." I said and got up. I nwalked round behind him. "And sex. Always works, learnt that from dad and pa." I said. "Ew, you watched them?" He asked. "If you haven't fucking guessed already my room is underneath theirs. I fucking hear everything." I said. Seth chuckled. "Your poor ears." He said. "Scared for life more like." I muttered and Seth got up. "Better go and do what you say. If this backfires I'm blaming you!" He said. "It won't, as long as you give him flowers and chocolates which he likes and make sure you give him the time of his life and you'll forever be in his good books. Until you fight again then you'll have to do it all over again." I said as we walked up the stairs. I got to my room and Seth came over and pulled me into a hug. Seth rarely hugged anyone part from Tyler so you make the most of it when he hugs you. I returned his hug. "You the best Ri." He said quietly and let me go and walked into his room. I walked into my room and saw that Kit had hogged my side of the bed like normal. I climbed over him since my bed was against the wall and cuddled into his back. I kissed the side of his mouth and got comfy and fell asleep.

Notes

My head is literally all over the place and not coping well with it so it explains why this is shit...