Jet Pack Blues

Aidan's POV I looked at the test and saw a little pink plus. "Shit." I whispered to myself and someone banged on the bathroom door. "Some of us are dying for a piss here!" Riley said loudly. "Yeah yeah." I muttered and picked the pregnancy test up and hid it and walked by Riley. "About fucking time too." He grumbled and slammed the door shut. I went to my room and shut the door behind me and looked at the pregnancy test again. I got my phone and texted Oli. Me- you better hide as dad and pa are going to castrate you when they see you next!. I waited for him to reply. Oli- Wait your pregnant? He asked. Me- well fucking done Sherlock! I sent back. Oli- you keeping it? He asked. Me- no. That's all what I could answer because I didn't want a kid. Not yet anyway. Oli-and I don't get a say in this? He asked. Me- I'm not arguing about it. If you want to talk about it then you know where I live and we can speak about it like adults! I threw my phone on my bed. I needed dads advice but I dunno how he would react if I told him. I decided to tell him since the worse thing he would do would be shout at me and not speak to me for the day. I walked out my room and went downstairs. Dad was in the kitchen Rowan attached to his leg and Sky was grizzling. "Rowan get of my leg if you want this." Dad said. Rowan moved and sat at the table and dad put his food on the table. "What do you say?" Dad asked and looked at him. "Tanks dada." He smiled. Dad smiled and looked at me. "What's up Aid?" He asked and sorted Sky bottle out. "I need to talk to you, in private." I said. "Go to mine and pa room and I'll be up there with Sky if that's okay or do you want me on my own." He said and looked at me. "It's fine." I said and walked up to his room. I heard dad shout at Riley and Kit to keep an eye on Rowan. He walked in the room and shut the door behind him and got comfy and started to feed Sky. "What's up buttercup?" He asked and looked at me. I smiled at my childhood nickname which I still love. "Don't get mad at me." I said quietly and looked down. "I won't get mad." He said. I looked at him. "I'm pregnant." I said quietly and started too cry. Dad stayed quiet. "Come here." He said and I crawled over and he pulled me into his side. "How long have you know?" He asked quietly and brought his knees up slightly and move Sky so she was resting against his legs and he carried on feeding Sky. "I took a test this morning." I said quietly. "How long are you gone?" He asked. "3 weeks." I whispered. He pulled me closer to him and he kissed the top of my head. "Do you want to keep it?" He asked seriously. "No, but Oli wants me too keep it." I said and moved away from him. "Your body, your choice he has no right to what you do with your body part from having sex with him! What the actual fuck Aidan!" He said a little louder than before. "He had a condom on." I said but cringed to myself. "Gonna be having words with that shit when he comes over." He growled. I didn't say anything. "Try another test to be sure." Dad said quietly. "I'm not going to the shops to buy another one. Had to make an excuse it was for my mum even though I don't have one." I said and he chuckled. "Let me finish with madam here and I'll get one for you." He said. I looked at him confused. "Always have spares." He said and put Skys bottle on the bedside and he picked her up and started to wind her. "If you do want to keep it then you can, me and pa will help you." He said and faced me. "I don't want it. I haven't lived my life. I don't want to be tied down by kids. I want to do stuff before settling down and having kids." I said and looked at dad. "I understand. I'm glad you are using your head along with your heart." He smiled. "Can you make the appointment for me?" I asked. He nodded and Sky burped. "You going to go to sleep or are you going to happily cooing to yourself." Dad said and put he in the cot. He went to the bathroom and looked around and presented me a pregnancy test. "Use our bathroom." He said quietly and I took it off him and went to their bathroom. We waited 3 minutes and it felt more longer than the first one I took. "You disappointed in me?" I asked. "No, I'm not disappointed in you." He said and kissed the top of my head and a little plus sign appeared. I started to cry again. "Hey don't cry okay. I know its terrifying and that but you have nothing to cry about okay, because your strong and your gonna make the decision if you want to keep it or not." He said. I sniffed and thought about it and thought about everything which dad and pa are doing right now with Sky. "But let me tell you something. It's hard work but its always pays off." He said. I looked at him. "I don't know, I don't know what to do." I said quietly. "If your ready for the huge commitment for the next 18 years then go for it. If your not up for the commitment then don't go for it." He said. "I don't want to be tied down." I said. "Also think about if you and Oli spilt up he will want access to it and you will have to support it on your own and your still only young to be staying in and looking after a screaming demanding baby." He said. I chuckled. I shook my head and sighed. "I still don't want it." I said and looked down. "You sure?" He asked. "Positive." I said and looked at him. He smiled and pulled me into a hug. "Thank you for not shouting at me." I said quietly. "Why would I shout at you? I do have 5 kids. I will do anything to make sure you have the best advice I can give you and then support you in what you decide to do." He said and kissed the side of my head. I smiled. "I would still love you as much as I do now, not matter what you do. You are still my little girl." He said. I smiled. Someone knocked on the door. "Yeah." Dad said and Kit came in. "Oli is at the door." He said. "Okay." Dad said and got up and went over to check on Sky who I guessed was asleep. "When your ready come downstairs." Dad said and he quickly went downstairs. Kit looked at me. "You okay?" He asked. I nodded and looked at him. "Better go downstairs before dad kills Oli." I said and got off the bed. "Why?" He asked. "I'm preggers Kit." I said and went downstairs.
"If you ever think about this..." Dad growled and kneed Oli in the balls. ".... Before using this..." He said loudly while poking Oli hard in the head."...then you are one sick bastard." He growled. "She fucking wanted it." Oli said and glared at me and dad punched him hard round the face. Kit rushed over and pulled dad away from Oli before dad killed Oli. "Maybe she did, but you could at least used a fucking condom! Or even better don't have sex if you can't be responsible with it." Dad said. "Fine one to talk." Oli said. "At least I wanted kids. Have you even asked Aidan? No, because all you are thinking about is yourself!" Dad said and went off and picked Rowan up who laughed as dad blew raspberries on his stomach. I went to the freezer and got a bag of frozen peas and gave them to Oli. " I believe we have to have a serious chat." I said seriously and walked off and Oli followed and we went to my room. I shut the door behind us and looked at Oli how had made himself comfortable on my bed. "So, your up the Duff." Oli said nursing the bag of peas on his cheek. "Don't even fucking start about making jokes about this!" I snapped. He looked at me shocked. "You keeping it?" He asked. "No." I said seriously. "So that's it? You made your mind up before even talking to me about it! I didn't think you was this much of a bitch Aidan!" He said. I looked at him hurt. "Yes that's it! Your not the one who has to carry the fucking thing for 9 months! Your not the one who going to be talked about behind your back! You don't have to go through the whole pushing the fucking thing out! So excuse me if I decided what to do with out your consent!" I growled at him. "Would of been nice to be part of your decision." He said sarcastically. "You have no fucking right to be part of my decision. If you want the fucking thing maybe I should give birth to the fucking thing and give it too you then maybe I will do that since you want the fucking thing so badly!" I shouted at him. "Why are you being like this!?" He shouted back at me and stood up and towered over me. "Me being like this? What about you!? Your fucking demanding me to do and keep something I don't want! I don't want this baby! If you can't be happy with my choice then we're over." I shouted. He looked at me shocked. "You would leave me if I'm not happy about the life you are going to destroy? Course I'm not fucking happy about it!" He shouted. "Then get the fuck out of my house and don't ever come back! Don't ever talk or look at me! I thought you would understand Oliver but you don't! Your just some bastard who fucking used me!" I screamed at him. "Get out and don't come back." I said and I felt the tears fall. Oli moved but I moved away from him. "Don't touch me." I said quietly and wiped my tears away. "Aidan please..." He started. "No Oli. You made this choice, not me so go." I sniffed. He just stood there looking at me. "Get out! Get the fuck out of my room! Get the fuck out of my life! Get out!" I screamed at him and threw my phone at him hard. He nodded and looked down and walked out my room . I watched him walk down the driveway and I just broke down into ugly sobs and sat on my bed and looked at this picture and I picked it up and looked at it a d then threw it hard and the wall where it broke. I brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them and cried.
I heard someone walk into my room and sat beside me and pulled me to their side. "You don't need him." They said and I worked it out that it was Seth. "I do Seth." I sobbed. "Look at me." He said quietly. I pulled away from his side and looked at him. "Don't cry, no boy or girl is worth your tears." He said and kissed the top of my head. "I really love him Seth." I sobbed. Seth wiped some of the stray tears away. "If he really loves you then he'll come back. You both need some time too cool off and just miss each other." He said. "Did dad tell you?" I asked and looked at him. "Yeah, although you shouting to the top of your lungs so you gave it away as well as waking Sky up." He said. "Shit." I muttered. "It's okay though, pa went and sorted her out." He chuckled. "Does he know?" I whispered. "Dad told him." Seth said and looked at me. "He mad at me?" I asked. "No, I'm not mad at you Aid." Pa said and I looked towards my door and he was picking my phone up. "Bit broke. Dont you think?" He chuckled. "Stupid Oliver." I grumbled. "Don't worry about it. If you want you can drag me shopping to cheer you up." He said. I smiled as Pa hated going shopping with me as I drag him to every girlie shop in town so he must really want to cheer me up. "Yeah." I smiled. Seth got up and walked out the room and pa came over and sat next to me and pulled me to his side. "You disappointed in me?" I whispered. "A little, but it doesn't matter because its only the tiniest little bit." He said. "I fucked everything up." I sniffed. "Hey, no you haven't." He cooed and kissed the top of my head and held me close to him. "If I wasn't being a reckless little slut then I wouldn't be pregnant and I would still have Oli." I sobbed. "Everyone makes mistakes, I have, I admit I haven't been a saint and neither has dad. But if you and Oli really love each other then you'll always find a way to be with each other." He said. I sniffed. "Just give yourselves some time and space and then see if you want to try again ." he said and I nodded. "Think dad is going to order pizza and we can all have a movie night together." He said and I smiled and nodded. "Good. Come downstairs." Pa said and kissed the top of my head and got up and left the room. I followed him and went downstairs.

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Poor Aidan...