Many Of Horror

Alex's POV

"We have to go downstairs." Jack said lazily.
"I'm happy here though." I said quietly and cuddled into his side.
"Well we have to put clean bed covers on since their covered in spunk stains from earlier." Jack said and kissed the top of my head.
I groaned and sat up and looked at him.
"You seriously need to keep your spunk under control." I said and Jack smirked at me.
"You shouldn't be so good." He said and I couldn't help but blush.
Jack smiled and got out of bed and pulled some pants on and I did the same.
Jack took the bed covers off and went downstairs and I followed behind him.

"Stop it Eli!" Fred laughed which he hasn't done for ages.
I walked in and quickly when out to kitchen but Fred spotted me.
"Alex, come here I want you too meet someone." He said.
I looked at Jack and he smiled.
"You'll be okay. Eli is really nice." He said and walked over and kissed the top of my head.
"Its okay." He whispered and I nodded.
I walked into the sitting room and sat in the chair and looked down.
"Lex, I want you too meet Eli." Fred said and got up and knelt in front of me.
I didnt look at him, for me everything was moving too quickly.
Eric with Callie and meeting her, moving here even if I have been here for nearly 5 weeks, now Fred and this person. I just can't cope.
I got up and went upstairs.
"Alex!" Fred said after me.
I walked into mine and Jacks room and started to pace up and down the room.

"Lex? What's going on?" Fred asked.
"Leave me alone." I said quietly and started to pull my hair.
"Alex tell me what's the matter." Fred said.
"I said leave me the fuck alone!" I shouted at him and looked at him hard.
"Babe, what's up?" Jack said and walked into the room and pulled me into his chest.
"I can't cope anymore." I sobbed into his chest.
"I think its best if Alex didn't meet Eli today. Tell him he hasn't done anything wrong its just Alex isn't in the best frame of mind at the moment but he can get to know him soon." Jack said.
"Okay." Fred said quietly and left the room.
Once the door was shut Jack made me look at him.

"Baby what's wrong?" He said quietly.
"I can't cope with all of this." I sobbed.
"With what? What is it you can't cope with and I'll see if I can help with anything." He said quietly and brushed some hair out my face.
"Everything. Its not your fault honest, but I can't cope being here, everyone is moving on in their lives and I feel like I'm stuck in time. Never going anywhere." I sniffed and looked down.
"Hey, its okay, I'll make sure everything is going to be okay." He said quietly and pulled me into his chest.
"I want to cut." I said quietly and looked at him.
Jack smiled softy.
"But you can't because if you do, you'll go back in that place again. I can't have you go back in there Lex, I can't." He said and I looked away from him.
"I don't know what to do." I sobbed.
Jack made me look at him again.
"Talk to me. Tell me what's ticking in that head of yours." He said quietly and kissed the top of my head softy.
"I don't know how." I whispered.
Jack took me over to the bed and sat on it and pulled me onto his lap and held me close to him.

"Start from the beginning." He said quietly.
"I can't, I don't know how to." I sniffed and ran my fingers up and down his chest.
"When did you start to feel like this?" He asked.
"3 weeks ago, but it wasn't as bad as it is now. It started to get bad when Eric came home with that girl 2 weeks ago." I said and looked down.
"Is it the whole change of whats happening?" He asked.
I nodded.
"I know you don't like change and it gets your anxiety all up and everything but it means that Eric and Fred trust me too look after you which is what I am going to do. I love you and I am never going to let you go." He said and lifted my chin up and kissed me lovingly.
I wrapped my arms round his neck and Jack pulled me closer to him.
"I love you." Alex whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek.
Jack lead on his back and I followed and lead on his chest and his started to trace his fingers down my spine.
"Do you want me to do anything?" He asked quietly.
"Cuddle." I said quietly and Jack nodded and rolled onto his side which made me roll off him and he spooned me and held me close to him.
"Go to sleep and I'll be here when you wake up." He whispered and kissed my cheek.
I nodded and slowly fell asleep.

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