A Love Like War
I Want To Love You.
Jack
I can’t believe Alex kept the baby. To be honest, I can’t believe I was so selfish. How could I have not noticed before? Why didn’t I just let him talk to me three months ago, I would have still had him in my life. I’m most likely the stupidest person in the world right now. hell, for the past three months. I still want to end my life, but I can’t do that anymore. I had Alex back, well, at least I think I did. I also had my baby to worry about. Yes, I was still upset with my parents sudden death, but I think I might be able to get through it with these two by my side, even if one is not born yet.
Speaking of these two, Alex currently had both of them cuddled into my side as we laid on my bed. After we both pulled ourselves together, I drove us back to my house. It was hard walking in, not hearing my Mom and Dad in the kitchen making dinner together, but it’s something I have to get used to now. There was just one thing on my mind that I needed to know the answer to.
“Alex?” I asked the boy, whose hair I was playing with.
“Yeah, Jack?” He asked quietly.
“What does this mean? Like, for us?”
“I don’t know about you. But I want us to be a family. I don’t care what my parents have to say about it. I’m in love with you, and I want us to raise this baby together.” He looked up and into my eyes as he spoke. That’s all I needed to hear. That’s all I needed to know. That he wanted me in his and our child’s life. Because I sure as hell wanted to be.
“Does that mean you take me back? Even after all the stupid shit I did these past three months?”
“Yes. You should know by now that I can never stay too mad at you for long.” He giggled a bit. Gosh I loved his giggles. I love everything about him. I love him.
“Thank you Lexy. I love you.”
“I love you too, Jack.”
“By the way, at school tomorrow. I’m so showing you off, I don’t care who watches and hears. I want the world to know that I got the best guy in the world.”
“So you plan on embarrassing me the day after we get back together?”
“No. I plan on embracing you.” I smiled at the boy in my arms. I hope he understands that I wasn’t kidding. I was going to tell everyone that I had him by my side. I was going to have my arm around him every time we walked together, every class we sit together, I’ll be holding his hand and placing small kisses on his cheek. I was going to try my damnedest to give him the world, which he truly deserves.
We ended up falling asleep last night after eating dinner. Alex told his parents that he wasn’t going to come home anytime soon, as he needed to help out a friend. He hasn’t told his parents about us being back together yet, but I understand. I can wait as long as he needs. As long as I’ll be able to hold him and my child in my arms.
I put on a grey v-neck and a pair of black skinny jeans. Topping my outfit off with a red beanie, as I didn’t feel like doing my hair today. I looked across the room and saw Alex standing sideways in the mirror. He had his hands on his stomach, and I couldn’t help but smile at the sight in front of me. I walked over to him and put my arms around him, placing my hands over his, and setting my head on his shoulder.
“Y’know, I thought about a moment like this for along time.” He whispered as he basically fell into my embrace.
“I’m glad I can be the one to share it with you.” I said with a smile as placed a light kiss on his cheek. We stood like that for another five minutes, till we had to leave for school. We walked out of my house, I carried both mine and Alex’s stuff, even with his protest. I got in the driver’s side of my car, and started it up as Alex put on his seat belt. I took his hand in mine and placed a kiss on it as I pulled out of the driveway. “You ready for this day? I can tell you right now, there is no way I am not going to be the most clingy person today. The whole school will know about us after today.”
“As long as you buy me ice cream at lunch. I’ll let you do as you please.” He giggled.
“Good.” I smiled at the boy next to me and continued to drive down the road.
I can’t believe Alex kept the baby. To be honest, I can’t believe I was so selfish. How could I have not noticed before? Why didn’t I just let him talk to me three months ago, I would have still had him in my life. I’m most likely the stupidest person in the world right now. hell, for the past three months. I still want to end my life, but I can’t do that anymore. I had Alex back, well, at least I think I did. I also had my baby to worry about. Yes, I was still upset with my parents sudden death, but I think I might be able to get through it with these two by my side, even if one is not born yet.
Speaking of these two, Alex currently had both of them cuddled into my side as we laid on my bed. After we both pulled ourselves together, I drove us back to my house. It was hard walking in, not hearing my Mom and Dad in the kitchen making dinner together, but it’s something I have to get used to now. There was just one thing on my mind that I needed to know the answer to.
“Alex?” I asked the boy, whose hair I was playing with.
“Yeah, Jack?” He asked quietly.
“What does this mean? Like, for us?”
“I don’t know about you. But I want us to be a family. I don’t care what my parents have to say about it. I’m in love with you, and I want us to raise this baby together.” He looked up and into my eyes as he spoke. That’s all I needed to hear. That’s all I needed to know. That he wanted me in his and our child’s life. Because I sure as hell wanted to be.
“Does that mean you take me back? Even after all the stupid shit I did these past three months?”
“Yes. You should know by now that I can never stay too mad at you for long.” He giggled a bit. Gosh I loved his giggles. I love everything about him. I love him.
“Thank you Lexy. I love you.”
“I love you too, Jack.”
“By the way, at school tomorrow. I’m so showing you off, I don’t care who watches and hears. I want the world to know that I got the best guy in the world.”
“So you plan on embarrassing me the day after we get back together?”
“No. I plan on embracing you.” I smiled at the boy in my arms. I hope he understands that I wasn’t kidding. I was going to tell everyone that I had him by my side. I was going to have my arm around him every time we walked together, every class we sit together, I’ll be holding his hand and placing small kisses on his cheek. I was going to try my damnedest to give him the world, which he truly deserves.
We ended up falling asleep last night after eating dinner. Alex told his parents that he wasn’t going to come home anytime soon, as he needed to help out a friend. He hasn’t told his parents about us being back together yet, but I understand. I can wait as long as he needs. As long as I’ll be able to hold him and my child in my arms.
I put on a grey v-neck and a pair of black skinny jeans. Topping my outfit off with a red beanie, as I didn’t feel like doing my hair today. I looked across the room and saw Alex standing sideways in the mirror. He had his hands on his stomach, and I couldn’t help but smile at the sight in front of me. I walked over to him and put my arms around him, placing my hands over his, and setting my head on his shoulder.
“Y’know, I thought about a moment like this for along time.” He whispered as he basically fell into my embrace.
“I’m glad I can be the one to share it with you.” I said with a smile as placed a light kiss on his cheek. We stood like that for another five minutes, till we had to leave for school. We walked out of my house, I carried both mine and Alex’s stuff, even with his protest. I got in the driver’s side of my car, and started it up as Alex put on his seat belt. I took his hand in mine and placed a kiss on it as I pulled out of the driveway. “You ready for this day? I can tell you right now, there is no way I am not going to be the most clingy person today. The whole school will know about us after today.”
“As long as you buy me ice cream at lunch. I’ll let you do as you please.” He giggled.
“Good.” I smiled at the boy next to me and continued to drive down the road.
Notes
Just a short cute chapter. The Jalex is back everyone!
So, Jack is going to be clingy as fuck at school. xD
~Jagk.
Wow that story was amazing. It was so shocking.
5/19/16