They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me.

I stood up, it had been a week since the party. I wanted to talk to Jack but I was afraid that he would be upset with me for getting drunk. I didn't do anything, he just would be disappointed by the fact that I did that. I ran a hand through my caramel hair and threw an empty bottle on the windowsill at Rian. He groaned as he sat up.

"What do you want douche bag," he asked, sleepily.

"Let's go somewhere," I said.

"Where?"

"We're not that far from Carowinds, let's go there."

"Fine, give me time."

I rolled out of bed and changed into gray skinny jeans and a solid black shirt. I pulled combat boots on and walked to the mirror that was over the sink in our room. I pulled a comb through my hair, my eyes transfixed on Rian scampering out of bed. He groaned and stretched, grabbing some clothes and going into the connected bathroom to shower.

I brushed my teeth and grabbed my phone immediately, wondering if Jack had sent anything. Of course he hadn't. I was always afraid he was going to leave me. From the moment that I had his lips on mine I knew that we were destined to be together, that he was the only one for me. I know I acted like a hot shot a lot of the time but for some reason I was afraid that he was drifting away from me and I just couldn't live without him by my side.

"You good Lex," Rian asked.

"Just have some things on my mind. Come on, let's go," I told him.

We excitedly ran to his car and began our drive to the amusement park. I had a lot on my mind, like the last time Jack and I had been to an amusement park together. He had loved it, I hadn't seen him smile like that in such a long time. Just think, in a month I would get to see the most perfect person in my life and get to hold him in my arms once again. Today wasn't about that though, it was about getting our minds off of school and off of everything going on. That's just what we were going to do.

Notes

Guys, I love my roommate. Seriously though, she is amazing and I'm so lucky to have her because we help each other through a lot of shit and we tell each other everything. Because of that I've gotten some of what's going on off of my mind just because I finally admitted it.

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Title and lyric credit - If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn