So Stunning

I was so pissed at Alex. First he yells at me then he kicks me out, what the fuck is his problem. Right now was second break and I was headed to his room after I thought he had enough time to cool down. When I reached the door I knocked and hear a quiet 'come in'.

"Jack...wha-what are you uh doing here?" He stuttered out not looking to good actually looking quit pale and out of it.

'We need to talk you asshole." I whisper yelled before turning around and locking the door and closing the small window curtain on it.

"What is there to talk about Lisa is pregnant because I let you kids do illegal shit at my house I should of never invited you over or even be doing this with you Jack." Alex said all to quickly tugging at his hair then scratching at his arms like some drug addict craving something which I just thought was a nervous habit of his.

"Doing what!" I screamed just loud enough for Alex to look up from his arm and at me with wide eyes.

"This us me and you no it can't be no I am not suppose to date a student I can't do it no I... Jack I'm done we're done I...I" Alex was still talking fast scratching at his arms really starting to freak me out but what just came out of his mouth broke me. It felt like a knife to my heart.

"What Alex wait I'm sorry please what." I pleaded eyes starting to water and some tears falling free.

"Jack no we I you I uh just no more no fucking more!" He started yelling making no sense scaring me but it still hurt so fucking much.

"Alex baby what is wrong I please don't leave me I'm sorry just." I had nothing to say and Alex just stood there dancing a little still scratching at his arm and looking horrible but yet still so beautiful but I can't think that way anymore because we're through.

"Jack please leave it's over okay no more." was his finale words before I walked up to him grabbed his face and kissed his lips one last time, he surprisingly kissed back but pulled away first and pointed to the door, no tears, no words, just pointed me out of his life. I left Alex's room sobbing really not feeling like staying at school my heart was destroyed even after a week of dating him it hurt so fucking bad. I walked down the corridor reaching the doors and walking off campus not caring my house was 2 miles away and it would probably take an hour to get there if I stop by the river bay, a place I always go when I am sad, to cry my eyes out.

"Jack..." I heard a familiar voice from behind me say as I was about to walk into the woods.

"Kellin!" I screeched turning around so fast seeing my old friend who I have known since year 9 but he was already in year 11 so he graduated before me and we lost contact when he went to college but looks like hes back.

"Hey kiddo what are you doing out here and why are you crying." He said walking up before putting his strong arms around my body and kissing my forehead because we were honestly that close.

"My boyfriend dumped me and when I kissed him one last time he pointed to the door without a word nor a tear and just threw me away like garbage and I feel just worthless Kell." I said sniffling into his chest wanting to forget what happened today.

"Sounds like a douchebag but hey you wants to come back to mine since it looks like your done with school for the day and we can hang out like old time before I went to college and became an old person." He laughed and intertwined our fingers before taking off down the street with me.

Kellin and I were close when Lisa and I weren't together sometimes we even thought about dating each other but didn't want to ruin our friendship and we both agreed we'd just be close friends for now until something happened but it never did and I doubt Kellin wants to date a high-schooler.

It was a 10 minute walk from the school to his house that was really nice by the way .

"You know Barakat its not illegal for me to date you as a 20 year old just as long as we don't have sex, but I mean you'd probably try and get in my pants on the first date." Kellin said wiggling his eyebrows causing me to burst out laughing before leaning into his body while we sat on his couch.

"True but I am not up for sex or a relationship anytime soon." I sighed smile fading from my face as the tears started welling up again.

"I have an idea, what would you say if tomorrow I went into school with you and we said we were 'dating' and we walk around for a bit before I bring you to first period and we show that little asshole what he lost." Kellin said flipping through channels on the tv before just deciding to put Pandora on and play some Green Day.

"I don't see him till 2nd period." I sighed

"I'll get a visitor pass and I will leave after 1st break which is after 2nd period." Kellin said smiling down at me deviously.

"Okay what would we have to do?" I asked growing a shit eating grin on my face.

"We act like a couple like hold hands I kiss your cheek whisper sweet nothings into your ear slap your cute ass maybe even kiss you in front of the asshole." Kellin said as if it were the most normal thing on the planet.

"Fine but wait whats tomorrow!" I shouted sitting up real quick.

"Tuesday." Kellin said quirking his eyebrow.

"Well my times table is switched every Tuesday and Thursday I have him in 1st period."I said dancing around on the couch.

"Loser, but do you wanna stay the night?" Kellin asked.

"I need to borrow clothes for tonight and tomorrow and a toothbrush but hell yeah." I shouted fist pumping into the air.

"Idoit." Kellin said laughing at me before we cuddled up to each other and turning on a film to watch.

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