Alexs POV

Thanks to Eric waking me up at 4 in the morning I was wide awake and already losing the will too live and it was only 6 in the morning.
Jack was still fast asleep beside me so I climbed over him quietly and went and had a shower and used as much hot water as I could just too annoy either mum or dad as I knew they are normally first one ups and had a shower so this would be a nice surprise for them when they get round to getting up.

I walked back into my room with the towel round my waist and Jack was awake and facing me.
"Why you up so early?" He asked.
"My delightful brother woke me up at 4 in the morning and we spoke for an hour and then I decided that I was going to use the hot water before mum and dad get in there." I said.
I heard someone walk up the stairs and go to the bathroom.
"Who's used all the fucking hot water!?" Dad said loudly.
I chuckled too myself and picked some pants up and walked over to the bed and put them.
"That's mean." Jack said.
"Im a mean person so what can I say." I said and looked at him.
"Your not mean." He yawned and sat up.
"If you say so." I said and got up.
I looked for a pair of jeans and band merch.
I found what I was looking for and put my jeans on and pulled my Greenday jumper on and went and sat on the floor and started to dry my hair.
"Now I can see why they call you princess." Jack chuckled and got dreassed.
"Yeah well I'm their princess after all and I do get away with a lot of stuff." I said and looked at him.
He chuckled and pulled on one off my t shirts.

He sat next too me.
"You don't have to hide them." He said and ran his finger up my arm feeling my scars.
"People will stare, I don't like people looking at me especially if it's because of them." I said and looked at my arm and watched Jacks finger.
"Ignore them, because its you who has too live with them." He said.
I looked at him.
"And you. You have to live with them." I said.
"Why do I have too live with them?" He asked confused.
"Because I really like you and that but if you don't I understand." I said and looked down.
I felt him put a finger under my chin and made me look at him.
"I do like you." He said quietly.
I smiled.
He moved closer to me.
"Will you go out with me?" He asked quietly in my ear.
I looked at him and smiled wide.
"Yeah." I said quietly.
He smiled and pulled me too his side and kissed the top off my head.
"You sure you want to be with me and my fucked up ness?" I asked quietly and looked at him.
"Wouldn't have you any other way." He said and kissed me.

Since Eric was nursing a hangover me, Jack and Fred had to walk to school.
"Something is different about you two." He said.
"Explain different." I said.
"I dunno, something is just different." He said.
"Me and Jack are together." I said quietly.
Freddie smiled.
"About time too." He chuckled.
"Meaning?" Jack asked.
"Meaning, I only have one person to really worry about as you can worry about princess over here." He said.
I just glared at him.
"Just shut up and smoke your cigarette." Fred chuckled and stuffed a cigarette in my mouth.
By the time I smoke my cigarette we was at school.
"Right I want no trouble from you. You'll be okay to walk home by yourself won't you?" Fred said.
"Not promising anything, I have Jack to drag home with me." I said and looked at him.
Jack just rolled his eyes.
"We'll be having words later." Fred said seriously too Jack and looked at him.
Jack nodded.
"Be good and I'll see you later." He said and walked off to his group of friends.
"Yes mum." I muttered and we walked to tutor.

It was tutor all morning and if I'm honest I was bored shitless and I was getting really annoyed for some reason.
Armstrong was talking about something and I really want to say something but the more I tried to stop myself the more I want to do something.
"I'm gonna literally shoot myself if he don't shut up soon." I whispered too Jack.
He chuckled.
"A few more minutes and then you can do whatever you want because he'll set us work." He said quietly back.
"Can't survive much long on being quiet or sitting still." I said.
"Keep going and you'll be fine." He said and looked at me.
"Ugh." I huffed and rested my head against the table.
Armstrong came over.
"Alex outside now." He said.
I looked at him.
"But I haven't done anything." I said.
"You was talking when you was meant to be listening too what I was saying." He said.
"I wasn't the only one who was talking, why the hell are you picking on me for? Was it because I kneed you in the bollacks?" I sad and the room started to talk a little.
"You need to learn to focus in what is being said." He said.
"Well I can't because you try having someone talking to you and then suddenly change the bloody subject. It's not easy." I said.
"Just get out of my class." He said.
"But I didn't do anything." I said.
"Get out Alex." He growled.
I wasn't going to be sent out this class for no reason so I was going to give him a reason to kick me out.
"But I haven't done anything, but I suppose I could do this." I said and got out my chair and threw it across the class.
"Get out!" He shouted.
"And I'm fucking gone! Next time throw me out of your fucking class when I actually have done something wrong not when I was doing what everyone else was fucking doing." I said.
I walked out the door and slammed it behind me.
"Fucking bastard." I said too myself and punched the lockers which was near by.
"Ow." I muttered ad shook my hand a little.

"Sent out again Alex." Someone said.
I looked round and saw Mr Way stood by the door of his classroom.
"I didn't do fuck all, until I threw my chair." I said.
He shook his head.
"I'm just going to find my brother for a cigarette." I said.
"You can have one of mine." He said.
I was really weary when it came too being with teachers on my own especially after what happened in England.
"You shouldn't be given students cigarettes, especially when their only 14 years old." I said and walked over.
"Maybe not, but what the others don't know won't hurt." He said.
I stopped in my tracks and looked at him.
He said that all the time too me, it doesn't matter if I shouted or not, no one was too hear me or even help me.
"Alex?" Mr Way said and walked over too me.
"Get away from me." I said and glared at him.
He stopped in his tracks and looked at me.
None of the teachers did this they always carried on walking towards me.
"Alex what's wrong?" He asked.
I shook my head.
"Nothing is wrong." I said quietly.
"If nothing is wrong then why are you looking like your remembering something?" He asked.

Jack came out and looked at me and Mr Way.
"Alex what's the matter?" He asked and walked over and pulled me into a hug.
"I need too go home." I said and pulled back and walked off.
Jack caught up with me.
"Want me too walk you back?" He asked.
I shook my head.
"Your not going to go off and do anything?" He asked seriously.
I shook my head.
"Promise?" He asked quietly.
I linked my little finger with his.
"I promise." I whispered.
"Text me when you get back." He said.
I smiled.
"Will do." I said.
Jack kissed me and I went off home too annoy Eric.

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Jacks POV

Something was wrong with Alex and i couldn't put my finger on it.
I watched him walk off the school grounds and he went in the direction of where his home was.
I just realized that kissing Alex meant that we was going to be the gossip for the next few weeks.
"Great." I muttered too myself and turned round and walked back into school.
Half an hour later Alex sent me a text saying that he was home.

I was slowly walking towards Alexs when Freddie caught up with me.
"Wheres Alex?" He asked.
"He went home." I said quietly.
"You let him walk home by himself." He said.
"He's not made of cotton wool you know, if he was too do something then I would off gone with him but he didn't and he texted me when he was home as well." I said.
"It means nothing too Alex." He said.
"He's gonna have to learn that your not always going too be near him too look after him." I said.
"And you are?" He scoffed.
"You just never know." I said quietly and walked a bit ahead of him.

We got back and there was two cars in the drive.
"Why is he still even here?" Freddie muttered and walked in with me behind him.
Alex was aruging with his dad by the sound of things.
Eric was sat on the stairs looking delicate from whatever he was doing last night.
"Still suffering?" Freddie asked him.
"I have had non stop shouting all fucking day and I have not been able too sleep this fucking hangover off." He said sounding really pissed off.
The shouting stopped and they was talking quietly.
"Peace at last." Eric said and got up and went upstairs.
"Your coming with me Jack, we're having words." Freddie said and followed Eric upstairs and I followed him up too his room.

Unlike Alex's room Freddie's room was really tidy and small.
"You can sit down if you want." He said and sat on his bed and I just perched at the end of the bed.
"I know you think Alex is strange and everything." He said quietly.
"But I don't, I see nothing wrong with him." I said and looked at Freddie.
He smiled.
"I just going to say this once too you so you better listen. You ever hurt him you are fucking dead, not just by me but by Eric as well. He's been hurt too many times he dont need some yank to come into his life and break him into a million pieces." He said seriously.
I was seriously confused on what a 'yank" was but I wasn't going to say anything until I see Alex.
"Why would I hurt him? He doesn't even need to tell me what happened too him, his self harm scars are enough for me too see how much he's been hurt in the past." I said.
"You can say exactly the same thing about that bastard and why he did them fucking things too him!" He shouted at me.
I looked away and looked at my feet.
Alex walked in the room.
"Why are you shouting at Jack?" He asked and sat on my lap.
"I didn't mean to shout at him." Freddie said quietly.
"Well you don't shout at him, only I can shout at him if I have too." He said and got off my lap and got hold of my hand and we walked too his room and sat on the floor.

"What's a Yank?" I asked still really confused about what Freddie meant by this.
Alex chuckled.
"It's what people call American's." He said.
"Well now I feel stupid." I said.
"That's because you are stupid." He said and looked at me.
I glared at him.
He moved and sat between my legs.
"But your my stupid." He said quietly and kissed me.

Notes

Yay they together...