I Love You Like A Blink Song Baby

Alex's P.O.V Well, I certainly wasn't expecting to hear that. Especially not from Jack. I always feel slightly embarassed telling people that i'm a virgin. Just because i'm older and by the time you are my age most people are bragging about how and where they lost it and who to. I was the odd one out of my group of friends. I didn't just throw my junk around at everyone. 'Wait.. What?' Jack asked quietly and looked up at me with wide eyes and bit down on his lip a little. 'Alex are you sure you would want me to be your first? I mean we don't have too..' 'Jack don't look so worried.. it's going to be okay.' I nodded slowly and smiled reassuringly at him. 'I'm more than sure that I would like you to be my first.' Jack nodded slowly and smiled back at me a little. I could tell he still felt very nervous and embarassed about this whole conversation. So I decided to change the subject. 'So um do you want to go get some lunch? I don't know about you but i'm starving.' I laughed softly and looked at Jack. He nodded in agreement and got up off the bed, brushing down his clothes to remove any dust from them. We opened the room door and made our way down to the dinning room to see everyone else already sitting down with plates piled high. I walked towards the buffet cart and began to put things on a plate and went to sit down. Jack wandered over a little bit after I had sat down and sat across from me. 'I'm sorry Alex..' Jack mumbled softly as he shoveled a mouthful of rice into his mouth and looked over at me. 'I didn't mean to seem so scared..' 'Look Jack, It's okay honestly. We'll talk later. We can't risk anyone in here over hearing anything we say. It's bad enough Zack knows without adding anymore people to that list.' I nodded slowly and began to eat some of my own rice. Jack sighed a little and nodded slowly. I understood his frustration. I was tired of hiding how I felt about Jack but I couldn't risk loosing my job and Jack really didn't need to get into any serious trouble. At least it's senior year. Things will be okay once Jack leaves school. Maybe when Jack leaves i'll quit and then we can be happy together. Well if he wants to stay with me that is.. He might meet someone else when he goes off to college..

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