Lost.

Sara's POV

I was standing side stage with Pierce The Veil, Matt, Nick, and Cass. I watched as the boys finished up their last song, which was Dear Maria, Count Me In. Alex looked over at me from his spot on stage and smiled at me. He turned back to his microphone and spoke.

"Who wants to see Sara?" He asked the crowd. My eyes went wide with nervousness and I pushed myself into Nick's side, him putting his arm around me. The crowd cheered. "Okay, I'll go get her. But you guys have to be quiet, she's had really fucked up three years." Alex spoke as he put the microphone back on the stand and started to walk over to us. I quickly hid behind Nick in fright.

"Sara. Sweet hear it's fine. Please come with me." Alex spoke softly as Nick moved out of the way so Alex could see me. I shook my head quickly. "Please. I won't let anything happen to you. I promise." He spoke softly as he took both my hands in his. I sighed and looked up at him.

"Only if you carry me." I said with a small grin. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist as I put my arms around his neck, allowing him to pick me up, when he did I put my legs around his waist and he started walking. I held on tightly to him, hiding my face in the crook of his neck. We suddenly stopped walking about a minute later, I could hear a few cheers, but other than that, everything was pretty quiet. As quiet as Warped Tour will ever get, that is.

"She's pretty shy now." Alex spoke. I could hear his voice was a lot louder, telling me that we were in the middle of the stage, and he was talking into his microphone. He walked backwards a little bit and spoke into my ear quietly. "I'm going to put you down now. Okay? But don't worry, I'll be right next to you the whole time." He spoke. I nodded into the crook of his neck, and he walked forward a bit, he moved his arms and he was just holding me up so I wouldn't fall. I removed my legs from around his waist, hesitantly removing my arms from around his neck. Once I did, I looked up into Alex's eyes and he smiled at me, then placed a kiss on my forehead. He took my hand in his and turned me around to face the crowd.

"Welcome Sara back guys." He spoke into the microphone, keeping a quiet tone. The crowd cheered, and I flinched back and whimpered as I hid my face in Alex's chest, throwing my arms around his waist tightly, thinking if I let go, I might be taken away from him again. He put his arms around me and cooed sweet nothings into my ear.

"Okay guys, quiet down now." I heard Jack speak into his microphone. The noise soon faded away and I pulled out from Alex's grip. I turned around slowly and looked around the crowd, there were lots of phones and camera's pointed at us. I felt tears threaten to spill from my eyes as I quickly pushed myself back into Alex's embrace. We took a few steps backwards and he spoke softly to me.

"What's wrong Sara?" He asked softly as he pulled away and looked me in my eyes.

"Brydon recorded everything he did..." I spoke as I broke down. Alex brought me back into his arms holding me for another minute before I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked up and saw Jaime standing there. Alex released me and I went into Jaime's arms. Letting him pick me up and take me off stage with him.

"I just want to say one thing, I you see Sara out with us, or alone, or see her at all. Do not, I repeat. Do not start taking out your phones and camera's and start recording or taking pictures. Thank you." I heard Alex speak into his microphone. I noticed that Jaime stopped walking, telling me that we were now standing side stage. I let go of my grip around his neck and he understood, that I wanted to be put down, so he let me so I could jump back onto the ground. I looked behind our little group and saw a tall, dark hair guy smirking. I fell onto the ground and screamed. I closed my eyes, hoping what I saw wasn't real. I heard footsteps running from the stage, I heard as someone sat their selves onto the ground next to me and brought me into their lap. I cried into the persons chest for a good minute. Once I opened my eyes I saw worried faces all around me, I looked at the person, who's lap I was in, and saw it was Jack. He must have been the person to get to me first. I looked back past the group, trying to find the dark haired man.

"Sara, what happened?" Jack asked softly.

"I saw him." I whispered.

"There is no fucking way he is here." Zack growled as he stormed pass Jack and I on the ground, soon being followed by Matt, Rian, and lots of other crew members. I felt a hand rub my back, I looked over and saw Alex sitting next to us with worried eyes. I pushed myself out of Jack's embrace and crawled into Alex's lap, where he held me and cooed sweet sayings into my ear, while playing with my hair. He must remember that playing with my hair was always the best way to get me to calm down. That's when a flashback hit me.

"Come on Sara. I remember how your parents told me, back in the day. That playing with your hair was always the way to calm you down. Now calm the fuck down and listen to me dammit." Brydon spoke as he ran his hand throw my hair. He was doing it because I was in the middle of a panic attack, and he didn't want to take me to the hospital. It took a few minutes to get my breathing back to normal, the only thing on my mind was Alex. His beautiful caramel-brown hair, and how it flops in front of his eyes. The way his smile could light up any room he walked into. The way his lips were always the perfect shade of pink. How his dark chocolate-brown eyes showed nothing but love and compassion. How much I missed him. Brydon broke me from my own little world as he tightened his grip on my hair as he pulled me up off the ground and threw me onto the old, dirty mattress. I watched as he walked over to a camera he set up on the table right before my panic attack.

"Wh-what are you do-doing?" I stuttered out. He looked at me with his evil smirk.

"Time to make some home movies." He said as he clicked a button on the camera, making a red light turn pop up on it, he moved it so it was perfectly facing me. He stripped off his shirt and made his way over to me slowly. Taking his time to take off his belt. I stood up and tried to run to the corner in hopes he would stop. But it didn't work. He grabbed me by my hair again, and threw me back down. Taking his belt and hitting me with it multiple times. I broke down, holding myself as he hit my naked body over and over again with the belt. I heard laughs and footsteps on the stairs. Could it be someone here to put a stop to all this? The door opened slowly, and in walked six men, all with dirty smirks on their faces.

"Well isn't she a pretty one." One of them spoke as he bit his lip and walked over to my, now bruising, body. He gripped my legs and pulled me closer to him. I kicked, hit, and scream. Nothing worked. All I got was a good hit in the face, taking no time to knock me out cold.

End Of Flash Back.

I broke myself from the thought as I felt tears run down my cheeks and land on my arms, I looked up into the eyes of the man holding me. The man I have come to love since the day I met him. I smashed my lips onto his, making all the negative thoughts leave my head, and fill my head with nothing but one name. Alex. He kissed me back with the same force. I put my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss, as he brought me closer to his body. We pulled away from the kiss a few moments later, him resting his forehead against mine.

"That was the first real kiss we had since you been back." He whispered. "And damn have I missed those lips." He chuckled. Making me giggle as I wiped the last few tears from my eyes.

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