Many Of Horror

Alex's POV

I just watched Jack sleep.
I was just nodding of when a nurse came in.
"Alex you have therapy." They said.
"Yeah well as you can see my boyfriend has fallen asleep on me and I'm not moving for anything as he's had a shit day." I said hoping Jack wouldn't wake up anytime soon.
"Therapy before boyfriend." He said.
"No, boyfriend before therapy." I said and began to mess with Jacks hair.
Jack moved his head and wiped his nose in my top.
"That's fucking disgusting Jack." I said.
"Fuck you." Jack mumbled.
"You could if there wasn't a nurse in the room telling me I have to drag my sorry fuckable ass to therapy." I said.
"Well he isn't going anywhere as I'm taking him hostage." Jack said and literally lead on me and not moving one bit.
I laughed.
"Your fat ass is crushing me." I said and slapped his ass.
"Okay, I think you can miss one day of therapy." The nurse said.
"No. He's going and he's not getting out of it." Jack said and sat up a little.
"Your meant to be on my side Jack!" I whined and slapped his chest.
"I am but I need you to get better and come home." He said and kissed me.
I just sighed and gave up this argument.
"Let's go bitch tits." He said and got off me and dragged me to therapy.

"Are you actually going to speak?" My therapist asked sarcastically.
" Well I was thinking about it. But since your being a asshole my mouth is staying shut." I said.
The therapist just sighed.
"Is he always like this?" The therapist asked Jack.
"Yeah." Jack said and I glared at him.
"Well he's been with us for nearly 4 months and he still hasn't opened up about anything. The only thing I know about him is that he has a boyfriend, two brothers and his parents disowned him. You can't bottle up your emotions Alex. Its not healthy for you or your family." The therapist said.
"Look in my eyes if Alex doesn't want to talk then you can't make him. After being with the Looney for nearly 11 months I think I know him better than you." Jack said.
"Its part of his treatment for him to get out off here." The therapist said.
"He's a free spirit. Trust me if there's something Alex doesn't want to do then he'll be one stubborn bitch and not do it. No matter what you do." Jack said.
I smiled at the fact Jack was sticking up for me.
"I understand that but he needs to learn on how to let people in and help him." The therapist said.
"The last time I let someone in they used it against me and did things to me so I'm sorry if I don't fucking trust you and tell you my deepest darkest secrets just so I can get out of this fucking place." I said.
Jack got hold of my hand and gently squeezed it.
I smiled a little.
"I just want to go home. I've been clean for nearly 3 weeks after the whole wanting to kill myself act." I said.
"You need to be clean longer than that. You also need to prove to us that as soon as your out of here your not going to top yourself again. A relapse is allowed as that is part of recovery and everyone goes through it." The therapist said.
"Fine. A month clean and you see if I can go home and actually get on with my life without being locked up." I said.
The therapist thought about it.
"Okay, you prove to me that you really want this and get out of here. You dont have to attend therapy but you have to take your meds and if you feel like its not working then you tell someone and you have to come back to therapy." He said.
I nodded.
"Its been a pleasure meeting you Alex. No matter how much hard work you have been." He smiled.
I nodded and me and Jack got up and walked out.
"3 weeks and then I'm out of here." I said quietly.
"They better hurry up." Jack said and kissed me and pulled me into a hug.

Notes

is anyone still reading this??
I know its been pretty boring and all that shit.
But just want to know and see if I should keep on writing this or not..