Alex's POV Me and Jack have been back in this shithole for 3 weeks and already I just want too bang my head against the wall. We was being watched all the time and i was going to go round the bend if they don't stop bloody looking at me. "Will you stop looking at me!" I shouted at the guard. The guard didn't say anything. "You fucking deaf? Stop looking at me!" I said and went into his face. "Lex.." A voice in the distance said. I ignored it but I felt someone gently hold my hand. I snapped out my trance and saw I was standing by this fucking pointless statute of some religious bitch. "You was shouting at the statue again." Jack said quietly. "It was watching us, I can see it's eyes watching us, where we go, what we do. It's always watching." I said refusing to looking at Jack. He got hold of my face gently and made me look at him. "No one is watching us." He said quietly. "Yes they are! I thought you would believe me! That's thing there is watching us Jack waiting for us to fuck up! Then everyone else is watching waiting... Waiting for something!" I said quickly and pulled away from him. Jack sighed and got hold of my arm and took us to the common room. ------------- I couldn't stay in this room but Jack was making sure I wasn't going to do anything stupid. So instead I went over to the jukebox they had and looked for something to listen too. "Where's the good stuff?" I muttered to myself. I kicked the jukebox hard and walked away from it. I could feel someone watching me, so I turned round and saw a guard watching. "Gaskarth what part of don't kick the jukebox don't you understand." He said. "I didn't even touch the fucking thing." I muttered. I felt someone slap my round the back of the head. "Don't fucking touch me!" I growled and glared at the guard. "Don't touch the jukebox." The guard snarled. I was about the punch him when I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Leave it Alex. The bastard isn't worth it." Jack said and pulled me away from the gurad. "Damn Alex you seem more crazy than normal." Kellin said. "Don't Kellin." Jack warned. "I'm just saying he's more crazy than normal." Kellin said and sat back on the sofa. "It's that fucking statute." Jack said. "Hey, don't diss the Jesus statute." Vic said. "Vic the statue is off a woman its not fucking Jesus." Austin said. I smiled as this was quite funny in my eyes. "It has long hair and so did Jesus." Vic argued. "Jesus had a beard. This has no beard." Jack said. "Fuck off!" Vic huffed and crossed his arms. Everyone took the piss out of him until it was dinner. --------------- I just picked at my food. Jack knocked his knee against mine and I looked at him. "You okay?" He asked quietly. I shook my head and got up. "Gaskarth sit down!" A nurse said. "No." I said and walked out and went and sat on the sofa. "Back where everyone else is." A nurse said as she walked in the room. "Just fuck off and leave me alone." I said quietly. They walked over and grabbed my arm and pulled me up but I slapped them across the face. "Get off me! No one can touch me!" I shouted at them. "I need help in here!" The nurse shouted. A load of nurses came rushing over. I back away from them. "Alex come quietly and we won't have to sedate you." Another nurse said. "Leave me alone!" I said loudly and backed myself into a corner. I saw Jack. "Help." I sqeaked. Jack came over. "Leave him alone, what the hell has he done to you?" Jack said. "Slapped me across the face." The nurse who I slapped said . "Then you should get him alone when he said." Jack said. "He shouldn't of left when everyone was eating." The nurse said. "In case you haven't realized he's going fucking crazy at the moment." Jack said. "Thanks Jack!" I said sarcastically. "He's perfectly fine. Now get up and come with us." The nurse said and grabbed my leg but I kicked her. "Get off me!" I shouted. Then a load of hands grabbed me and lifted me up and dragged me somewhere. "Get off me!" I screamed.------------ Before I knew it I was in the padded cell. They pretty much threw me in the cell. Before I could get out the door slammed shut. "Let me out!" I shouted and banged the door. "Shut up!" The nurse shouted. "Let me out! It's watching me and it will do something to me if you don't let me out please!" I begged. "Nice try Gaskarth, your not playing that trick." The nurse said and walked off. "Please! Don't leave me alone here!" I cried but the nurse walked off. "No, no, no." I said quietly and walked round the cell. ----------- I dunno how long I was in here for but I was losing my mind. I was sat in a corner at the back off the room when I saw someone look in the room through the little window in the door. "Lex? Lex you in there?" Jack said. "Jack?" I asked. "The one and only." He said but I could hear his smile. I couldn't help but smile as well. "Is it watching us?" I asked. I guess Jack had worked out that the shitty statue triggers me really bad. "Yeah it is I'm afraid." He said quietly. I got up and went over to the door. "You have to get rid of it." I said. "Get rid of Jesus? That's not very holy of you." He chuckled. "We all worked out it wasn't fucking Jesus Christ." I said sarcastically. "You have serious beef with it don't you." He said quietly. "Yes and I don't know why. It's proper triggering for some fucked up reason." I said. Jack chuckled a little. "Barakat leave the nutter alone!" A nurse said. I looked down and backed way to the back of the room and sat in the corner. "If he's a nutter then what does that make me?" Jack asked. "It doesn't matter! Your room now!" The nurse said loudly. "I'll see you tomorrow Lex. Just hang in there." Jack said. "I'll try." I said quietly and looked at him. He smiled back and left. All I knew that I was in for a long night.

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